2: The Doctor Alone
The Tardis is so empty without someone. It seems like even my thoughts are echoing. Even though that's technically impossible since there are no resonant sound waves that are coming from my thoughts. But the point still stands. It's empty. For the first time in what seems like forever. But counting it's only been three years since I met R-. And Donna was wrong. I don't need anyone. Even if I am feeling alone and all that. I don't need anyone. I'm fine by myself. I should never have let her near the Tardis. I miss her. I… I should have said. I wish I could see her again. Hear her warm laughter. Feel her soft arms. The closest I can get to that now is this top of hers. It's all she left behind. Ah, why does it have to torture me with its sweet smell? I wish I could find her again. But I'm no superman. Or Spock. I can't break down the barrier between two worlds single-handedly! Oh, Rose… I go to the jumpseat and sit down. It feels like the good times Rose and I had. Why does everything remind me of her? I've never felt like this before. I need a change. I look down at my worn brown suit. The pale blue lines on it are like wounds all of a sudden. Everything leaves its mark. I walk up to the Helmic Regulator. I push it down and let the Tardis take me back to Earth.
"I need a new suit." I say to the Tardis. "I need to move on." I say more to myself this time, I walk back around and sit back down on the seat.
"I need her." I say softly.