I Know What You Did At Summer Camp- Outtakes
I had checked my clock it was almost time for lights out, I was getting ready for bed leaving me in my undergarments, Dancing around I started humming tunelessly remembering what happened to my fiancé Jacob Black , He had been deployed to go into the military last year, A month ago I got a letter saying that he had been killed. I was humming to myself song in mind, being a songwriter and all; I then started to sing aloud and writing what I said at the same time remembering how sad I had been when I found out Jacob was dead:
"It was two weeks after the day she turned 18
all dressed in white, going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat,
six pence in her shoe
something borrowed something *blue*
and when the church doors opened up wide she put her veil down trying to hide the tears oh
she just couldn't believe it
she heard the trumpets from the military band and the flowers fell out of her hands"
I had worn the dress I would have worn to the reception of our wedding. And as I walked into the church I crumpled to the ground, sobbing, Emmett looked lost without his best friend and brother in all ways except blood but non the less he helped me up. And as he pulled me off the ground the flowers I was holding fell out of my hand.
Chorus:
"Baby, why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I cant even breathe
It's like I'm, looking from a distance, standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now,
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream"
I had just wanted it all to be a dream a bad, bad dream but I had known it was not a dream. But at the time I was convinced that they were lying to me.
"The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
lord please lift his soul and heal this hurt
then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard
then they handed her a folded up flag and
she held on to all she had left of him oh and what could've been
and then guns rang one last shot and it felt like a bullet in her heart"
Every thing I was singing was how it really went especially the last line, I felt like I was dying by the end of it.
"(softly at first) Oh,Oh Baby, why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
(loudly) Ohh i'll never know
It's like I'm, looking from a distance, standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now,
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream
Oh this is just a dream
just a dream, oh!! [Fading out]"
"Bella?" I heard someone call out softly.
I turned around crying softly and realized... my brother was there with friends which was normal but who was there was not normal... Jasper was there staring and so was... Edward. Both were staring so hard at me I thought that their eyes would pop out of their heads. Emmett was looking at them disapprovingly... then I realized what they were staring at. They were staring at... me? Oh all I was in just lacey nude colored bra and panties set and was VERY BUSTY.
You have GOT to be KIDDING ME
this is just a dream, RIGHT?