Ok so i've decided to turn this into an on going fic thanks to the really nice reviews i got :) not sure how many chapters or where its going to go exactly but i'll give it a shot.
Chapter 2 (Naomi's POV)
I'm not sure how long i've been lying here awake for, not that i really fell asleep for long. My merely minutes of sleep are filled with tossing and turning and nightmares of Emily on that roof and her actually jumping, its the most frightening thought i've ever had and i need to stop, but i can't. Even though i know she'd never do it, i still can't shake the feeling that i reduced her to that place because i was so fucking stupid. I look over at the clock on the bedside table 8:36am. I have college at 12 and i know i need to be getting up soon but i don't think i can face her. How could i have done this to her, how could i destroy everything that we had. Its almost like it was an out of body experience, like i just watched my body doing what i did and something just wouldn't let me stop things.
I'm brought down from my thoughts by a banging knock on my front door. I quickly get out of bed and throw some clothes on, whoever it is, they're going to break my bloody door down in a minute. I walk down stairs and i can hear Cook and JJ shouting on the other side but its definately not either of them banging. I open the door and i'm greeted by a fist to the face that knocks me to the floor
"you fucking bitch, you fucking bitch!" Katie is standing over me screaming at me. i taste blood and put my hand up to my nose, surely enought there's blood trickling from it. Jesus for such a small girl, she can't half pack a punch. Luckily Cook and JJ have grabbed her and are restraining her before she kills me. I pull myself up off the floor.
"Cook! let me go"
"No can do Katie-Kins, not until you calm the fuck down"
"How can i after what she fucking did" I don't even think about moving, just stand their staring at the look-alike of the girl i'd betrayed, looking at Katie is just as hard as looking at Emily, they have the same fucking eyes "Where's Emily"
"She's upstairs"
"EMILY GET YOUR FUCKING MUFF MUNCHING ASS DOWN HERE" i hear my bedroom door open as i realise she must have been listening. She walks down the stairs and i can tell she's been crying and she looks even angrier then she was yesterday
"Katie what are you doing here? its ok guys you can let her go" Cook and JJ let go of Katie's arms and she stumbles forward a little bit, looking just as livid as Ems
"What am i doing here? what are you doing here more like? for fuck sake Ems, she cheats on you and you carry on living here as if nothings happened"
"Dad told you?"
"No James did, he heard you and dad talking yesterday" fuck sake
"Look Katie its none of your business"
"your my sister and im not letting you stay here with this slut" Katie glares at me with a look that says you better sleep with both eyes open.
Emily stares from me to Katie before she disappears into the kitchen. She comes back a few seconds later and throws kitchen roll in my face.
"I'm not going anywhere Katie, me and Nai are going to work through this" Katie walks right up to Emily and slaps her, thats when i lose it
"don't you fucking touch her, this is my house and yeah i may have fucked up big time but i am not about to just stand there and see Emily get hurt by you as well"
Katie just stares at me and i can see that she has tears in her eyes. She looks at Emily and a tear falls down her face as she sees how broken she is. She pulls her into a hug and they both start crying. Cook motions at me to come outside with him and JJ and leave them to talk. I follow them out the front door as i hear Katie muttering something weird to Emily
Katie Shum
I take a cigarette from the packet Cook offers me and light it up. We're sat on a bench in the park just down the road, in silence until Cook pipes up.
"You alright blondie?" my eyes fill with tears at his concern and it take a deep breath to stop them from falling and instead turn into my usual sarcastic twatty self
"oh yeah im just peachy thanks Cook, you know i've only fucked up my whole relationship and the person i care the most for in the world fucking hates me, no biggie"
"well there is no need for that attitude Naomi, Cook was merely trying to make you feel better, i mean your problems are completely your fault but thats not say that you didn't have your reasons for cheating on Emily, on the contrary it might end up being a healthy thing because it might make your relationship stronger because if you can get through this then you can get through.."
"Locked on JJ" Cook just mutters it at him and slaps him round the back of the head.
We sit in silence after that, just letting all our thoughts consume us.
my phone vibrates and i pick it up to see Emily's name flashing on the screen.
"Hello" i feel nervous as i answer the call but my heart flutters at the fact that she's even still talking to me
"hi"
"is everything ok?"
"what do you think? look i've decided that i'm going to move back home for a while" my heart breaks at her words
"oh" thats all i can make myself say as a tear falls down my face
"i just think we need some distance between us right now"
"if thats what you want then ok"
"i've left the key under the mat" her voice sounds almost mono-tone, not the same Emily i know and Love so much
"yeah ok, so i guess i'll just see you at college"
"yeah, bye" she hangs up and i suddenly find myself sobbing, i lean my head on Cook's shoulder.
"i've well and truly fucked up haven't I"
"Yep" is all he whispers back to me and takes another drag on his cigarette. I take my head off his shoulder and put it in my hands as i cry. "the question is Naomikins"
i look up at him as he gives me a slight smile
"what are we going to do about it"
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