Oikawa really didn´t know how he managed that, but the other boy was finally sleeping, well he hoped he did that. He probably passed out because of the pain but sleeping sounded better for him. He really hoped that he was sleeping.
He had taken the pills and water in his own mouth and passed the other one trough a kiss the pills. It was strange doing something like this to a totally stranger but there was no other choice. It was really hard holding him down and pouring the water with the pills down his throat, but he kind of managed it. After that he was lying down beside him and pressed the other boy in his chest and tried to hold him still and tried to calm him down with words, but the other one was still screaming and crying and it totally broke his hearth having him in his arms and seeing so much pain up close and he wasn´t able to do anything at all. He was a totally stranger and didn´t even knew his name but he couldn´t see him like that. He didn´t know how long he was holding him, probably a bit more than half an hour, before he finally stopped screaming. After that he was still crying and his body was shaking, before he slowly got calmer and finally closed his eyes and slept. Well Oikawa hoped he was sleeping.
He let go of the boy and slowly stood up, hoping not to wake him up. He looked shortly down at him, stroke the wet brown hair out of his face and sighed, before he went out of the room and closed the door silently behind him. He had just meet him 8 hours ago and talked 2 sentences with him but he was already attached to him. ,,Shit.." Sighed Oikawa and run with his fingers through his hair. ,,What am I doing?" murmured he, while he walked into his living room and let himself fall down on his couch. ,,He is going to hit me so hard." He sighed again and closed his eyes for a short minute, before he finally pulled his phone out of his pocket and dialed a number.
,,Oikawa? You´re already up? I thought-" But before the boy on the other side of the line could finish his sentence interrupted the brown-haired boy him. ,,Iwa-chan." Was all Oikawa needed to say and the other one knew, that something had happened. He knew his childhood friend just too long and too good. And this tone was never a good sign.
Oikawa heard a loud sighed on the other side of the line and some rustling. He was probably leaving the office now to talk in private and the brown-haired boy waited. He was happy about this little pause, so that he could sort his thoughts. He himself didn´t know what happened in these few hours, so how should he explain all this to his best friend? He knew, that his best friend would listen and help him but he would still be mad at him and he had every right to do that. He was mad at himself and how stupid he could be.
,,So, what happened, Shittykawa?" Iwaizumi asked. He knew, that his best friend had done something stupid again or he wouldn´t have used this tone. This time it was Oikawa who sighed loudly. ,,I think I´m doing it again." ,,What do you mean?" Asked Iwaizumi. He had a bad premonition about this. ,,Seeing him in someone else." Oikawa was saying that more as a question than an actually answer.
,,Oikawa." Said the other one careful. ,,You have to stop this, please." He closed his eyes and leaned against the wall behind him. This wouldn´t be a good conversation and they had done this so many times already but his best friend just didn´t stop. ,,For yourself, for your friends and family and the most important part: for him. He is dead, Oikawa. He is dead. I know it´s hard to except and it hurts but you must let him go. Please, Oikawa. You have to stop this."