Hello all!
You would not believe the shit I had to endure to post this crappy-ass chapter.
First, I stayed up until 4:30am, three Saturdays ago, writing the first 3 pages (Andre's Pov) of the chapter and 2 pages of Tori's Pov, only for the computer to unexpectedly shut down and NOT AUTOSAVE MY WORK!
Theeeeenn- because we're poor right now lol- the internet we nigga rigged from our neighbors, stopped working (fucking Verizon Fios aint shit)!
Not to mention, my beta and I are having a little trouble setting up the DocX sharing thingie.
And to top it off, I got distracted by 50 Shades- which puts my lame attempts at writing to shame by the way.
So I apologize for the wait and the long ass excuses. And I would like to thank all 15 of my reviewers! Even the shortest review makes me smile.
Huge thanks to my new beta bandgrad2008!
Anyway, on to the story because honestly, y'all don't care about my piece of shit A/N lol.
**Warning: Mature Content**
Andre's Pov-
"We need to talk," Tori panted her small hands pushing against my bare chest. Not hard enough to make me think that she was uncomfortable, or in pain, but firm enough to get my attention.
I lifted my head from where it rested in the nape of her neck. "Really?" I chuckled, leaning down to kiss her red and swollen lips. "You want to talk, now?"
We'd been unintentionally avoiding it all day. Ever since this morning, you know, after we'd managed to peel ourselves off each other, we just went back to normal.
We weren't pretending that it didn't happen.
Never that.
We just didn't flaunt our whatever-ship in people's faces like Beck and Cat do. I mean, we couldn't exactly go around holding hands, making kissy faces at each other, or any shit like that. We hadn't even put a label on what we were. We didn't even really talk after we finished dry-humping against the lockers.
In fact, when we separated, I said, "See you in Sikowitz's." She nodded, and that was it. Lunch was normal. Beck and Cat were in their own little bubble, Robbie and his new-first-girlfriend, Allisyn, were talking about something nerdy and irrelevant, while Tori and I observed. That was normal for us.
Tori giggled and kissed my lips. "I just….I want…" She paused, swallowing hard in an attempt to collect herself, running her hands up my arms and over my shoulders. "I've wanted this for so long… I want us to be on the same page."
"I'm on the page that wants to be so deep inside you," I leaned back down to kiss her erect nipple, "that you'll feel me for days," I whispered, taking that nipple into my mouth.
Tori whimpered and writhed underneath me while I nipped and tugged on her nipple with my teeth. "B-but….Andre…" she whined, attempting to push me away again, but I wasn't going to let it happen.
Tori has a tendency to push away good things in an act of preservation. Preservation of what, I don't know, but she did the same thing to Beck last year—not that I'm complaining. She claimed she didn't want to ruin her "friendship" with Jade and still didn't manage to preserve her crappy friendship because Jade abandoned us the minute Cat and Beck got together. But that's another story for another day.
Regardless, I know what she's afraid of this time. She thinks that her feelings for me aren't reciprocated, but they are. Granted, we've yet to verbalize those feelings, but I know that Tori loves me as much as I love her. Yeah, I know what you're thinking, "You're too young. You don't know what true love is. Blah blah blah."
Well, that's bullshit.
I have been in love with Tori since sophomore year. It was love at first sight for me. The moment she opened the door for me was the beginning of a three-year crush and the more I got to know her, the harder I fell for her. And it didn't take her sluttying up her wardrobe, stealing my jacket, or constantly making inappropriate innuendo to make me. I always wanted Tori. I still want Tori.
That's why my hands are pulling down her panties while I offer her other nipple the same treatment. "Tell me you don't want this and I'll stop," I mumbled against her skin, tossing her underwear over my shoulder and moving my lips up to meet hers again. "Baby, do you want me?"
She wants this, too. I know she does. She wouldn't have let it get this far if she didn't.
