So sorry it took me so long to update, I just had to take a while to figure out where I was going…a long while lol. Oh, and this chapter is dedicated to my best friend and tvfe Jamie because she's awesome ;]
Disclaimer: Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer.
I had been broken once before. By him.
Now I was broken again. It might have been more painful than the original blow, not because I loved Jacob more than Edward, but because I had finally been able to find a small shred of happiness in my lonely, isolated world.
And now that was gone too.
I had become numb again. After being broken twice, I couldn't bear the pain. I didn't know if there was ever a chance of becoming better after this.
I clamored up the beach, never looking back, and found my faithful beat up truck. I started the car and drove home. Eventually I got there, and once I arrived all I remembered of the car ride was the numbness that enclosed me once again.
I walked up to the door, and entered the house. Charlie was watching sports on television, as expected. I said a quick "Hey Dad," and went upstairs to my room. Charlie shouldn't be subjected to the incredible numbness I had managed to slip out of, but once again found myself submerged in once again.
As I entered my familiar light blue room, I was struck with the fact that Edward had been in here many times, even before I knew so myself. That Edward had laid next to me as I slept, never to sleep himself. That the same Edward had left me, just beyond this house, claiming to not love me anymore.
I suddenly couldn't take it anymore. I let myself bath in the memories of Edward, memories I can never be certain were a dream or reality.
Okay short chapter but I think they'll get longer because SPOILER! I'm incorporating Edward back into this story…how you'll just have to read and find out END SPOILER!
So yea tell me if you wanna eat it up like your favorite plate of diner pancakes or if you wanna throw it into the burning flames. I'm a person who wants to know what people really think, but that doesn't mean you necessarily have to be mean/ rude either. Anyways I think I'm going to start updating more soon (hopefully. This took me so long to update and it probably goes under the category of evil biology teacher [although outside of the classroom shes perfectly nice to me anways] but who wants to hear the same old excuses? ) But REVIEWWW! :]