I bolted up, that nightmare played on in my head ever since the day it took place. I looked over at the clock 1:00 am. 'God damnit. I can't even get 5 hours of sleep without thinking of her.' I got out of our bed. No wait not our bed, my bed. I walked over the dresser and pulled out a black hoddie it was old and worn and dirty and more brown and red then anything else. I held it to me crying. (Its Max's old hoddie.) I walked back to my bed and curled up with the hoddie and pretending it was Max. "Max." I whispered softly. Suddenly I saw her. She was flying out side of the window. I ran to it holding the hoddie. She looked like an angel she was glittering and glowing. "Fang." She whispered. "Max." I screamed. "Forget me…" She whispered. "I cant." I sobbed. "Then find me." "How?" I pleaded. "Follow our heart."

I few hours later I sat on the bathroom floor. I had dug out her diary and her wedding ring. (I never took mine off.) I opened it up and started reading. The first part was all about school.

~Flashback~

"Maxie…" I ran after a small bleach blond version of my angel. We were all 5 and playing tag with eachother. Iggy ran up his eyes sparkling and tagged her right in front of me. She turned toward me and started running. "ekk." She cried as she triped over a rock. I ran out and held me arms out and held her close as she fell into me. She burst out in tears and I held her close. "Don't cry." I whisper.

~Fang~

A lock of black hair fell out of a page. I quickly turned to it. And started reading the passages of the diary, my angels deepest thoughts and feelings.

6-10-09

Today I realized I want to spend the rest of my life with Fang. I am seeing him as I have never seen him before. His eyes, his smile, his face, his hands. Everything about him makes my life worth living.

10-12-10

Fang asked me out. I am so happy. Omg the date is in 3 hours. I have to go get ready.

10-12-11

It was our one year anniversary and Fang asked me to marry him. So of course I said yes. Got To Go will right more later but for now me and the flock are moving into this perfect 4 bedroom house. Me and Fang are sharing a room. So are Angle and Nudge. And finally Gazzy and Iggy. So perfect oh and the extra room is for me and Fang if we want to have a baby one day.

Tears stung my eyes as I read the last part. I always wanted a baby. And now me and Max will never got a chance. But I continued reading intill I got to this page.

6-11-12

The wind blows softly through his hair.

Birds chirp and soar high with us.

I look at his soft face.

We reach our mountain where our heart is hidden.

It suddenly made sence, the mountain with the cave. That's where I preposed, in the heart of the cave. Maybe she left something for me there. I grabed a bag and stuffed it full of food and water and some of her stuff. I qickly scribbled a note to the flock,

Dear Flock,

I am off to find Max. I am going to our cave first. I will return. Intill I do Iggy and Nudge are in charge. Don't do anything Max wouldn't approve of. Hopefully the next time you see me it's me returning with Max. My life has been meaningless without her and I know she wouldn't like that but it's true. Don't look for me please. Just know this no matter how hard I was on you I love each of you.

Love,

Fang

I quietly left. I ran and lept up into the air and spread my wings. I felt a gush of wind. And a few drops of rain but nothing would stop me form getting to that cave. And getting my wife back.

So what if the wind was giving my forst bite and if I couldn't fly as fast any more and I haven't been their since Max's death. I was deturmanded to get her back. Even if it ment my own life. I hugged her hoddie closer to me as the wind started to pick up. It gave me that burst I needed as I breathed in her sweet scent. I spead up becoming faster then I ever had been befor a was at the mountain within 3 hours. I flew down to the middle and then I saw the cave. In the middle of it was a box and letter. I was scared to open them. My body shock as my hands moved over them. It took me about 10 min to finally stop shaking. I gently open up the letter and start reading it.

Dear Fang,

In case of my death I have made Jeb do things he didn't want to. He has a clone. Not like Max 2. But me. And yes I mean me me not some silly little clone. Its me incase an incident would have happened. Go to him and tell him this "I have the key to awaken Max." He will re awaken me and we will re start our life. But there is a twist. The box has the map and a piece of my DNA that will re awaken me.

But inless you get it there within 38 hours I will be lost…Forever

Love Max