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Chapter 1
"Hey, I'm Ryan! You must be Clare." I smiled at him trying not to blush. "Yes, I am! Welcome to Degrassi! It's not the most exciting place, but the drama will keep you on your toes. Seriously. It seems like its drama 24/7. The whole reason we go these stupid uniforms and have metal detectors is because of the continuous fight between Eli and Fitz. Fitz ended up getting arrested for having a knife and threatening to stab Eli. Ha sorry you probably don't care." I rambled on. "It's okay! That was actually pretty interesting and answered some of my questions I was going to ask. Thanks! Hey do we have any other classes together? I'm gonna need someone to show me where my classes are." He handed me his schedule. Our fingers touched and his warmth gave me chills. "Hmm let's see. We have this period together obviously, and 2nd, and 4th and 6th. So I can show where those classes are! It's not too hard to find the classes around here! Sound good?" He nodded then Ms. Oh began to teach.
It felt like Ryan and I had some weird kind of connection like we some how knew all we needed to know about each other. It was hard to not glance at him every so often. His crystal blue eyes and brown wavy hair just seemed so perfect. Too perfect.
All of our morning classes went by and it was time for lunch so I decided to introduce Ryan to Eli. "Hey Eli, this is Ryan! He's new here." For a second Eli just smirked at him. "Hey dude. That's cool. Where are you transferring from?" Why does Eli care? "Abbott. That's where Adam and Drew came from too. I'm pretty good friends with Adam. I'm pretty sure you know him. Clare said you did." Everything was going so smoothly. I was shocked. "Oh yeah, that's cool! Well hey it was nice meeting you, but I got to go study. French test next period. Clare, do you want to help me study?" I nodded to him that I wanted to. "Sure! Well see you later, Ryan!"
Eli and I walked towards his locker and somehow ended up holding hands. "You don't have French next period or a test today." He just stood there and smiled. "I know! I just wanted some alone time with you! It's been a while! And I think Ryan likes you…" "What do you care? I mean we aren't dating or anything." He smiled like he had something to tell. "Well I care because I want to make us official. In other words, do you want to be my girlfriend?" He started to blush, but he also looked afraid. I couldn't help, but freak out because I have been waiting for this forever! FOREVER! "Yes, yes I will be!" He didn't say anything; he just leaned in and kissed me. This kiss lasted for several seconds, but I wanted it to last longer. Once our lips parted, I embraced him in a hug, but I saw Ryan at the end of the hallway staring at us with a sad look on his face. Did he have hope for us? I thought he was cute, but I was truly in love with Eli and remained faithful to him. I didn't know what was going on with him, but he did not look happy.
Later that day, we all had English together and he seemed much happier. Adam seemed weirded out by Ryan, but I ignored it. After class Ryan came up to me and asked me if I wanted to get some coffee with him at the Dot so I said sure. We got to the Dot and sat down, I felt some awkward tension between us and I was not sure what it was about so I tried to ignore it. Before I knew it we were both laughing about the stupid uniforms and all the drama that went on earlier this year. The awkward tension had gone away and I felt completely normal around him, until I felt him put his hand on mine. There was a silence and he started to lean towards me until his head was an inch away from mine. "What are you doing?" I said as I immediately stood up and grabbed my bags. "I'm sorry. I thought it felt right." I could not gather my thoughts. They were all over the place. "Um, it's okay. I got to go. Bye." I sped walked out the door as fast as possible because I was completely freaked out. Part of me wanted to lean into it and let him kiss me, but at the same time I wanted to be with Eli. I wanted to kiss Eli, not Ryan. I think.
Well tell me what you think! I was having writers block, but I got inspired! I got a lot planed for this story and you will not expect a lot of it so get ready for it! The next chapter might be a filler, but we will see!
