Nope, don't own Twilight, sadly.
Edward's POV:
As I fit against the power that was holding me down, I pushed myself to force my eyelids to open. But it was as if they were glued together, sealed tight. No matter how much I tried, they would not open. I could hear the sounds around me; they would try to talk to me, to bring me back.
My mom was over me, her hand griping mine in a death grip. "Edward, please wake up. Show me that you're okay. Everyone's here, sweetie," she begged, causing me to fight though the fogginess of my mind.
Slowly I opened my eyes, only to slam them right back shut again. The lights making it unbearable to see, they were blinding. "Bella," I called out, causing my throat to burn, as if it were on fire. My dad quickly handed me a glass of water, telling me to drink it slow. I took a small sip, even though I wanted to down the whole cup. Knowing that, that probably wouldn't the brightest thing to do.
"Bella?" I called out again, this time without the fire in my throat.
Mom gave me a looked that was mixed with hurt and sympathy. "She's not here." Her voice was sharp, almost mean. That confused me, my mother never talked like that. Why the sudden change? She loved Bella, or I thought she did.
"Well, where is she, then?" I asked, it wasn't like Bella not to be here. I was in the hospital, after all.
"She never came" she stated. "You're brothers seem her kissing Jacob Black last night."
"What?" I all but shouted, knowing that MY Bella would never do that… she wouldn't hurt me like that, would she?
Dang it, why would I ever even doubt her? She isn't like that, she's the most loving, and compassionate girl I have ever met. She had never gave me a single reason not to trust her, I gave her my heart; without a second thought. Was my mom lying? She had to be, right?
Sighing, I sat up, the pain where my right leg should have been, but it was nothing was there. My leg was gone. I gapped, staring at the empty space. What happened? I started to panic, my breaths coming into short gasps. My vision started spotting, before going black. I welcomed it, not wanting to deal with anything, not without Bella.
Bella's POV:
I slowly started making my way back to the hospital, taking my time. Not wanting to face Esme and Carlisle. What do I tell them?
Emmett and Alice met me right outside the hospital, sitting on the same bench I was sitting on before; looking up noticing me walking towards them, the rose to their feet, before meeting me half-way. "Hey, Bells!" they cheered. How and why would they be cheerful in a time like this? I just looked blackly at them, turning away from them; I made my way into the dreadful hospital.
Taking a deep breath; I made my way into the elevator, with shaking hands, I pushed the button that would take me to Edward's floor. Each floor I passed, I got a little more nervous. Time seemed to pass painfully slow, yet not slow enough.
When the elevator came to a stop, I was met by Carlisle. He gave me a small smile; which it seemed like he had to force it. Jerking his head to the left, he walked away. Without saying a word, I followed behind him, looking much like a lost puppy, and feeling like one too.
It felt much like a walk of shame; they came close to losing a son… because of me. I may not have meant to, but I did. I hurt Edward. That thought alone caused a great amount of pain. I could have killed the one that I love, how sick is that?
As we walked down the white halls; passed the nursing station, and into a large comfortable waiting room. The walls were a light cream color; there were also three back couches, and a fifty inch flat screen TV.
Carlisle went over to one of the couches and sat down, motioning me to follow suit. Rushing over and sitting down beside him. "How's Edward?" were the first words that rushed out of my mouth.
"Fine, he is in recovery. He will be fine, just missing a leg," there was something about his voice; it was cold, hard, and unfriendly. I had never heard Carlisle use a voice that harsh.
They hate me, you were right. My inter voice confirmed my fears; nodding my head, while I swallowed the bile that rose up my throat. They didn't want me there, so why would Edward? It was his life I messed up. "We don't want you here, Bella." Carlisle's cold voice cut off my self-hatred thoughts.
Even though I was expecting that, it hurt beyond words. I had never thought I would ever fell pain that deep; but low and behold I have. It was as if he knocked the breath out of me, leaving me breathing… and without a second thought, too.
"Leave, and never come back, you've done enough damage as it is," he all but commanded, I jumped up ready to fight. But then realized I had no fight to be fought, if they didn't want me here, I wouldn't stay.
With watery eyes, I looked down at Carlisle. "Will you tell him that I'm sorry, and that I love him?" with a sharp nod of his head, I left. Not looking back, if I did I would break down. And I refused to breakdown in front of Carlisle or Esme.
Once out of his sight I took off, running down the hospital halls. Not stopping when I heard the gang shouting after me. I couldn't stop; my legs wouldn't let me even if I wanted to. Taking the stairs two at a time, I made it down them it record time.
Whipping the tears that betrayed me, I jumped on my bike, and sped out the parking-lot. Going where" out of there.
Okay, so here is chapter number two! Like two more to go, then I'm done. It MAYBE a week or two until I update again, but if I get reviews I could have the next one out by Sunday, but that up you you! So if you want to read quicker, then REVIEW! Lol
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