A/N

Actually this is something that i wrote in my leisure time so it is not some pairing of an obvious anime like naruto or so on. but it is a yaoi version of story.

Disclaimers

The characters that are existed in this story is not related to any story or someone related to any body in this world, so don't sue me for anything

I'm still new to this so hope you readers will guide me towards better.

Terminology

xxx - next scene

BAM - the sound of bumping

knock - sound of knocking door

Second chapter: sincerity

Hi, my name is Imamura Yuki. I'm the Yukimura High School's president of the student council. For your information, I'm dating someone right now and he is a GUY, not to mention a teacher. In about two days from now, we are going to have a big event in our school; Sports Festival. Although I don't want to rebel but….

"Yuki! Yuki!"

"Hey, president. You're still alive?"

"I'm on the pinch of death. Oh, I can't take it anymore. Why do those girls keep pushing it?"

Although I already used to it but it still so tiring. Every time there's a festival or event that held in our school, the female students keep rushing toward me and give supports, since I'm going to participate in it.

Sigh…

"What's the sighing for?"

"Oh, Nakamura-sensei. You've come. Like the same old time, Yuki been chased by the girls in our school. Oh, and some of them that are not from our school still waiting at the front gate."

"Hehe, it is so tiring to be popular isn't it?"

"Yeah, I guess so."

I could be my imagination but did Shuichi mocking me? Or is he jealous that I'm actually more popular than him? Not that I care if I'm popular or not as long as Shuichi-san like me.

"Yuki! Nana-sensei is calling for you. She's at her office."

"OK!"

Before I leave the room, I glanced at sensei's reaction and somehow he looked depressed. I guess after meeting with Nana-sensei, I'll comfort him a little.

xxx

After one hour meeting with Nana-sensei, I decided to go and look for Shuichi but then there's a girl passed through me with tears. She ran as fast as she can to avoid being seen that she cried. I overlook it and keep going until I see the glimpse of Shuichi.

"It seems like you rejected the girl, Nakamura-sensei. She is cute, I wonder why?"

"Well, she is a student. How could I possibly dating a student? It's out of question."

The moment I heard that, I'm also like the girl running from that area and hiding in some place and cried as hard as I can. How could this happen? Didn't he said that he love me? Could he be fooling with my feeling? After hearing that conversation, I realized that Shuichi doesn't even sincere with me. I've ignoring him for two days. The members of the student council wondered why but it's just me being ego about him being insincere to me and playing with my feeling.

And then, the third day came. He started to feel irritated about me ignoring and giving a cold shoulder. He then wanted me to meet him at the student council office after the school.

"Why did you ignore me for two days? What did I do wrong?"

What did I do wrong?! Humph, he pissed me off.

"No, it was nothing. I just feel like that there's something wrong with the relationship between the two of us. So I decided that we should break up."

"WHAT! Why should we break up? I don't understand."

Yeah right! I started to feel even pissed off.

"That's all I wanted to say. Now, if you excuse me I'm quite busy."

Before I step out the door, I glanced at Shuichi to see his reaction. I'm quite shocked to see his reaction. He looked furious, disappointed and confused at the same time. I quickly get out of his sight before anything bad happened. Somehow my heart throbbed when I see his reaction. Does he really angry with me when I say we should break up? Oh, Shuichi... I love you but I know you're not sincere. So it is better to break up than continue with this meaningless relationship.

xxx

The next day, Shuichi keep approaching me, asking for explaination.

"Yuki, I need to talk to you for a sec."

"I don't think we have anything to say."

"I'm serious. Come to the student council's office after class. Makes sure you come."

Whatever it is, I'll make it quick and leave immediately. Truthfully, I still really don't want to be alone with him. I might unable to let him go. It seems that I still have strong feeling toward him.

Knock! Knock!

"What do you want to talk about? Please make it quick."

I put on my poker face but actually I'm quite nervous.

"What do you mean by breaking up? What did I do wrong?"

He started to grab my arm, hoping I would give reasonable reason.

"You should ask yourselves! Now if you don't have anything more to say, I'll be leaving."

"Don't run away!"

He then pulled me and pushed me on the table and pinned me down. He started to kiss me forcefully and ripped my shirt. I struggled as hard as I can but still can't compete with Shuichi. Am I going to be violated?

"No! St… Stop! Shuichi, come to your senses! Shui… Nnnn!!!"

Ah, as I was raped by Shuichi, I don't know what feeling I experience now. Pain? Pleasure? I really couldn't imagine what kind of facial expression I'm making now. But then I was shocked. Although he's the one who forced me but why does he looked like he's going to cry?

Aahhh… was I wrong? Shuichi might have strong feeling for me to the way that he would rape me.

"…ki! Yuki! I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Please wake up."

As I regained conscious, I can still see Shuichi's sad expression. Then I started to stretch out my hand and placed it on Shuichi's cheek.

"…hy? Why do you look so sad?"

"Because I forced you, the one I really love. I'm really sorry."

The one who he really loves… is it really me? I couldn't believe what I heard. Maybe I was wrong about his sincerity.

"…ut, but you said that you don't like to date with a student. You said it is out of question!"

"Huh? Did you hear that during that time? I'm just talking to Okuno since he teasing me about dating with student. But I did say something else later. You didn't heard that?"

"Heard what?"

"Thought so. Later I did say to him…."

xxx

//Flashback….

"But, if this one student would really confess to me, I wouldn't mind accept it."

"Really, sensei? Do you have anyone you like among student?"

"Well Okuno, I could say there's one."

"Tell me who is it?"

"No way, man. It's a secret."

"Che, stingy. Hahahahahaha….."

…………….//

xxx

After I heard that, I stared at Shuchi in awed.

"Could it be that the student that you like is me?"

"Yes, Yuki. But I kind of feel depressed when you said that you want to break up. Now I know the reason why. It's a misunderstanding."

When I heard that, I started to cry. So he is sincere. I was wrong to doubt him.

"Would you forgive me, sensei? I doubted your feeling."

"No, it's okay. As long as you know my feeling is sincere then I guess it's cool."

Hehehe..

Then he kissed me again and hugged me like a princess and drove me home. I love Shuichi-san very much……

After this, I believed in some relationship there should exist the feeling of trust and I will always trust him, my lover...

End

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