'Thoughts'
"Verbal"
Chapter 2
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Kagome, Sango and Shippo bathed in the lake.
"I still can't believe you're married Kagome. To Inuyasha nonetheless." Sango stated as she washed the last of dirt from her hair.
"Me neither. If you ask me, you could of done much better Kagome." Shippo stated matter-of-factly. Kagome sighed.
"You guys, it's been a month already. And besides, I love Inuyasha. He's always been there for me.. I'm happy to be his partner." Kagome looked towards the sky.
"Oh Kagome, we're just kidding! Inuyasha has been there for us as well, and besides, if you're happy we're happy." Kagome smiled at her loving friends.
"It smells like lady kaede is done with dinner let's head back." Shippo hops out of the water.
You guys go on ahead. I'll catch up with you later."
Inuyasha and Miroku are playing with the twins when Shippo and Sango return to kaedes cabin.
"Where's Kagome?"
"She stayed back at the spring..."
"What!? You guys left her there!?" Inuyasha jumped up and tossed Hikari too Miroku.
"I'm going after her."
With that he left the cabin. When he reach outside, Miroku caught up with him.
"Inuyasha hold on a second. I've been meaning to speak with you."
"What is it Miroku .."
"Come, sit with me."
They walk over to a near by tree and sit.
"Inuyasha... do you plan on mating with Kagome?"
"UH.. WHAT!? Where the hell did that come from?!"
Inuyasha looked at Miroku as if he were staring at a ghost. Miroku crosses his arms and closes his eyes.
"If you haven't thought about it, you will. When you go to retrieve her from the spring and see her. Naked. The thought will definitely come across your mind.
But Inuyasha I must warn you. Remember you are a half demon, and Kagome is but a mere human. You may find it challenging to do so but you mustn't allow your demon to be unleash while you are mating."
"What are you talking about? I have full control of my demon.."
"No Inuyasha. When a half demon mates, their demon side, who has stronger, much greater urges than the human side, will try everything in their power to release that urge. While mating, your demon may try to take control of your body. Kagome may not be even able to withstand you as a half demon alone. But if your full demon is released, you will definitely hurt Kagome, or even kill her."
Inuyasha looks away from Miroku.
"So.. are you saying that I... that I can't..."
"No Inuyasha, I'm not saying that. I'm saying that you will need to tame the demon in you. No matter the ecstasy, no matter the urge, you must'nt give in to your demon."
With that, Miroku stood and headed back to his cabin.
Inuyasha looked to ground.
'that monk doesn't have a clue of what he's talking about. I can control my demon under any circumstance.' He jumped up and headed too the spring.
When he arrived, Kagome had just retreated the water and was heading toward her towel and clothing nearby. Inuyasha wasn't sure if Kagome wanted to or was ready to be seen so he hid behind a tree. He watched as Kagome dried herself off. He watch as Kagome dry off her hair, which caused her glistening breast to stick out in the air. Inuyasha had never seen her naked like that. He never spied on her. His heart began to race. His breaths became short. He could feel the blood rushing to his private member. 'dammit. What's going on with me.' Inuyasha felt compelled to look away. But he decided against it. Kagome was his wife for goodness sake. He looked over to Kagome who began drying off her body. She started with her arms the moved over to her chest. She slowly slid the towel over one breast then the other. She then moved down too her belly, down her waist, and then gently over her sex. Inuyasha closed his eyes. He felt guilty. But he wanted to see more. His breathing was short and heavy. He was burning from the inside. ' Kagome... what's going on with me..' He looked back to Kagome. She slowly began to bend over as she slid the towel down her legs. Inuyasha wanted to calm his breathing and took a deep breath. He fell to the ground. ' this scent. It's Kagome's mixed with the smell of spring water. It's smells so ... intoxicating.' Inuyasha couldn't keep his head straight. His heart was beating out of control. His member was stretched to its limit that it hurt. He wanted to tackle Kagome. He felt as if he was losing control of himself... as if he was losing control of his .. 'NO' Inuyasha jumped to his feet and ran as fast as he could. 'i need to get as far away as I can from Kagome. I will never touch her, let alone hurt her...'
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Inuyasha stared at the swimming kagome. The water sparkled under the moon.
'oh Kagome. Back then smell alone of you in this hot spring drove me to the brink of exploding. This intoxicating scent that I love. I'm better now. I can control my self. I can control my demon. But I'm afraid that if I get closer, If I touch you, that I'll lose all control. Kagome. I want you too bear my children. I want us to start a family. But I refuse to hurt you. So I must.. I must stay away...'
Kagome leaned her back against the giant rock that emerged from the center of the spring. She looked up to the stars. ' I wonder what Inuyasha's doing. He probably going through my bag eating all the 'ninja food' He likes so much.' Kagome couldn't help but giggle. Her smile quickly vanished as she sighed. 'oh Inuyasha, do you still even love me? Why won't you touch me, or sleep next to me? Is it Kikyo? Do you miss her?...' Kagome cringed at the thought. ' what am I doing thinking like that. Maybe I should just go home.' Tears rimmed her eyes. 'maybe it would be for the best. I shouldn't be here any way. I have no reason to. The Shikon Jewel is gone. My ability to see the sacred jewel it's no longer if use to him..' Tears began to flow. She couldn't hold back anymore. Kagome covered her face with her hands.
"Kagome... what's wrong..."