Okay, well heres chapter two you guys!

you know the drill with the rightful owners

JPOV

What is wrong with me, I mean what the hell? I can't be in love with her. I can't. She's a girl, and more importanlly, I hate her, or I thought I did. No, Jade, stop thinking like that!

Right now I'm with Beck, and I can't believe I'm about to do this, but I am.

"Beck."I say

"Hum."He asks.

I take in a deep breath and clap my hands together. I feel so weak, but I have to do this.

"Were over."I say.

He turns to face me. "What?" he asks.

I nod.

"Why?" He asks.

"I'm in love with someone else."I say.

I just admitting that. Damn it, Tori, why did you have to hook me like this?

"After all weve been through? Three years, Jade, and you just wanna throw that away?" He says.

I stand up."I'm sorry, Beck, but I just don't love you anymore." I say.

He put his hands to his forehead and I can tell he wants to cry.

"Jade, don't. We can fix this." He said, putting his hands on my shoulder. He looks at me that way he always did when we had fights. His eyes big and round. It always got me.

"No, Beck! No! I'm not going to pretend I love you anymore when I don't! I'm not gonna have you look at me with your puppy dog look and hook me into something I don't wanna be in."I say, almost crying myself.

He takes his hands off of me and looks out his window.

"Well, if that's how you feel, I'm sorry i turned you gay."He says.

"Turned me gay? What the fuck are you saying?" I ask.

"I know how you look at Tori, I've seen it, I know she's the one you love, Jade."Beck says.

He fucking knows? I can't say anything, all I can do is look at the floor.

"Go, Jade."He said.

I grab my bag and give no more fights. I leave and get into my car. I sit in the car and finally turn it on and leave his yard. I drove to the one spot where I can think. It's right outside the city and over looks a patch of woods. It's peaceful. I park right by the edge of the small hill and I turn the car off. I take in a deep breath and hit the steering wheel almost six times, my hands start to sting, but I don't care. My make-up is all down my cheeks by now, and I can't do nothing but make it worse. I lay my head down on the steering wheel and look at the floor. My mind spins and finally it stops. I lift my head and the one person i can think of is Tori.

I turn my car back on in a hurry and basically speed to her house. It's not that far, but I want to hurry and get there.

Finally, I pull into her yard and run up to her door. I don't even bother knocking. I run up to her room, after not seeing her in the living room with trina, who is yelling after me. I find her room, mainly because her name is on her door. I open it and there she is, laying on her bed, in short shorts and a tank top, she had headphones in and was looking at a book. She looks so beauitful. I shake my head and pull her head phones out of her ears and pull her to her feet.

"Jade, what the-."She says.

I cut her off with a kiss. It sets something off, it was nothing like it was with Beck. It's filled with so much passion, and the next thing I know, my tounge is playing with hers. She put her hands on my chest and pushes me away,

"Jade?" She asks.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that."I say.

"No,it's fine."She smiles at me. I love that smile. She grabs my shirt and pulls me back into the kiss we had before, filled with as much passion and love as before, if not more.

"Tori?" I ask, after we finally come up for air.

"Jade, I've been in love with you for as long as I can remember." She says.

I smile at her and move some of her hair from her face. "I have been to." I smile.

"Wow, I actually get to see you smile, and your not actually putting me in pain. Wow, this should be in the books." Tori laughs.

I hit her arms playfully and laugh to.

"So,where doses this put us?"I ask.

Tori smiled and kisses me again. When she pulls away she put her forehead against mine.

"Can I call you my girlfriend?" She asks.

I smile again."Only if i can call you mine."I say.

She chuckes and winds her hand into my hair."Deal."She says.

Okay, heres chapter two, it's short, I know, sorry.

I'm sorry it's taking me so long to update, my internet is down right now, so idk when it'll be up :( sorry