Hello! I'm back people, the bunny has come back with inspiration from YouTube and Nickleback's Savin' Me, so, enjoy the results!
Thank you too electro moonlight, sakkio of solenana, DJ Bunny, Starscream fan and Dragonji for reviewing!
Anyone who DOES review gets…something…I'll tell you at the end of the chapter…
WARNING: Tissues may be required, Starscream angst.
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawling
Oh, I reach for you
She was trapped…had been ever since that faithful day when Skyfire crashed…she was crawling, crawling, reaching, begging him to save her…but he didn't understand, she had changed too much.
Well I'm terrified of the four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul
All I need is you
Her prison is figurative…trapped by the figurative walls, the Decepticons, the iron bars were Megatron…what did she do to deserve this? What did she do to start it all? What had she done that was so bad that Skyfire would be cruelly torn from her not once, but twice? What had she done that was so wrong?
Come please, I'm callin
and though I scream for you
hurry, I'm fallin I'm fallin
Falling…in more ways than one. They didn't understand…didn't know…she didn't have Skyfire anymore, where was he? Skyfire, please, she needed him, couldn't he see? SKYFIRE!
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standin
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it'sworth savin me
All she needed…all she wanted…she just wanted to be saved…there was no-where safe for her anymore…if she was worth it…he'd say he loved her.
heavens gates wont open up for me
with these broken wings I'm fallin
All I see is you
as she fell into that pit, her wings somehow useless, not responding, all she could of was Skyfire…his smiling face, his constant love for her…his gentle kisses…where was he? She needed him! He promised he would always be there for her…he promised! Please, Skyfire, HELP!
These city walls aint got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And all I scream for you
Come, please, I'm calling
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin I'm fallin
She never had any love…in no city, other than Vos…she was a Seeker, scorned by grounders…unloved. She remembered how she stood on a cliff face, as high as eighteen story's, scream for him, crying for him, she was falling…falling…
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standin
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if worth savin me
Where was he? Wait, no, don't separate them! She clung to his frame, not conscious enough to hear, only to know they were trying to take her away from him, she wouldn't let that happen! Then she felt it, his face near hers, murmuring something, she sensed it…his hand on her helm, a quiet word, then blackness…back to her thought and memory's…or just another nightmare…another nightmare from reality…that's all her life was, a nightmare.
Hurry I'm fallin
Falling…she had lost the light vorns ago, when she lost Skyfire…though Skywarp and Thundercracker tried and tried, they never could be anything more than a small flame…nothing like Skyfire…where was he? Oh yeah, with the Autobots…her fault. Always her fault.
And all I need is you
Come, please, I'm calling
And though I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin I'm fallin I'm fallin
What if she saved him? What if Skyfire never crashed…if he hadn't stubbornly insisted on looking at the planets frozen poles…she didn't leave-she didn't abandon him…if she fell too…they were frozen under the ice together…that would be better than the pit she was facing now…anything would…
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it too me
Say to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if worth savin me
She could still remember before…when she could love…before she had to hide…she hid everything now, she did. Megatron's actions to her, his "kisses", more like abusing her lips with his…daring to call her his…saying she would be by his side forever…she belonged to Skyfire! And then everyone wondered why she tried to kill him…anyone in their right processor would know that there was no need to fight anymore, the council was dead, the new Prime not at all corrupted, and then they could rebuild their home, and their species would survive…that was why she wanted to rule, but it was also an excuse so he wouldn't know…he wouldn't hurt Skyfire…she wasn't strong enough to lose him again.
Hurry I'm fallin
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth savin me
She wasn't worth it…who could love her? Her own trine hated her…Skyfire probably also…certainly no-one from the Autobots would give her any love…she should just die, maybe then she might finally get some peace, that's all she wanted, some peace! Please…was to die too much to ask?
AUTOBOTS POV
As soon as the femme fell into unconsciousness, Skyfire had grabbed her up and then panicked, listened for a spark beat breathing a sigh of relief when he heard it and NOTHING could convince him to let the femme go, they had all seen her crash, they had been alerted when a space bridge-warp-thingy had opened and raced over it was only a kilometre or two from their base, strange place for a Decepticon to come out, especially a Decepticon femme…the Decepticon decals on her wings told them that much. It was unnerving how much she resembled Starscream, despite Skyfire telling them that no, it wasn't a Starscream femme look-alike; it was the actual Starscream which was impossible.
"Give her here Skyfire, I need to check her for damage" Ratchet ordered
"No"
"Why the frag not? You can see the damage to her; I need to check that there are no internal injuries!"
"She won't like it…"
"She's unconscious, how can she know?"
"Star has always been a very alert femme, an intelligent one also, I wouldn't put it past her to of written some coding so that she can be aware of her surroundings even in unconsciousness"
"That's crazy"
"That's Starscream for you"
"Put her down, I need to check her"
Ratchet put his hands on the femmes body to take her down when the femme whimpered and clutched onto Skyfire
"What the frag?"
"I did tell you Star is an amazing…femme" said Skyfire, putting his face on her helm, murmuring something softly, making the femme relax in his grip, but still cling onto him just as tightly. With a soft chuckle, Skyfire put his free hand on her helm, and told her to recharge…and then the femme complied.
"Wha-how did you-?"
"I know Starscreams habits, I know him...her"
"How are we gonna explain this to Prime?"
"I don't know. But right now, we have to get Star back to base…could you do anything to cover his-I mean her decals?"
"I can cover them up temporarily"
"Good…now, let's get hi-her back to the base"
And, here we finish! Holy crud, it's amazing how venting into writing can make you feel better…anyway, thanks to all reviewers, all reviewers get a cookie.
Praise will be happily accepted, constructive criticism also, but any flames will be eaten for breakfast.
A NEXT CHAPTER SOMETIME IN THE NEXT FEW YEARS IS NOT A GARENTEE! (though reviews help, reviews are like crack! Food for the muse, so GIMME!)