Here is chapter 2 guys. Hope you enjoy leave me a good review or a bad one. Just give me feedback. Feel free to give me suggestions too.
Just Monika- Inner thoughts
"Just Monika"- Dialogue
Just Monika- regular text
"How do you kn.. oh my god. You're actually here, but how it's not.. oh fuck it I don't care," Monika exclaimed as she finally saw me. "You're Andrew well maybe not that's not your real name."
"Yeah that's my real name," I timidly reply looking away. Man she is even more beautiful in person. "So uhh you probably should head to school," I state while I turn to look back at Monika. I need to stop staring at those eyes, well at least it's not her chest and now I'm staring at her chest.
"Well yes, but aren't you coming with me? I mean you have a uniform on," Monika stated looking me up and down.
I started to say "Uhh well I wasn't planning to-"
"Pleaseeeeeee, for me?" Monika asked with big puppy dog eyes. God why does she have to be so cute.
I looked into her big emerald eyes and said, "Fine I'll go and let me guess I be going with you to the literature club too?"
She just grinned at me and pulled me in for a big hug and then whispered in my ear, "I'll make it up to you later." Before I could even think about responding she let go of me and took off towards the school. "Hurry up before we're late," she shouted back to me. "Especially on your first day fresh meat."
Fresh meat? I know she did not just call me that! All bets are off now! I quickly race to catch up to her. Now I'm not by any means fast but I'm not slow either, but christ Monika is a lot faster than I thought she would be. When we finally get to the school I see a bunch well kids if you want to call them that. They are more just cardboard cutouts of people. I could see why Monika is lonely. As if noticing me looking Monika said, "Yes I see them too. The exact same way you do." After standing there for what seemed like an eternity I followed Monika inside the school. We went to a very familiar place, at first I couldn't tell why I knew this place, but then I realized that this was from the 'Just Monika' act.
I noticed Monika was looking at me as if she expected me to get angry at her. I finally broke the silence by saying, "I guess it isn't just you anymore Monika." She then started crying. Oh fuck why did I make a joke you're a fucking idiot. I rush over to her and sit beside her. "What's wrong? What did I do wrong Monika?"
"Nothing, I'm just sure you hate me. You've been really cold with me since you got here," she said as she was crying. She started saying more that I couldn't understand because she was sobbing.
I told her, "Monika look at me." she opens her eyes which are still wet with tears and looks up at me. She is really cute when she is looking up at me. "I want to be here. I'm just still in shock that I am here let alone with you," I proclaim as I put my arm around her and have her lean into my chest. "You are the most beautiful girl I have ever laid eyes on." I finally see that her tears have stopped for the most part. Man I'm going mad for this girl right now. I wonder what she said when she said that she was gonna make it up to me later.
"I love you Andrew," Monika whispers while wrapping her arms around me. She probably thinks I didn't hear her just now. Maybe she wants me to say it back or she wants to act like I made the first move. Stop thinking so much idiot tell her how you feel.
"Monika get up for a second," I say pushing her a little bit to encourage. She reluctantly stands up and faces me. God I can see up her skirt while I'm still sitting down. Damn she got some thick thighs. Ah get up idiot and tell what you need to say. Finally after getting up I grab Monika's waist to her surprise and pull her in. At this point we are face to face and staring into each other's eyes. "Monika I-" but before I can get the words out we are kissing. This kiss isn't a lustful kiss it's full of passion. Eventually, as much as we didn't want to, we pull away.
"Wow," we both say in unison. "I lo-" we both start but then stop. Monika giggles and then I say, "Monika I love you." Then just as fast as before we are kissing again, but this time it's different as if it was more passionate. Then Monika pushes me to the ground. Oh god I wasn't prepared for this. Next thing I know Monika is on top of me and we're making out again. Her hands start to move down my stomach. I stop her and she starts to question it, but before she gets the chance I tell her, "Monika I think we should wait a little longer to move forward. It's not that I don't love you. I definitely love you but I just want us to be sure, okay?"
