I had to drive as far away as possible, I didn't want them catching up to me. That's if they even bothered to look for me at all. I wanted to start a new life and try as hard as I could to forget them aka Cullen's. It hurt my heart to know not only had I lost the love of my life but my family as well. How can he just let us go so easily I just didn't make any since to me. I thought he loved me but I was wrong about that as well. Our relationship was doomed from the start, and that had nothing to do with what he is like he thought. I guess they got a kick out of all the pain they caused me. I wonder if I'm the first one they did this to or are there many in different towns. I didn't want to think about this any more. More and more I thought about it the more I got angry.

I kept driving until I got to tired to go any further. I'm going to buy a new car in the morning. Can't start fresh if my truck is so easily found if there looking for me. I pulled off the freeway and rented a motel room it was down the street from some car dealer ships. Living all these years I had money that I hardly touched. I have more than enough to start a new life and to attend school or get a job. I got out of the truck and walked to the office and rented a room for the night and asked for a 11am wake up call.

I grabbed my bag and headed into my room it's wasn't fancy but not to shabby. I went straight to bed I'm to tired to do anything else. It's around 5am in Forks right now. I hit the bed within minutes I was out like alight. I had a dream I was in the Forest back in Forks. Edward looking at me with a cold and heartless expression. Telling me I was nothing more than a distraction and he would never love me. I fell to the floor curled in a ball and cried he laughed and ran away. I lurched straight up in bed and I couldn't avoid the tears that fell from my eyes. How could anyone do that to someone? Why did I love him so much? I gave him to much power to hurt me I felt so numb. I looked at my cell and I had 30 missed calls and 20 messages and that doesn't include the text messages.

My cell rang again I looked at the caller id it was him again. I was still crying and couldn't talk. I needed to hear his voice so I answered it. Edward: "Bella were the hell are you?" I just cried couldn't talk " What is wrong why are you crying?Love please tell me were you are I need to know your alright." No! and I cried feeling the pain in my chest tighten I needed the pain to go away. {Sobbed} Edward " No! Your not going to tell me were you are? Why the hell not? Dam it where the hell are you? Why can't Alice see you?" I didn't have it in me to listen to him yell at me anymore so I just hung up. He called back but I just ignored his calls I didn't want to listen anymore.

I got in the truck and drove down the road to the dealership and looked at the cars. I found a brand new Black Bmw that was in my price range and I bought it. I drove back to the hotel and dropped it off and walked back to the dealership to get the truck. On the way back I notice a mother walking down the road with two kids. I pulled over and got out of the truck and waited until she got close. I said Hello my name is Bella and I notice you walking down the road with your children. I wanted to give you my truck since I just got a new car. I don't want anything for it I just didn't want it to be towed away if you could use it. I handed her the keys and I signed the title over to her.

She hugged me crying I hugged her back and she just said " Thank you." I started to walk away but she said " Bella I'm sorry for being rude you just caught me off guard. My name is Adrian and this is my daughter Jessica and my son Jonathan." We talked for a few minutes and we hugged and I walked back to the hotel. I grabbed my bag and headed to my car and got back on the freeway. I turned on the radio tired of hearing nothing but the voices in my head. I heard my phone ring and looked at the caller id and it was Alice. I answered it to see what she had to say. "Hello" I said

Alice " Bella were are you? Edward is going crazy not know if your safe or not."

I said " Why? He is the one that decided to leave me not the other way around."

Alice " Why do you say that Bella? Edward never said that to you." I was so mad so I zoomed in on her and Edward and threw them into a fucking wall. Still watching them they where frozen in shock.

Emmet yelled " What the fuck was that" The look on his face I just couldn't help but laugh.

I said " Don't fucking lie to me I'm really not in the fucking mood to hear more lies. See what you don't know is I'm really not human and just like you, Jasper and Edward have gifts so do I. Where you are limited to only one gift I have many. I have visions just like your's but mine is not based on decisions mine is on fact. I saw what he was going to say I saw you leave with your family. So don't lie to me you where all going to leave like I don't mean shit. I can see the you and your family's shocked faces.

Alice " How are you watching us right now? What do you mean your not human? I don't understand Bella, your not making any since at all."

I said " Do you know there are more than one kind of vampires out in this world? Your kind is what we like to call a Magical Vampire see when you transform into a vampire you keep your soul. I'm what you would call a Demonic Vampire we lose our soul's when we transform. We have blood in our system we can't change a person into a vampire unless we drain them almost to the brink of death then give them our blood. For once we do this we are bonded to that person for all eternity we are stronger and faster than your kind and the older we get the stronger we are. We have fangs and can't live off of animal blood we can bite humans and leave them alive we don't suffer from blood lust like your kind do. As for gift I can unlike the other's of my kind can walk out into the sun. I still have human traits heart beat which I can turn off an on at will.

Alice said " If that is true why did you want Edward to change you?"

I said " I wanted to know if he really loved me enough to want to change me. I was going to tell him the whole story but he chose not to spend eternity with me. I was not going to bond with him if that was not his choice. Once we bond we can feel each other's emotions and hear each other's thought and would be so connected stronger bond than you could ever imagine.