Tori squirmed underneath me, her hands clutching my shoulders while my lips brush against hers. "Yes… yes I want this. I want you… but-"
"No buts," I order, claiming her lips with mine, my tongue immediately flicking across her lower lip. She opened up to me, her tongue reaching out to taste mine, our tongues fighting for dominance.
Tori reached out and gripped me through my boxers, eliciting a groan. I had to pull away from her to stand up and remove them, as well as retrieve a condom from the bottom drawer of my nightstand. I made my way back over to my bed where Tori was gaping at me, well not me, but me.
"What's wrong, baby?" I asked, settling in between her legs again.
Her face flushed. "You're just… it's- you're really big, I'm a little concerned about how that's supposed to fit."
I couldn't help but laugh at that. "If you're wet enough, it'll be a lot easier." I chuckled, kissing her chin. "Are you wet enough for me, baby?" I gripped her tiny waist in my hands and pushed my hips into hers, rubbing cock against her wet folds. She gasped in my ear, then whimpered, thrusting her hips back into mine, wanting the friction just as bad.
"Baby?" I said again, this time in to her ear. "Are you wet enough to take all of me?"
Tori released a breathless giggle. "Keep talking like that and I will be."
Oh, so she likes dirty talk?
"Have I told you how long I've been waiting to do this? Have I told you what I want to do to you?" I rasped in her ear, deliberately rubbing the head of my cock across her clit, making her breath catch. Tori shook her head 'no' and grabs onto my forearms. She was close and I hadn't even really touched her yet.
"Do you want me to?" I asked rhetorically, thrusting against her again while my lips traveled from her neck and down the valley of her breasts. "I've always wanted to have you naked, laid out on my bed, your pussy dripping in anticipation." I kissed down her stomach, before nibbling on her hip bone. My tongue reached out and licked over the barely-there bite marks while her hips bucked up involuntarily. "I've dreamed of tasting you, all of you."
I placed my hands on the inside of her thighs, spreading them apart, making Tori shiver from exposing the cold air to her wet sex. My fingers traced her slick folds before separating them as well.
"Andre… w-what are you…" The question died on her lips when my tongue reached out to taste her. I licked from her opening to her clit, then sucked on the tiny bundle of nerves while Tori lost all control above me. I had to place my forearm over her hips to immobilize her while my teeth grazed her sensitive flesh.
"Oh my god…. Andre…" she moaned, her fingers tugging on my hair. "I can't… it's too much."
You can and you will. Ignoring her protest, I slid my middle finger inside her, while my mouth continued its assault on her clit. Her moans grew even louder and her legs began to tremble as her walls clamped down around my finger. Knowing she was right at the edge, I worked in another finger and watched as she came undone in front of me, thrashing around on the bed.
"Andre….oh my god…oh… Fuck!"
I continued to fuck her with my fingers as she came down from her orgasm, while I kissed my way back up her body. "That was so fucking sexy," I whispered into her ear. "I think you're ready now."
Tori laid there, her skin flushed and damp with sweat from her orgasm, trying to catch her breath. "How… That... I've never…" she stammered. "That felt amazing."
I heard her gasp—probably from sensitivity—as I removed my fingers and quickly ripped open the foil packet, placing it over my almost-painful erection. Watching Tori come was extremely sexy and it only made me even harder. I rolled us over so that I was sitting against the headboard, and Tori was straddling my lap.
My hands rested on her hips as I helped her situate herself.
"I've never been on top," she said, grabbing onto my shoulders. "Help me?" she asked, looking so innocent.
I leaned in to kiss her, lifting her tiny waist. "Grab it," I mumbled into the kiss and she listened, her hand reaching between us to grip my cock. I swallowed a groan at the feeling of her soft little hand tightly wrapped around me, imagining how much tighter she'll feel around me when I'm inside of her, and helped her lower herself onto my erection.
I had to hold my breath as I felt her body grip the head of my cock so deliciously tight. She moaned as I went deeper inside her, filling her completely. And holy fuck it felt good, so fucking warm and tight. It took everything in me not to come on the spot.
