A/N: Once again, another short chapter... I will be posting a new chapter once a day... and btw, I know this chapter doesn't really have much details, and I apologize for that...since this happened in August, it's hard to remember feelings and what we said... and I still have that rock I mention in this chapter...anyway, Enjoy! :)
(3 days later)
These last few days, I have started to develop a little crush on Alvin. I'm still shy around him, I haven't even talked to him yet! I've been more cautious because if Brandon finds out about my crush, he'll probably break out friendship...and even worse, he might not be there for me when I really need him…like, if this relationship with Alvin doesn't work out…
Anyway, I am walking to a corner of the school oval. My friends are off doing their own thing, leaving me alone. As I kneel on the ground near the school fencing, I grab a random stick and dig a hole in the ground. I'm not interested in this stuff, or dirt for that matter. But I am bored, and I have nothing else to do so…I may as well…
After a lot of digging, Jeanette runs up to me. But more surprisingly, Alvin follows, which makes my heart race.
"Are you okay?" Jeanette asks me.
"Yeah, I'm fine…" I reply, trying to sound optimistic although I am as bored as hell.
"Where are your friends, Annette and Courtney?" she asks.
"All my friends are off, doing their own thing…" I say. After that, Jeanette leaves. But surprisingly, Alvin stays. I am still quite shy around him so I stay silent, as the stick I am using to dig hits a rock and I start trying to dig around it...
"What are you doing?…" Alvin asks me. ASKS ME. Finally, I can have a normal conversation with him that doesn't relate to dictionaries!
"Just digging….I've got nothing else to do…" I say. I just stare at his feet since I can't gain enough courage to look up at his face yet. "So..what are you doing?…"
"Just playing with my friends over there…" He says, pointing to where all the 'popular' kids are playing their little game without him. After that, he looks back at me, and the hole I made in the ground.
"That's a cool rock…are you trying to dig that out?.." He asks. I just nod since I can't think of anything to say. After that there is an awkward silence between us. Alvin eventually runs back to his friends.
"See you around..?" I say as he leaves. After that, I face-palmed myself. Why didn't I start a 'proper' conversation?.. That whole time, we only talked about rocks… ROCKS. Alvin probably now thinks I am into rocks, but personally, I couldn't care less about rocks. After that, I dig that rock out. It looks like a dog's head. But that's obviously just a coincidence. I shove it in my pocket and the bell finally goes. I headed back to the line up place.
"You're not going to believe this…" I tell Courtney, who already knows about my crush on Alvin.
"What is it, Britt?" She asks as we wait for Annette to arrive.
I whisper in her ear, "Alvin talked to me…." After that I move my head away from her and squeal happily. I couldn't help it. I'm so stocked that he, the one I admire, actually noticed me, and even better, talked to me!
I can't believe it. So far, this thing is starting to work out…If this works out, I can be the third girl in the school with a boyfriend, following Simon & Jeanette and Theodore & Eleanor (except Theodore and Eleanor don't show their affection in public, in fact that almost avoid each other in public). But that isn't what matters. I've always loved the idea of having someone by your side, to care and love you…and pleasure you when you get to that age… (only the perverted will understand what I mean by 'pleasure') I've always been a little jealous of Jeanette, especially when I watch her hold hands with Simon. They seem so happy together, I wish I had a relationship like that. Especially with Alvin...