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He kissed her, Naruto kissed Sakura. I tried so hard to deny it but now it's inpossible, you know what they say, when your heart dowsn't tell you the truth, pain gives the answer. I guess I like Naruto more than I wanted to admit and know I have a broken heart. With tears in my eyes, I ran away from that damn party and go home hoping to be alone so I could cry but the universe really hates me so my cousin Neji and his girlfriend Ten Ten are watching TV. So when I go to say hello the question comes.
-Why are you crying?- Neji asks and Ten Ten looks at me worried.
-I guess I like Naruto more than I wanted and he kissed another girl tonight- I said crying again but trying to smile.
Ten Ten tells me that everything will be alright and someone better will come but I don't want someone better I want him.
The next day I didn't speak to him and was a little frustrated about it. In fact I didn't know how to act. I was hurting all the time I was with him, trying to deny my feeling hurted me the most. Whe I was reaching my limit I decided I needed to talk to someone who was an outsider, so I went to Kakashi he is our teacher so he must know something.
-Excuse me Mr. Kakashi, I was wondering if I could ask you your opinion about a little problem I have?- I went to him after class.
-Sure Hinata what is bothering you?- he asked me woth kindness in his eyes
- You see there is this boy that I like but I don't think he likes me back, in fact I am pretty sure I know who he likes and that us not me and I am scared of this feelings I really don't want to get hurt, because when I love someone I love them with all my heart and I don't want to end up crying at 3am wondering what I did wrong and he confuse me because there are times he acts so weird- I finished with tears in my eyes
-Hinata I think K know who he is, that is why you changed seats?- he asked me
-Yes-
-Well, first of all loving someone is alright you don't have to be scared. I think there is something that is not letting you love freely and my advice would bbe to find that something and let it go, you deserve love Hinata don't be afraid to love and be loved- He gave me a tight hug amd I left with my mind full.
That night I realized something, I like Naruto and if I keep denying it only I would suffer and I don't want him away. Temari told me to stay away but I just feel this connection, as if I was tied to him. So I decided to act with him as if nothing happened. And So I did.
For a while everything was normal between us but lately he is acting weird.
There is this guy Deidara in one of our classes and he is pretty hot, you know he goes to the gym, he has hot legs and arms.
One class he was talking with the professor and Naruto was pretty angry
-Do you like him?- he asked
-Jajaja no I don't like him- I smiled at him
-You are taking off his clothes with your eyes-
-Not really-
-Who is hotter him or me?- Naruto asked me looking me dead at the eyes and I just smiled at hin and showed him a picture of my sister
-Who is cuter her or me?-
-Her- ok I totally did not expect that I looked at him him my eyes wide open
-I'm kidding you are cuter- he said a bit flushed and looking another way, and I couldn't help but smile. The teacher called for me so I got up and told him
-Don't worry I would eat you with ketchup any day- and I left.
The next day we were at class and he just kept smiling at me and acting all weird. At one moment I had my hand on my knee and brushed his hand with mine twice and then just smiled at me. Also he styled his hair the way told him.
I was with Sakura at the lounge and he was with other two guys, Shikamaru and Lee playing pool.
-Hey Sakura, don't you think Deidara's legs are hot?- After all Sakura and me were still friends
-Oh yes! But also his arms, in fact all him-
-Totally- then I noticed Naruto wasn't there anymore.
When we arrived at the classroom I asked him why he left and he told me he went to the restroom, ok if that is what he says. Later when classes finally ended he came to me and told me
-Hinata, today I am going to your house- and he left to talk with other girl, Ino.
At the same time, Shino and Sai ansked me if I could drop them near the bus station. When Naruto noticed he was a little mad and sent Shino to the back of the car and he took a seat next to me.
On our way to my house we were laughing until the Deidara topic came.
-You know I was mad when you startef talking about Deidara and then Sakura motivating you. He drink shit to be like that you know? I already stalked him! If drink that shit also I would be better.- Oh gosh, he was jealous, but for me or Sakura? I don't care I just smile and told him
-Don't do anything you are fine like that- he changed the topic so quickly after that
-Is your cousin home?-
-I think so, why?-
-Nothing, does his girlfriend hate me or something? She was looking at me in a nasty way last week- Oh, he noticed.
-She doesn't hate you, I just told her something and she is a little protective-
-What did you tell her?- I like you I told her I like you.
-Nothing, it is too embarassing but it is something good don't worry- I smiled at him as I parked the car. We xame into the house and in fact Neji and Ten ten were there and everything went nice between them. Then we went to the backyard to talk.
-Sakura id acting weird with me after the kiss- I hope he can't see the pain in my eyes
-Well I don't know what is in her head-
-But you know what happened? Because I can tell you exactly what happened-
-Yes I know, that is why I changed seats and let Sakura take my seat a few times-
-She kissed me all the times, she was the one who iniciated it, I am no longer with Shion so I got carried away- Why are you telling me this, can't you see this hurts me?
-She told me it was the other way-
-It wasn't- I don't know what to say so he continues -You know you are the one I like the most from our class, you are the only one I want to seat by my side- Stop it, I have this urge to kiss you so stop before I do it
-I feel the same way and between us, I would choose you any time before Sakura.-
After that we just talked about random stuff until he left.
Neji and Ten Ten were pretty shocked that he was there.
-I thought it was a girl and the you enter with him, you really surprised me- Neji told me.
- I was pretty shocked when he told me he was coming too- Oh no, I could feel my face heat up and of course Neji and Ten Ten laughed at me.
-But now something more important, what do I do with this feelings? They are growing and if he keeps acting like that I won't know what to do- Neji gave me a little smile and I went to my room.
Naruto please stop confusing me, can't you see that I don't love you as a friend anymore?
Thank you so much for reading, comments are welcome.