A/N: I meant to put this up earlier but I didn't get around to it because of camp and being tired from kindergartners. Well anyway this is Robin's side of the story. I hope you like!
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Never Put First
Finally she is gone
I feel no need to put her six places behind anymore
After she hurt me
I could not let her be first anymore
She had kissed another man
In front of me
She didn't realize how I felt about her
I loved
Worshiped
Appreciated
Respected
Cherished
Her
When she cheated on me
I didn't feel like I was first in her life
I didn't feel important
I hadn't been put first
Before this man
I couldn't control my anger
So I broke up with her
I never told her I loved her
I never told her what I saw
But it doesn't matter
She didn't tell me either
I saw you kiss him
And you looked like you were in bliss
You never looked like that when I kissed you
And the worst thing is
You acted like nothing ever happened
I couldn't put up with it anymore
Never being first in your eyes
So I pushed you six places behind me
And made you feel worthless
And I forgot you like you were yesterday's news
I didn't want to look at you
Talk to you touch you
Kiss you
Hug you
I didn't want to do anything that had to do with you
When you hurt me
And made me feel stupid
Well… I just didn't like that feeling
And so I put myself first
Manipulated our friends to come to my side and not yours
I hurt you
And feed off your pain
Your hurt
And now that you're gone
I feel bad
I want you to come back
I want to love you again
And put behind the past
I promise not to hurt you
I promise to love you
And I especially will not put you six places behind me
You will be first
I don't need to be put first
God I love you and I'm sorry
Now I wish I could have talked it out with you
Instead of hurting you
I wish you would come back
So I could hold you in my arms
Kiss you senseless
And hug you to death
I promise when I find you
I will never leave your side again
And never leaves six places behind
And I never want to be put first again
-Fin
R&R and maybe I will get motivated enough to actuallty write Starfire "cheating" on Robin! Hope you enjoyed it!
-kstar :D