Chapter 1

Me: Hey guys! I'm back with a new chapter. So my vacation has officially began and I hope to update more now that I'm out of school. That being said, I wanted to try something. Some authors reply to reviewers and I decided to give it try. That's all I have left to say so I hope you enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own Fairy Tail. Hiro Mashima does but I do own the OCs.

Warning: Suicide and self harm

Blue Sky Of Love: Thanks for giving this story a try! I hope you enjoy this story!

Chaos HellLaser: Thanks so much for understanding and for the support. I'm glad I have someone I can go to if I need help. Good luck in your writing!

Natsumi stared at the ceiling of her bedroom. She had woken up a few minutes ago from a nightmare. But it wasn't a nightmare. It was a memory. The moment everyone betrayed her haunted her every time she fell asleep and as a result, she hasn't gotten any rest for a weeks.

Natsumi slowly stood from her bed and slowly walked to her bathroom. Once she got there, she grabbed her knife from her cabinet and slowly her arm. A thin line of blood formed and ran down her arm. She didn't do anything to stop it and just stared at her wound with a blank expression.

She had started cutting herself when the guild started to ignore her. It got worse once they betrayed her and now her arms were covered in scars as a result. She never told Juvia about it since she knew that she would try to stop her from doing it. But she needed the relief cutting herself provided.

Speaking of Juvia, she was on a solo mission. She would usually be there to support Natsumi but she was running low on money. Natsumi had to reassure her that she would be fine alone before Juvia would leave. And since Juvia was gone, she was free to cut herself.

Juvia had been hesitant to leave her alone when she stumbled on Natsumi trying to commit suicide. Natsumi had been contemplating suicide for weeks but she never had the guts to do it. When she was about to, Juvia would pop into her mind and stop her from killing herself.

However, since Juvia was gone, thoughts of suicide bubbled in her mind once again.

'Would anyone really care if I wasn't here?' she wondered as she made another cut to her arm.

'No, they wouldn't. They have their lives. They don't need me anymore. Heck, Juvia doesn't need me anymore. She would get over my death eventually and live a happy life with Gray,' she concluded.

Natsumi steeled herself, her decision made. She looked at a picture she had on her nightstand one final time. The picture was of her, Erza, Luke, and Gray, happy and without any care in the world. Erza was somewhat off to the side, looking over them like a mother would her children. Luke was also there, a fond smile on his lips as he watched Natsumi and Gray start fighting. Gray looked angry but anyone who knew him could see he enjoys the fights they had. Natsumi also looked angry, but there was also a fond look in her eyes.

Natsumi remembered when that picture was taken. It was a few weeks before Manmai came, and Mira, who had been watching them with a soft smile, had snapped a picture. She was so happy back then, with no cares in the world, adventures waiting around every corner, and friends to keep her company. But now, it was all gone. All her friends, all her family, and all the memories they made, gone. All because of her.

She grabbed a note from one of her draws addressed to Juvia. She had written it beforehand a day or two ago when she thought of committing suicide again. Juvia deserved to know why she did it. After getting her note, she then sat on the bathroom floor, her knife in her hand and her note to Juvia beside her.

'This is it,' she thought.

She thought of everything that happened so far and a small smile appeared on her face filled with genuine joy.

Everyone, thank you for everything. Thank you for being with me through the good and bad times and supporting me all the way. I hope you have live a happy life. To Juvia, I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye and good luck with Gray. I hope you have a happy life with him.

And with that she stabbed herself. She laid down on the floor and stared at the ceiling as blood flowed out of her body. Her life flashed before her eyes as her breathing slowed and her eyes began to close.

Goodbye everyone. I love you.

And with that, Natsumi Dragneel closed her eyes for what she presumed to be for the last time.

And cut! So this is a late author's note as I didn't notice I hadn't written one before. I'm going to keep this brief though. I decided to take a vacation from posting for a bit. I'll be back hopefully in August. I'm sorry that you're not going to get an update for awhile but when I get back, I hope that some of the stories I'm working on will be done. With that said, thank you so much for the support and I hope you enjoyed! Bye!