Alice " Bella how long have you been a Demonic Vampire?"

"I am over 6 thousand years old I unlike my kind was born this way. I am the oldest of my kind that I know of. I have not met any older than I am." I said

Carlisle said " Bella I have never heard of such types of vampires. If what you say is true why haven't we heard of them?"

I said " Carlisle who the hell do you think wrote your fucking laws. Aro is in charge because I put him there. Not by choice but he was a better choice than his fucking brothers. Hold on I need to make a call real quick since you have no faith in my character."

Placing them on hold I called Aro on my private line in the castle.

Aro said " Hello Bella dear how are you?"

I said " Aro I'm going to connect this call with Carlisle Cullen so you can explain to them about demonic vampires and what I am.

Aro said " Your going to tell them?"

I said "No I am going to allow you to tell them since they do not believe in what I tell them."

Aro said " As you wish dear Bella."

I connected the call I said " Go ahead Aro explain to them what I am and how old I am as well.

Aro said " Hello Carlisle how is my dear friend?"

I said " Aro cut the crap and do as I tell you NOW! { I yelled}

Aro said " Sorry Bella I just didn't want to start off being rude.

I said " Forgive me Aro I'm just not in a very good mood right now."

Aro said " It's quite alright Bella I understand. Carlisle there are two types of vampires in this world. Bella is over 6 thousand years old and she was born to this life. She is stronger than we are and she was born without a soul. She unlike other's of her kind can go out in the sun and has human traits she also has several powers and gets more every year. If I am not mistaken she is a sponge of some sorts she can copy any power at will and is very strong and powerful. The reason you have never heard of there kind is because there are laws that prevent us from talking about them. The only reason I'm telling you now is because Bella is telling me to tell you. For she is the one who wrote the laws she is allowing me to speak of it. Don't for any reason speak of this conversation to anyone. To speak of it is a death sentence. Don't be fooled Bella will know if you repeat this conversation to anyone beyond your family. She doesn't have to be in the same state as you to kill you.

Carlisle said " I understand and I believe my family understands why we have never heard of such type of vampire's before.

Aro said " Bella is that all you needed from me?"

I said " Yes Aro that will be all and do wish the family a hello for me."

Aro said " I will Bella and I hope you will visit very soon. You know your room is still here when ever you are ready to come home for a visit.

I said " I'll keep that in mind bye Aro"

Aro said " It was nice talking to you Carlisle"

Carlisle said " It was nice talking to you as well."

Aro hung up the phone and it was just us on the line. I said " That was very illuminating don't you think Carlisle?"

Carlisle said " Bella you new what we where, and you never told us what you are why? Did you lack faith in all of us or just Edward?"

I said " I told you why I never told you in my 6 thousand years I have never bonded with anyone. When I turn off my human nature any vampire could since my power and my strength. There are many out there that are just power hungry that would bond with me in a heart beat but that would be for power not for love. What Aro failed to mention is that through our bonded we pass our strengths to that vampire so they would be just as powerful as I am. So you see now why I never told anyone what I am or what I can do. If I choose wrong that could change the world we live in and not for the good. I can not die believe me I have tried many ways to die and nothing worked.

Edward yelled "What! How the hell can you say that? Bella where the hell are you?"

I said " If you don't want to know something then don't fucking listen. FYI the world does not revolve around you. You keep making decisions for everyone thinking you know what's best for them and you don't know shit. So keep your mouth shut before I shut it for you. I zoomed in on him and flung him against the wall a few times.

Emmet yelled " What the hell?"

I said " Sorry he just really pissed me off"

Jasper said " Bella I am very sorry for what I have caused. You would not be running from us if I learned to control myself better."

I said " Jasper you are stronger than any of the vampires in your family. I to am empath because of you. I felt the blood lust and wanted to bite myself which would have been really funny. To see your faces when I bite myself you need to stop letting them tell you that you are weak. They have no understanding of the emotions that affect you. Five other Vampires pushing blood lust to you as well as your own. I think you did quiet well I am proud of you."

Jasper said " Thank you I never looked at it that way, but I have not lived for as long as you have.

I laughed and said " Don't start with the old jokes, I think I have heard them all."

Alice said " Bella are you coming back home?"

I said " No! I am not coming back it's time for me to move on"

Edward said " Bella please, I was only going to say that because I wanted you to have a human life. That was the only reason, I love you and was willing to give up my happiness for your happiness. Why don't you understand that, I don't want to be without you. I felt it was best, I know I was wrong. Hell you should of told me it would never of gone on this way."

I said " I guess we will never know if that is true or not. You only just now change your mind because you found out what I was. You should of accepted me for me without having to know my secrets. You should of decided to spend eternity with me, but you chosen to do it without me. Now we both have to live with your decision."

Edward said " Bella, no I'm sorry please don't do this come home."

I said " Sorry but it was to easy for you and your family to leave me. Didn't matter what that would of done to me. I was just the weak human and didn't matter what pain that would of cause me."

Esme said " Bella we are a family we were leaving so you wouldn't be put in danger anymore."