"Okay," she reluctantly agrees and gets off of me. Man I fucked it up. I had everything I wanted within reach and then pushed it away. Ugh at least I will have another chance eventually, I hope. I look down at my watch and realize that it's almost club time. I sit against the wall as I pull out my phone and quickly Monika is beside me cuddled up beside me with her head on my chest. I then realize that she is trying to look at my phone. I decide to try to scare her so I type in 'Natsuki best girl in the club.' Then I hear her gasp and move away from me.
"Hahaha I knew that would scare you. If you wanted to look at my phone all you had to do was ask," I tell her. She just glares at me as she curled up on the other side of the room. I see tears start to stream down and I quickly grab her arms to pick her up. I look her in her eyes and say to her, "Monika I'm sorry okay, but I love you and that is never gonna change. Now that I have you I'm never letting go. I want to spend everyday with you. It's now my mission to get us and all your friends out of this game."
"Promise?" Monika questions as tears still slowly roll down her face.
"I promise you my love," I tell her while wiping away the tears. Then I place one hand on her cheek and the other on her hip and pull her in for a kiss, but then she quickly her head to the said.
"It's time to go to the club," she whispers in my ear. Ugg I can't believe this woman right now.
"Alright my love, lead the way," I say through my teeth. She quickly grabs my hand and pulls me to the club room. We get to the door and she looked back at me as to ask if I'm ready to meet everyone. I nod and then she opens the door to see that Natsuki and Yuri are already there.
"Ugg a guy, really?" Natsuki complains. "Way to kill the vibe Ms. Prez. Is this your boyfriend or something?" I start to blush after she asks Monika if I'm her boyfriend. I was waiting to see how she would respond.
"Natsuki," Yuri said scolding her clubmate. "That's no way to treat a guest no matter of gender, but Monika if you don't mind me asking but is that your boyfriend?" she mutter that last part before shyly looking away.
"Actually girls, he is my boyfriend. He said that he didn't have a club so he would join our literature club. So, Welcome to the literature club Andrew!" Monika said as she basically giggled the last part. Oh I guess we are official now. Not that I'm complaining
"Hmpf.. Hi," Natsuki says to me still annoyed by my presence. "You better not come in here to just mess around with Monika because I would be super pissed."
I quickly raise my hand and say, "I won't. Scout's honor." I then hear Monika giggle behind me. Her giggling is so cute.
"Hello Andrew," Yuri says. "It's a pleasure to have you join the club. What kind of books do you like?" she questions.
Before I can respond we hear the door open and Sayori walks in with the MC. Since he doesn't have a name now I'll call him Anon. Then Sayori says, "Fresh meat is here bitches." As she finishes she sees me and say, "wait I thought I was the only one bringing someone new, so who the hell is the other new guy?"
"Hi I'm Monika's boyfriend she brought me here since I didn't have my own club. I hope I'm not a bother to you Sayori. I think we could be really good friends. Monika has told me a lot about you," I say hoping to get her on my side. She looks at me with questionable eyes and then smiles her traditional Sayori smile.
"Oh yeah I almost forgot ehehe. Everyone this is Anon, he has been my friend forever and is our newest club member," Sayori stated while point to Anon. It's really weird that he is called that since I was going to call him that. It's almost like I gave him his name.
"Ugg Sayori you're making me feel awkward," stated Anon. He has very few defining traits about him I guess the most defining thing about him is his fiery red eyes. Soon we are sitting down at a few desks arranged to make a table. While Yuri makes the tea and Natsuki get her cupcakes I take a seat next to Monika. When I sit down I feel Monika's hand on my leg and then it starts to go up my thigh. I look over at Monika who has a devilish smile on her face and I mouth later then blow her a kiss. After this she starts to blush and removes her hand. I quickly grab it kiss it and then interlock our fingers. This seems to make her blush even more. All of a sudden Natsuki appears with her cupcakes. Everyone is in awe as she reveals a dozen cat cupcakes. Monika quickly takes two and hands one to me. I bite down of the cupcake and am suddenly overwhelmed by the sweetness of the frosting.
