"Edward!" Carlisle's voice, filled with worry, startled me, and I jumped off the table and was across the room before I realized the fact that he'd said the most important name in my world. I looked up and saw that they were all staring at me and crouched protectively around something crumbled on the floor.
This, however, wasn't the least bit important. I was focused solely on what they were protecting... protecting from me, I realized as I straightened from my unconscious crouch.
How much pain had I caused him? How many times had the one I loved most allowed me to cause him pain? They say paybacks a bitch. I just found out its true.
Because, as I saw that tortured expression on his face, I wanted to destroyed whatever was hurting him. And, right now, that was me.
I didn't understand it. Was I still as plain as I'd been human? Was it really so horrible that, now, I was the same as him? My mind was racing, trying to figure out why he looked so... horrified. But all my thoughts merged to form one devastating thought.
He hates me.