So here's Gaara's P.O.V… If you want to call it that

DISCLAIMER: Penguins can't fly right? IT'S JUST COMMON

KNOWLEGDE!

Dear…whatever,

I blame Kankuro, he's the one who bought me this stupid thing in the first place. What do I, Sabaku no Gaara, have use of a child's writing journal only for the possibility of it being found 99.99% at any given moment by anyone who is out for revenge or just some nosey sibling?

It's the dead of night and on the roof I seem to have nothing better to do, however and I found this under the bed. Besides my teddy bear, you seem to be the only thing holding my attention… and possibly keeping my sanity at bay. For now…

That damn Shukaku is taunting me again. I can't stand this godforsaken demon inside me, I swear he just does things just to toy with me and fuck up my brain even further. The again, he is a demon.

I see no point in this. Why do I bother? You are a waste of perfectly good tree. Even though there are no trees in Suna, but never mind that! I'm pretty sure there's no way I'm going to spill my guts to you on the first entry, If you ever gain my trust then maybe it will be likely so.

This night seems particularly cold. It's night's like these I wish I had someone to hold onto, somebody to love… someone like Lee…

Damnit Journal, you're getting to me. The last thing you want is to make me… wait a minute I'm getting angry at paper, and writing it down no less…

In case you haven't noticed Journal I am an insomniac of sorts, given the fact I can't sleep or else a damn demon will find his way out and reek havoc on the entire world killing everybody and… never mind.

I, for one, am uncharacteristically excited for the upcoming month. Naruto, Sakura, Kakashi, and Lee are coming to Sunagakure on official business with the Kazekage, A.k.a me. I'll be able to see Lee again. The last time I saw him was in Konoha and before that the Chunin exams. About a month ago that trip was, we were on business with the Hokage and when I saw him I felt compelled to say 'hello.' I then even asked 'how are you.' All I got back was a simple 'hi.' Strangely, it was enough to satisfy me. Which is weird considering I didn't even know I was looking for a type of satisfaction.

Oh great here comes the sun, I guess it's better then the freezing night, however the scorching heat isn't all to much better. But I guess if you've grown up in it you get used to the little things like that. I always liked the time of day right before the sun rises and the moon goes down. The temperature is near perfect to comfortable and both moon and sun are out creating a sort of surreal paradise.

Well I believe I may have shared to much, Journal, now I must be off to prepare the visit of the Konoha ninjas.