The rest of the first days actions go down as normal just as me as an extra person sitting there until it's time for Monika suggest the idea of poems. I finally speak up and say that we should get to know each other better. No one responds so I finally say, "Let's all go home and write poems to share with each other." Everyone but Monika looks at me crazy. I give her a look of asking for help
She quickly speaks up saying, "Okay everyone, we should totally do that it will be a great way to get to know each other and it will help develop some new techniques." She says all this with a smile on her face. Finally everyone agrees and Monika ends the club.
After everyone else leaves Monika and I stay to clean up. I'm in the closet when all of a sudden I feel someone grab my waist and start to reach for something. I turn around to protest this behave, but stop dead in my tracks as I see Monika. She has taken her blazer off and unbutton her shirt enough to were it is hanging past her shoulders. She then pushes me to the ground whispering in my ear as she straddles me, "You know it's later, right?" She starts unbuttoning my shirt and kissing my body as she goes down. She stops right before she gets to my pants and says, "Do you want me to stop my love?"
Without thinking I say, "Please don't ever stop." After me saying this she took her shirt the rest of the way off. She also slip her skirt off. So this is it the moment that I've been waiting for, but also dreading.
All of sudden we hear the classroom door slam shut Monika and I look into each others eyes with panicked looks. "OH MY GOD YOU TWO ARE FUCKING UNBELIEVABLE!" said Natsuki as she finally saw us. Monika gathered all her clothing and rushed out of the room. I was so in disbelief that I couldn't move. Natsuki looked at me crying and said, "Is this the only reason you came to the club to get in her pants? You are a perv. I hate you." She ran out of the classroom after that.
Man this was not my plan at all. I really messed up big time. I hope Monika isn't mad at me about this, but I don't expect to talk to her for a while. I should go home but I want to wait for Monika.
"So that's what I'll do," I say mostly to myself. After a while Monika comes back into the room with everything with her blazer on. She realizes I'm in there and keeps her head down as if she doesn't want to look me in the eyes. I'm sitting by where she left her blazer so she'll have to talk to me right? She starts to grab her blazer still avoiding eye contact. I quickly grab her hand. She gasps and pulls her hand away. She starts to head towards, so I say to her, "Monika."
She stops and without looking at me say, "I think you should go home and not come back tomorrow." I'm totally caught off guard by this and don't know how to respond. Why am I surprised? This should have been expected.
"Mo.. Monika," I say as tears start to form in my eyes. "Please don't do this. I lo-"
"Andrew you really think I want this?" She yells turning around with tears running down her face. "You think I want to give you up? I meant it when I said I loved you. But I can't have it all I'm not supposed to." At this point the tears are flowing from both of us.
"Monika I'm sorry. I'm just scared. I've never felt this before. I want to fight the urges to do what we were about to do till we are out. Till we can live together in peace," I respond while staring Monika in her eyes. "I want to get us out of this fucking world, but I need you."
"I need you too Andrew," Monika responds while running into my arms. "But this can't happen again. Okay Andrew? No matter how badly we want it."
"Okay Monika this won't happen again, until we are out and ready for it to happen," I reassure her. "Look at me." She complies and looks at me with her emerald eyes which are still puffy. "I love you Monika and that will never change."
"I love you too Andrew," she responds and then pulls my head down for a kiss. Then all of a sudden I pick her up over my shoulder and grab our blazers. "Ah where are you taking me?" Monika questions.
I respond by saying, "I'm taking you home. To our home."
So there it is Chapter 2. We met the rest of the literature club and also Anon. He is the character I'm most excited to write. Then we had well you know the fantasy everyone wants with their favorite doki. We will get to see the fallout of that in the next few chapters. Thanks for reading guys.