Chapter One

The Beginning

I always knew that I loved you. When we were in high school at the tender age of 15 I had fallen in love with you without even realizing I had. You were so shy and quite but with me you would open up and tell me your secrets and what you were feeling. I was always comfortable with you; you made it easy to talk to you, so easy to make me love you. When you dated my friend I thought I had lost my chance with you but your relationship with her did not last long. We would talk for hours on msn, then eventually the phone. So many amazing memories. When we stopped talking I had this feeling come over me, a feeling that I would never be able to show just how much I love you, how much I wanted to give you everything that was me. I thought I had lost you.

As we came up to our prom I knew I wanted to ask you to come with me, it was the perfect plan. I was going to ask you and then tell you how I felt about you, but then I found out you had been dating this girl from another school. I bothered me; it upset me. Here I was ready to admit how much I wanted you and you had a girlfriend. Who you later dated for two years. It felt like fate had stepped in because we weren't ready or you needed to go through something, so when you finally came to me we would last a lifetime. So I waited.

A year after we graduated I saw you again I was in school studying Fashion Management, it suited me since I love clothes and you were studying to be a mechanic, you always loved cars. I will never forget the feeling of when I laid eyes on you that day, you were wearing all black, a black muscle shirt, black jeans and black shoes even your jacket was black. I was wearing blue flared legged jeans and an aqua hooded sweater with black sneakers. When you looked at me you smiled, the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. You honestly took my breath away. I looked at you through my dark sunglasses, but I didn't want to take them off; you were making me so nervous. I was scared that if you saw my eyes you would be able to read me, the same way you did all those years ago. But slowly you brought me back out of my shell and it was as if no time had gone by. You took us to go see a movie Saw4 my god I as terrified but you were right there beside me telling me it was ok, I remember leaning on you and you holding my hand you made it all better. I forgot how scared I was all I knew is that you were beside me keeping me safe. When we made it back to my friends house we sat next each other and just started talking about everything, you told me about your ex and how she had hurt you, you told me about what you were doing with your life, your family and how you had missed talking to me. I had missed you so much but I didn't want to tell you that in front of other people it would have been to embarrassing, but if I had I'm sure you would have loved it.

When I had to leave to head home it was well after 12am, I had to walk home and it was cold outside it as September when we meet. As we were walking you told me your hands were cold so I took off my glove and gave it to you, and then you took my hand in yours and held it.

"You're not getting this hand back, I'm never letting go"

"I don't want it back as long as you are the one holding it"

You gave me that breathtaking smile again and I felt as if I was melting under your stare. We talked about everything, my hobbies, and interests. What I liked and didn't like and even silly stories about our childhood, funny memories that brought us closer together it was beautiful. You told me about what you enjoyed and then you said how happy you were to see me again, that made me happy. When we made it back to my house I was upset I really didn't want this to end it was too much fun having you so close to me. I was telling you how to get home before the subway shut down; I was worried you wouldn't get home.

"If you walk to the cross walk ad walk to the pizza nova the bus stop is right there, it will take you to Royal York and you can catch your bus from there. Will you let me know when you get home?"

"Thanks."

When I looked back at you, you were inches from my face before I could say anything you pushed me against the wall took my face in your hands and gave me a kiss that made my knees week. I had never been kissed like that before, there was so much emotion in the kiss I could feel you. When you pulled away I was speechless. You smiled again.

"Night Kagome, I will talk to you later"

"Bye…"

As I watched you walk away my heart was beating so loudly I thought you would turn around because you could hear it, I closed me door and closed my eyes. I brought my hand to my lips and smiled. I couldn't even talk to my mom when I came in I was happy and shocked at the same god that kiss was amazing.