{omg guys im sooo sorry it took so long to get this... my account didnt exactly agree with me... and neither did the teachers -carol}

{well im not, tehe, i love torturing my audiance -jazzy}

(Deidara's p.o.v.)

I didn't know what was wrong with him. We take walks around the park all the time. Why is this one so different? I can't stand it anymore… I'm going to ask. "Sasuke-kun?" I love him so much… is something is wrong I want to know.

"What is it deidara?"

"Well… it's just you've been acting strange for a few days… is something wrong?" the question seemed to catch him off guard. He stopped. Put his head down. And just stood there. Motionless. Then, with seemingly no movement at all, he threw his katana. At me!

"I'm sorry… I… need to do this!" suddenly I realized… he wanted to kill me! I had to run. I searched for a place to hide. There was a storage shed closeby. I sprinted to the shed. I needed in. I turned the handle and pulled open the door. He's gonna finish me off if I don't hide! I saw another door. I ran to it.I ripped it open and rammed it shut. He's gonna pursue til I'm dead! I tried to quiet my panicked breathing. Help I thought. I knew he was on the other side. He was so close… I could smell him. Suddenly, his katana burst through the door, nicking my side. I tried to muffle my wail of pain. I was shaking, yet sweating. I got dizzy, I couldn't stand, so I let my knees buckle beneath themselves. I was losing blood fast. The door creaked open as Sasuke saw his handiwork. I tried to say his name, "sas…" but nothing but blood escaped my mouth. After that, everything went dark. How long was I in there? I struggled to my feet. The more I walked, the more blood came from not just from the wound, but I kept coughing blood. I saw my house. I was so close. Just as I reached it, I collapsed. My side hurt so much, but not as much as my heart. It'd been so long… but I still remember something much similar… did he know? He hit the same spot… as I remembered the incident, I felt my eyes burn with tears. I dragged myself onto the porch, Wincing In pain at every movement. I heard footsteps in the distance. Is it sasuke coming to finish me? Part of me was hoping so. It was my neighbors… damn. Well might as well put orochimaru's clay to use… I pulled out my bag and decided to finish sasuke's work for him. I took a bite of the clay then screwed up my face… it tasted foul and disgusting. Yet I still took another bite. I heard a muffled gasp behind me. I turned around to see sasori. "I'm… nothing, anymore sasori…" before I knew it I was shoved to the ground. He had both my hands in one of his. I tried to struggle free but before I could, he pried open my mouth and removed all the bloody clay. After all of It was removed, he leaned really close to my face. I felt my cheeks warm.

"Tell me. Did you swallow any?"

You ruined it again… why do you care what happens to me? It's not like anyone else did! "Why? Why do you even care?!" I raised my voice.

"Just TELL ME!"

He's never yelled at me before. It startled me. The intensity of his voice…

"Deidara sama?''

He snapped me out of my thoughts. "No… you got me again" sasori sighed of relief.

"Let's get you inside deidara San" he propped me on his shoulder and took me inside to lay me on the couch. I was beginning to feel dizzy again. Am I gonna pass out again? I felt a sudden sting at my side. I bit back a scream.

"What happened? Was it sasuke?" at that moment I remembered everything I wanted to die with me.

"I-I.. Well…" I felt tears roll down my face. "we we're walking around the park as usual. He was acting strange. But when i asked him what was wrong, he started to cry then he pulled out his katana and threw it at me!" I broke into a fit of tears I saw something flash in his eyes. He pulled me close to him and ran his fingers through my hair. I don't know why, but it calms me down… he does.