Hiding Just Out of Sight

by TheWriterWithManyStories

After Bella's death, which seems to be suicide, the Cullen's regret not being there when she most needed them. Some TFIOS and Looking for Alaska influence, which are not owned by me. Depressing, may make you cry, not a happy story. Cullen's eventually die.

2. Chapter 2

Flashback to Bella's death. Edward's POV

I walk through the open front door, a cold block of fear in my stomach. I smell blood, and I can't hear a heart beat, but I force myself not to jump to conclusions. I walk up to her room, afraid of what I might find. The door is open here too, and I walk in slowly, and my world stops. She is lying still on the bed, a bloody knife beside her. I know she's dead but I pull her into my arms anyway, and try desperately to bring her back. I look around desperately, hoping selfishly that she was murdered, so I don't have to face the cold reality. But all I find is note, which I know will prove that this was her own decision, and she made it because I wasn't there for her. I pull her even closer and kiss her forehead.

I keep thinking back to that night. I wonder what went through her mind when she decided to take her own life. When she wrote that note. I wonder how much pain she hid from us, and I wonder what the final straw was. She must have been in an awful lot of pain, to choose to pick up a knife and slit her throat instead of continuing to live.

Emmett's POV

It's an endless cycle. First grief, then disbelief, and finally anger. When the anger hits, I hate her, and I hate whoever drove her over the edge, to the point of no return. I hate her for not being strong enough to live, for not living for us. Then I feel guilty for hating her, because I know it wasn't her fault.

I don't know what we'll do without her. I really don't. I just know I need my sister back.

A.N.

So sorry about not updating! I've been so busy though. I just moved in with my dad, started volunteering at a shelter, New school, etc, etc. Anyway, review!