I said " I don't abandon those I call my family for any reason so don't say I am part of your family. You all fucking voted yes to leaving so fucking deal with it."

Rosalie said " Don't you dare talk to her like that! You have done nothing but tear this family up since you got here. I wish you never showed up in our lives. We all would have been better off if you never came in the first place. I for one am happy that your out of our lives for good."

Emmet said " Rosalie that is not true and you know it." That fucking did it I fucking snapped. I zoomed in on Rosalie and I flung her ass across the room and through two walls.

I said " You have been a bitch to me since I showed up. I don't give a shit what crap you have gone through I have seen shit that you will never comprehend in your sheltered vampire life. I have never been human like you never had a soul but you do. You fill yours existence with hate and vengeance and jealousy. You may have looks but u are still ugly and think only of yourself. You treat others like shit to make you feel better you and your opinions is another reason why Edward was leaving me. {Threw her ass into another wall and slammed her on the floor.} You have Emmet why the fuck you care so much. News flash we don't give a shit about your opinion now Edward lost his mate but you have yours. I flung her ass threw another fucking wall and tore off her arm. I smacked her across the fucking room through another wall. I should just kill you right now and rid this world of your ugliness. I won't and that is only because of Emmet. I unlike you have a heart and would feel bad for him. To spend his existence alone without his mate."

I zoomed in on the family and seen there shocked faces. I had to laugh because they are learning just how powerful I really am. I said " I can be out of the county or across the world and I can still crush you. Don't fucking temps me bitch. I can read your mind right now and I can tell you I don't like what I'm hearing. I zoomed in on her mind and her body and sent her all the pain she has cause me and Edward because of her being a bitch. I watched as she buckled over holding her chest together and whimpering in pain.

Carlisle ran to her and so did the other's to see what was wrong with her.

Emmet yelled "Bella stop what ever it is that you are doing stop it now. Please I can't bare to see her like this is not you Bella."

I pulled back and she relaxed she looked around I guess waiting for the pain to start again. Emmet picked her up and held her in his arms and rocked her back and forth telling her how much he loved her. Carlisle was reattaching her arm.

Alice said " What did you do to her Bella?"

I said " I let her feel the pain that she has caused me. Now she will have a glimpse in what it feels like to lose a mate."

Rosalie said " I'm so sorry so very sorry, I was wrong and selfish. I didn't think it would hurt you like that."

I said " You must be really stupid or just plain slow. DON'T FUCKING LIE TO ME! You didn't care at all because you weren't going to lose anyone or feel the pain and loss." I sent her another round of pain she buckled into Emmet and screamed once again.

Esme said " Bella! Please stop hurting her, she understands now we all do. I'm sorry for not sticking by you, but I did what I thought was best. For that I am very sorry that I hurt you Bella. I have always look at you as a daughter and that will never change." I couldn't be angry with Esme she was being honest and she really did love me. I zoomed in on her and sent her a wave of love and hugged her. She looked shocked not really sure if that really just happened or not.

Jasper said " You don't have to suffer like that, all you have to do tell us were you are. I have never felt that much pain from anyone, I don't know how you can talk so easily."

Edward said " Bella, please come back I can see the pain your in and I don't like it. I love you and it's killing me to know how much you are suffering. I want to spend eternity with you, I just didn't want to take everything away from you. Please try to understand, why I was going to do it."

I felt my chest tighten and a sob broke out of me I had to pull over. The pain was worse the farther I drove away from him. The pain was so bad I couldn't talk and I projected it to the whole Cullen family. I didn't do it on purpose I lost control of my emotions. Jasper tried to over throw the pain but it was to much for him to handle. Then it happened I went numb I couldn't feel couldn't do much of anything just lay there.

Edward yelled " Bella! Bella were the fuck are you? Answer me dam it were are you? You need help Bella you can't do this alone. Stop being so stubborn for once and let us let me help you." I couldn't talk or feel anything but the emptiness that was consuming me.

Edward yelled " Alice can you see were she is?"

Alice said sadly " I can't find her anywhere its almost like she doesn't exist." { She sobbed }

Emmet said " I can't believe we all did that to her. I don't like to see my sister going through that kind of pain. Bella please tell us were you are? I have always thought of you as a little sister and I love you and I can't bare to see you in this kind of pain."

They heard a car door open and heard a males voice. Unknown voice " My Queen what has happened to you? Erica! {The man yelled } She has no life in her eye's we need to bring her to the nest.

Erica yelled "Bella! Bella! Can you hear me please tell me who did this to you? Alcide please help me pick her up, drink Bella drink"

Edward yelled "What the hell is going on? Who the hell are they and why are they calling Bella Queen?"

Alcide " Godric is not going to like this, who ever hurt his mate will pay with there lives."

Edward yelled " That is my mate! Who the hell is Godric?"

Erica said " Bella, does not know Godric is her true mate. That has always been block from her visions. Don't you dare tell her she has to find that on her own."

Alcide said " You fly her to the nest and I will drive her car. I will inform the others that the queen has finally been found."

Erica said " Good choice seeing how wolves can fly. { she laughed at her own joke }