I walk around and I have no idea what I'm doing. What the hell was I thinking telling him that I love him. I must be fuckin' insane! It's like I just couldn't help it. I was staring into his beautiful dark brown eyes and I just blurted out my true feelings. He's never going to speak to me again. My god I can only imagine what the reaction from the rest of the roster is gonna be. I should just quit now. Hand in my resignation and get the hell out before I have to deal with the lockeroom let alone HIM.SHIT! I'm such and idiot. What ever happened to keeping my emotions guarded? What the hell happened to moving on and making sure he never knew how I felt? Well that plan went to hell. There he is standing right in front of me. What do I do. Oh My God he's kissing me. Matt Hardy is kissing me. Matthew Moore Hardy is kissing ME Shannon Brian Moore! The only thought I have now is, why the hell didn't I tell him how I felt sooner?