Pox and murrain I own nothing, dang it!

July 4, 339

Dear Journal,

I talked to her to day I don't think I started correctly… well you can judge that:

"Excuse me" I started and she turned around to look at me and I froze she looked like an older version of me. "miss … uh sir lady… um well"

"Spit it out girl" She said not completely meanly, than she paused at me and stared at me, for many minutes there was a silence and nether of us spoke. "Who are you girl, speak up."

"My name is Jazzelle ma'am, Jazz for short. I'm the stable hand that cleans your stable and I was wondering if you might want to well realy I wanted to ask you to teach me to fight, I could be a maid or umm I don't know I just want to fight ma'am." I said nervously

" I cant teach you to fight im leaving soon and I take no one with me."

" I can ride I'll go with you, I just have to secure a place for mom."

" do you know who your father is girl,?" she said suddenly

"Why he is just a lower carpenter of kings reach village, mi' lady?" I said still not knowing what she meant

"No he's not he is the god of the forest, mostly taking shape as an owl. He is nameless for no one wants to upset him." She said quietly

"What do you mean?" I said

"About you not wanting to go along with me or that your dads a God, Just like mine. Surprising is that your mom didn't die, mine did I was raised by that bastard known as Barron of Kings reach."

A/N I needed to put this here so please relies this is Sir lady knight jillian's p.o.v.

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"What do you mean?" she said

"About you not wanting to go along with me or that your dads a God, Just like mine. Surprising is that your mom didn't die, mine did I was raised by that bastard known as Barron of Kings reach." As I said this my horrid childhood flashed in my mind. I knew she couldn't come with me because she would get hurt and even though I don't know her I don't want her getting hurt by him.

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(A/N back to jazzelle)

She palled suddenly and I could tell it was all she could do not to cry out.

"Miss are you ok?"

She looked shaken but rose and looked at me saying "I will teach you but you mother will have to move to the palace with me you can both stay in my rooms, I have to many any way." I couldn't tell what changed her mind but some thing did.

"Thank you ma'am"

"And quit with the ma'am thing I'm your half sister and you will call me jillian or jay. NOTHING else.

I have to wake up mom and tell her we are moving to the palace.

Goodbye and goodnight

Jazzelle

July 5, 339

Dear Journal,

Today mom and I were moving to the castle and Jillian was coming with us to make sure we weren't stopped at the gate, we had decided on thin when I was working earlier today. The Lady kni… I mean Jillian's horse is a very temper mental being. Earlier today I was trying to give it a treat and it tried to bite my thumb off! I am at the camp now waiting for the Lady I mean Jillian (this is so confusing) to arrive so we can move to the CASTLE!!!! I am so so so excited that trix keeps jumping on me as if to ask why I'm so excited, I know that's crazy but it's what it looks like.

She's here I will write later bye.

You wouldn't believe what the rooms look like they are huge. Just the 'closet' (a small room to put clothes) was bigger than the room that we used to sleep in back we lived in that apartment. Mom and I share the Maids room is what Jillian called it. All the rooms have a very woody theme, mostly lightwoods. Jillian looked at my mother when she got there and told me she was going to take her immediately to the healers because she was still sick. So if I am to go with them I am to leave now.

Goodbye and I will write later.

*Later that day*

Mom is very sick according to the healers and is to stay abed until she is better, and camping was a very bad idea for us to do according to them. Its all my fault mommy's sick, all my fault.

Goodbye and good night,

Jazzelle

Post Script: I am to work early tomorrow so I will right late.

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