Nia's Prayer
Have you ever wondered what it felt like to drift on a cloud. Feeling the crisp air flow through your lungs with each breath. Have you ever wondered what it felt like to have someone love you. To touch you, hold you kiss your lips so ever so softly. Making you wonder if he's really there.
Is he strong, is he handsome? Is he wonderful. Does he tell you he loves you? Send you chocolates? A bear with a little card inside. Little love poem written inside. Oh so familiar. With a little twist.
Roses are red, violets are blue
Sugar is sweet, but not as sweet
As U.
Jacob does that. Well not quite that. He still hasn't said he loves me. When a man does those things, is that his way of saying honey I love you. No! Cause see if that were the case. We'd all live happily ever after.
That wrench, bitch danmed whore! Words of fury rush into my head. So harsh. So selfish. How could she? How could she hurt him that way. Crush his heart. Is she happy being an eternial damn? Eating people, going mad with thirst. has she learned, to control it?
Poor Charlie, what a mess he is without her. Does she think of him? Does she even remember? Foolish girl. I should thank her. She left Jacob for me but she still lingers in his heart. A gift and a curse.
I looked over at him. My love. We were destined to be together he had imprinted on me! Shouldn't he have forgotten about her. Running my fingers through his hair. So soft, felt like silk between my fingers. He kept it short. For me. I hated it long. I couldn't see his handsome face when it was long. He looked like that creepy girl from the ring.
I clasped my hands together. Doing something I haven't done in soo long. I prayed.
Lord, You know I love him.
He means everything to me.
I gave him everything my
heart my soul. He was my
first and I want him to
be my last. Lord, I beg you
Let me have him.