a/n sorry I didn't put this on ma first chap but I don't own any of the characters in this they belong to the author of these characters J. so I guess this my diclaimer sorry again
"Omg I never knew I'm sorry Hermione but you cant stay here with that ferret who knows what he will do to you"
"that ferret I can handle by means that you would never know of Ronald do me a favour and fuck off and leave me alone save the pathetic shit for someone who actually gives a fuck about it"
And with that she walked away from her two former friends she walked up to her room shut the door and leant against it she knew why she had to do what she did she couldn't be associated with them anymore her father would use her to get to them and that was something she couldn't allow so she did the safest thing for them she walked away with out a backwards glance because she knew if she had looked back that would have been the end of her self control she would of ran to them and said she was sorry but that would only be a dream now her task complete f making her friends hate her was not an easy one but she had done it now and there was no turning back.
A knock sound at her door it had been half an hour since she had walked away from them so she knew it couldn't be them which meant it was only one person and she was dreading looking him in the eyes because that would mean he was right and she was so very wrong she was like her family she was cruel heartless and without a care in the world she has shed only a few tears then the pain had gone replaced by numbness.
"what do you want Malfoy"
"may I come in"
"if you must"
He walked in her room was a mess there were objects hovering in the air above her head photos lay smashed her desk and chair upturned her wardrobe door hanging off it looked like a bomb had hit it so he started to cast spells to fix everything back up within a few moments everything looked back to normal apart for the floating objects above her head.
"are you okay"
"just fucking peachy what do you care anyways"
"I know that you basically just told your two best friends to never speak to you again and I know that couldn't of been anywhere near easy so what's up Maiya why are you so angry at the world suddenly why have you become what you told me on the train you weren't going to be I thought you didn't want to be like your family"
"I swear you have all of thirty seconds to vacate my room before I hex you to oblivion I mean it I can't be arsed with your shit tonight I just told my two best friends to fuck off to protect them argh protect them from what my fucking temper my magic my family I hate this fucked up world I hate everything about it why does shit have to happen to argh why I tell you why"
"you know what I have a poem that I wrote you might see that it goes along with what your feeling and please don't tell anyone this came from me because I will deny it and see you sent of to saint mungos for a check up right"
"yeah fine I won't tell anyone"
"its called Blackness
The sea turns black
The waves soar high
Just like the sorrow
I am lost in this ocean
I am drowning
There is no way out
The sea only churns faster
The waves get higher
I am drowning
I won't be saved
There is no one to save me
Suddenly there is no air
No sea no waves
Only darkness
It sucks me in
And I have lost
I am gone
Lying in this darkened place
I have no hope
There is no freedom
Only the comfort
Of the blackness
(a/n all poems in bold and italic were written by me if you want to use them ask me as I do have them copywrited )
"I know morbid but I know you be feeling great so I don't know poetry kind of sometimes makes me feel a bit better you never know Maiya you should try it you could have a gift with poetry better than mine though mine sucks big style"
"it doesn't suck as much as this pains me to say this it was perfect for my mood wanna try and make one up together could be a bit of fun and a distraction that I desperately need"
"yeah sure why not could do with some entertainment like" Draco said in away that made it seem that he wasn't really that interested but he was
"I think we shall call it my head pounds"
"okay you say a line first then me then you and so on"
"My head is pounding"
"My eyes are sore"
"But everywhere I look"
"I see people smiling"
"Why can't I smile like them"
"Why can't I have the carefree life"
"Why cant I get the bad"
"The ugly and the horrific"
"Out of my head"
"Why must I suffer"
"When they do not"
"Why must I hate"
"When they love"
"It is what it is"
"I am what I am"
"And I am who I am"
"I will not change"
"For the pounding in my head"
"Won't stop the reminders"
" hey what do you think I think we did okay Malfoy not a award winner but it was defiantly something I had fun with this it really cheered me up and who would of guessed Draco Malfoy actually likes to write poetry awww you're a secret romancer how cute"
"yeah yeah don't go telling the girls especially pansy omg I would die of down right embarrassment if she ever found out I could see the horror of it now hey if your chest starts to tighten and you feel sick and dizzy is that a good thing because that's what I get when I'm around her"
"that would mean your either having a heart attack a stroke or your being plain whinny you haha"
"so bedtime Mr Malfoy we have class in the morning"
"goodnight Miss Galantine"
And soon the rooms were quiet with the sounds of soft breathing and silent snores a day already gone a new one to face.
a/n so do please tell me if im doing okay thanx xlornax