"Wait, baby, don't move yet," I growled out, my eyes closing as I adjusted to the feeling of her wrapped so tightly around me, my fingers digging into her hips. It'll probably leave small bruises later, but that's not a concern right now.
Once I had a good grip on my resolve, I thrust my hips into her once, while I helped her move against me. It didn't take long at all for Tori to find and match my rhythm.
"Oh God, Andre…" Tori whimpered, wrapping her arms around my neck and pulling me closer. "You feel so good…"
My hands went from her hips to her ass, squeezing it and helping her ride me. "God, Tori, you're so fucking tight," I growled into her ear. I reached between us to rub her where she needed it the most. She was still sensitive from her recent orgasm, so it didn't take her long to get close to the edge again.
I used my free hand to hold the back of her neck while I kissed her, swallowing her moans and cries of pleasure, and when she came for the second time, I was right behind her, thrusting uninhibitedly until we'd both rode out our orgasms.
Tori collapsed against me, as I rested against the headboard. Her breath tickled my neck, while my hands rubbed up and down her back. "I have no words."
I chuckled, hugging her close to me. "That's funny because when we started, you had a whole bunch."
Tori gasped, pulling away and playfully slapped my arm. "You distracted me!" she whined, lifting off of me and lying beside me on the bed. Turing over, I reached for the tissues I keep in the drawer of my nightstand to remove the used condom before throwing it in the small bedside trashcan.
When I was done, I laid back in the bed, rolling onto my side to face her. She was facing the ceiling, her eyes closed and her face peaceful. The baby hairs around her forehead were damp with sweat and framed her face. She was fucking beautiful. I needed to know what was going through her mind so I placed one of my hands on her side, pulling her closer to me.
Tori took the hint and rolled on her side to face me. She opened her eyes, her lips pulling into a smile. "Hi."
A smile made its way to my lips too. "Hey." Tori sighed, closing her eyes again, the smile not leaving her face.
"Where's your head right now?" I asked, completely closing the gap between our bodies.
She hummed. "Well, for starters, how amazing I feel—how amazing you made me feel. And how badly I want to do it again." She giggled, opening her eyes.
I leaned in to rest my forehead against hers. "Give me an hour to recuperate," I chuckled, placing a few kisses on her lips.
"I can't. Trina's picking me up in…." She trailed off, looking passed me to check the time on my alarm clock. "Fifteen minutes!" she whined overdramatically, burying her face into my chest and wrapping her arms around my torso.
"You say it like you won't see me tomorrow," I reminded her. "Speaking of which, are we going to pretend it never happened like we did today?"
Tori pulled away from me, looking like I'd killed her puppy, and I immediately regret phrasing it like that. "What was this to you? Screwing me to put me out of my misery since I'd been throwing myself at you for the past two months?"
I quickly sat up. "God, no. Tori, you… that's not what I meant."
Tori sat us as well, looking ridiculous—cute, but ridiculous—trying to cover her chest when my mouth was just on it ten minutes ago. "Well, do you want to elaborate?" she asked, looking down, no doubt tears forming in those big, brown eyes. I could hear it in her voice.
I reached out for her, pulling her into my lap. She tensed up, but she didn't fight me. "I can't believe you think I'd use you like that, Tori, baby, look at me." She didn't look right away, but her gaze slowly met mine.
My hand came up to rest on her cheek as my thumb traced her bottom lip. "Girl, I'm so in love with you, it's a damn shame. I don't want just sex from you if I can get more. So when I said….what I said, I just wanted to know if I have permission to kiss you whenever I want and hold your hand when I walk you to class, and send you dirty texts when I'm thinking about you." I paused to kiss her before mumbling against her lips, "Is that ok? Can I do that from now on?"
"I thought I'd die waiting for you to ask."
Soo… yeah. Next chapter won't be as short and won't take nearly as long as this one did….. hopefully. Review and whatnot. Oh I don't really know how to respond to reviews yet, I'm still trying to figure that out so I'll just send out a generic "Thank you for taking the time to review." I'm gonna go get some "Lemon Lime Soda"- Regina(:
