Thanks guys for all your responses! I never expected to get such good comments! Thank you so much ^^
Shishano Sakura: Thank you so much! I will use the title 'In the claws of the enemy.' It's the absolutely perfect name to go with the story.
Jennypenny1090: To be honest I haven't really decided who Sakura will ultimately end up with. Just going to see how the story unfolds! I will keep you guessing until the very end MWHAHAHA ^^
Enjoy guys!
Chapter 2 – Dreams crushed
'Is that you Sasuke-Kun?'
Silence. But she heard the footsteps coming closer and closer. There was no mistake that this person was coming towards her. She started to get more nervous.
Maybe taking the offer of a blindfold was not a good idea after all. 'Who ever you are, please, say something.' Her voice started to tremble now. But still there was no reply. She heard the sound of the lock opening. I haven't seen him for all these years and now, he isn't going to even acknowledge me! He is going to rape me but not even say a single word to me. Sakura's heart really broke now. She knew for sure that the old Sasuke was gone. Her only hope was Sasuke but that hope was snatched from her by the cruelty of reality.
She could feel the person coming closer and closer. He was being painfully slow, almost savouring every second he could of the situation. The tears wouldn't stop streaming down her face. 'Why wont you answer me? I know your there, Sasuke.' It was after she said his name the atmosphere suddenly turned violent. Her trousers and pants were roughly shoved down her legs. She could feel the heavy breathing behind her ear. A rough arm came around her side to position her; it was where the wound was that Kabuto had not healed properly.
'Please. Don't. I don't want this.' She would beg if she had to. 'I'll do anything. Please.' She tried to get away but the chains simply held her in place. She was just in too much pain and was too exhausted to be able to do anything than just beg.
She heard the rustle of clothing behind her. Well girl this is it, I know its not how you imagined your first time would end up, but be strong we will make it. She was comforting herself now. But she had to fight back somehow, since saying his name seem to had a reaction she blurted out 'I'll never forgive you for this Sasuke.'
As soon as the words parted her lips, he thrust his hard member into her. It was aggressive, no he was aggressive. She was not prepared and it hurt like hell, her virginity was broken by a rapist – the rapist she once loved. 'You, You-' She began but a firm hand was put over her mouth to stop her from talking. Every thrust was painful, it didn't help that he had a large member which only added to the pain. She tried to faze out , think of something else but it was impossible. The tears from her eyes were falling on his hand covering her mouth. This was just wrong.
The breathing behind her got deeper and louder. Almost moaning, even. After what seem forever to Sakura, almost a snarl came from him and she felt a warm liquid oozing inside her. He rest his forehead on her shoulder for a second breathing heavily.
'Well done, Sasuke.' What? Her head flew to the direction of where the voice came from even though she couldn't see. It was Orochimaru. He had watched. Watched her…. getting raped. She felt even more dirty. The body behind her got up and she heard the sound of clothing rustle again. Then went the sound of the door, it was being locked again. She felt dirty everywhere, she just wanted to scrub her whole body even the inside until it bled. Anything to get the dirty feeling to go away.
'I wasn't sure if you was capable of doing this. Glad to see my doubts were unfounded.' His voice sounded happy. What kind of monster are you Orochimaru? She thought.
'Hn.' For the first time she heard him. This was Sasuke voice, admittedly deeper than what she remembered but he had matured into an adult man now. It really was him who did this to her. Sasuke….
At first he didn't come to rape her very often. Hopefully every other day, if she was lucky. But to be honest she had no concept of time since she stuck in darkness all the time. Sometimes if she had really struck gold he wouldn't come for days or weeks, even. She knew he was off on missions then. But when he returned after a while, it was always more rough and more than once. He would release inside her and very quickly regained the stamina to carry on. But now his visits were much more frequent, she wondered what had changed. But it was always the same, he would never try to pleasure her, he would never even speak to her.
Every time she heard footsteps coming towards her, she would cry. She knew that it meant pain, physically yes but even more so emotionally. There were certain things that time could just not heal. Like your dreams turning into nightmares.
Kabuto would ask her everytime if she wanted to be blindfolded. And everytime she said yes. It was a bit sad really, there was a part of her that didn't accept this as real. As long as she couldn't see him, then a part of her hoped it wasn't really Sasuke at all. After all how could she really know if she had never seen him? He never once spoken to her either. I wonder if he is ashamed. Maybe some part of him deep down did care about her. At least she hoped he did.
She was beginning to see visits from Kabuto as some kind of relief from the everyday abuse. Heh, this is just how bad my life as become. She knew that behind that kind smile was an evil man who loved to watch people suffer. He probably just comes to see me to get his kicks off seeing an abused girl. Yes, that had to be it. What else would a sound ninja who sees someone like Orochimaru as an idol think? I just want to die now; there is no more life for me just pain. This had become a familiar pattern, Sasuke would make the mess and Kabuto would come to clear it up. The mess being her.
Kabuto was holding her now, stroking her hair. 'He's not very gentle with you is he? Look at the bruises on your thighs! He must have been holding very tightly. I should speak with him really.' He sighed. He began to gently wipe the blood off between her thighs. She winced it was so sore down there. 'I never expected him to be so vicious, you haven't upset him, have you Sakura-Chan? I know what a difficult person he is. But you know if you were nicer then maybe he would be more pleasant.' Yes, that's right Kabuto. I'm the one being abused but somehow I have to be the nice one.
'Now open your mouth, it's time for the pill.' He pushed the pill into her mouth giving her water to drink. She knew the pill was some kind of energy pill designed to drain the energy. She hated taking it; it always made her so tired, so weak. There was no chance of escape while she was under the effects of that pill. The pill that made her so weak she could barely stand. 'At least, I have some good news! Orochimaru is very happy with your behaviour. Soon you will be released from this cell, under certain conditions of course. But its better than sleeping on the cold, damp stone isn't it!' He seemed happy but with Kabuto you could never tell behind the façade.
'No progress of yet?' Orochimaru asked Kabuto while searching through research papers.
'Unfortunately, not as yet but I do have some concerns.' He said.
'Concerns? You? Kabuto?' Orochimaru laughed his evil laugh. 'Go on… tell me about your concerns Kabuto.'
'Its simple – he's killing her. Slowly. But if this continues she won't survive anymore than a couple of months. You should the see the state he leaves her in.'
Orochimaru narrowed his eyebrows. 'That Sasuke, sometimes I wonder if he is more trouble than he is worth. I need that girl, Kabuto. You know the plan, yes I want more Uchihas. But even more I wish to create a weakness in Sasuke. If he grew to care about the girl and the feeling was amplified because she was carrying his child… It would be the perfect bargaining tool, he would submit to me. That's why it has to be that girl; he must grow feelings for her. But if he is killing her… Hmmm.'
There was a few seconds of silence.
'Very well. Sasuke will become responsible for her wellbeing. He will look after her. If he fails, then I will not teach him that jutsu he is interested in.'
'But-' Kabuto began to interrupt.
'Yes, yes. I know it carries a significant risk. If she falls pregnant I will remove her personally but if she doesn't and he kills her, then there is no big loss. I'll find another girl.'
'Yes Orochimaru-Sama.'
It was around that time again, she had become so used to the reality of being raped daily that the days seemed to have a natural rhythm to them. He would always come at a certain time. If he didn't then he wasn't coming that day. He never surprised her by coming unexpectedly. I knew he was an organised person but I didn't think he would take it this far.
Wait-
What was happening-
The blindfold was being removed. 'No!' She screamed. That blindfold was her only comfort. Her only source of illusion, she didn't want to see him. She didn't want to see him touching her. She didn't want to see him raping her. She instinctively attempted to put her hands in front of her eyes. It was no good, her arms were chained and would not move. Instead she closed her eyes really tightly, using all the energy she could. She felt his rough fingers pressing on her eyelids, opening them.
'Sakura.' Finally, after all these weeks he finally spoke to her.
'Don't. Your not real. Your not Sasuke. He wouldn't do this to me. Let me go.' She screamed. He couldn't help but pity her. Pity her situation. Pity the lame excuses she came up with in her head.
'Look at me.' The voice growled. It sounded almost dangerous.
She didn't move, but he moved her head. And then it happened. Her green eyes met his onyx eyes. Sasuke. He was even more handsome than what she remembered. His beautiful features. How she loved that face. Even after everything that happened to her, she still felt attraction towards him. She could feel her face becoming redder. But those eyes were not the kind eyes that she remembered, there was a coldness to them. They were so different that she wasn't sure if she knew this person anymore. He's like a stranger.
While staring into her eyes he pressed himself inside of her, again. It had never been so terrible, his eyes didn't even flicker. There was no shame, no regret. Heck there was no sign of any emotion on his face. What was Orochimaru done to you? To make you become this person? Her tears started to flow again. She had stop putting up any kind of resistance a long time ago. It was pointless. She was as silent as him. Its like hes not just raping my body but raping my mind as well. It wasn't as rough this time, he was going purposely slow. Painfully slow. Baring his uncaring eyes into hers while taking her.
She tried to focus on something else, to phase the reality out but she was memorized by his eyes, but she could not tear her eyes away. It was like she was being held hypnotically by them. He placed his fingers which were holding her eyes open into her mouth. He was choking her. She started to cough and wheeze. I cant, I cant breathe. She was overwhelmed with the sensation down below and in her mouth.
Then a slight flicker happened in his eyes, she felt the usual warmness again, he had come inside of her. He got up like nothing had happened and sorted his clothing out. He left the cell and re-locked it. But this time he stopped facing the opposite direction of Sakura.
'Don't forget. Your nothing to me.' With that, he just walked off.
A few hours later Kabuto came, as he always did. He froze for a bit, her blindfold was missing and she was unable to remove it. 'Your eyes- did he?' He was shocked. This time Sakura burst completely into sobs, her whole body was shaking. She couldn't stop thinking, her mind going over and over what had happened to her. Her beloved Sasuke was dead; in his place was an evil maniac who raped innocent girls. Worse, he even likes it. He wants to see me in pain! And after everything- I mean nothing to him. I lost my virginity to someone who I mean absolutely nothing to.
Kabuto quickly opened the cell and undid her chains. Holding her on his chest, gently stroking her back. 'Hush, hush. Its okay.' He quietly whispered in her ear, while stroking her back.
'No. No its not. I want to die! Please Kabuto, it hurts. It hurts everywhere…. Please… Just get this over with… Please kill me.' She was staring into his eyes now, she is being deadly serious.
'Just take the pill. Everything will be better.' She slowly swallowed the pill that she hated so much. But this time a deep sleep overcame her.
Poor Sakura! I am really evil – she isn't having a good time is she?
What do you guys think about Sasuke? Is he a bad guy? Or are there ulterior motives for his actions?
Once again, please, please review. Ideas, comments, opinions are all much appreciated J
Thanks guys for all your responses! I never expected to get such good comments! Thank you so much ^^
Shishano Sakura: Thank you so much! I will use the title 'In the claws of the enemy.' It's the absolutely perfect name to go with the story.
Jennypenny1090: To be honest I haven't really decided who Sakura will ultimately end up with. Just going to see how the story unfolds! I will keep you guessing until the very end MWHAHAHA ^^
Enjoy guys!