Claire Anderson was beginning to worry about her son, it had been a week since the incident with Kurt and Kurt had not contacted Blaine since. She worried for all her children in matter of finding a partner, if they are human then that's when things get difficult. She knew Blaine had fallen for him hard but did not quite know how much Blaine loved this boy until now.
Blaine had stayed in his room most of the week, either crying into his pillow are taking his anger out on something. He was lying in his bed with the covers pulled tightly around him, he longed for it to be Kurt's arms around him but sadly this was not the reality. He hadn't bothered getting dressed and felt the cold against his skin more than he ever did before which to Blaine was odd as being in a constant state of coldness he rarely ever felt it.
He was interrupted by his mother knocking on the door and entering the room "Blaine sweetie, are you Okay"
Blaine gave his mother a glance and she got the hint, she slowly walked over and sat on the bed next to him.
"Blaine, when I was thirty five I met a man who later became the love of my life. Little did I know at the beginning that he was who he was but when I found out…I never stopped loving him but something inside of me said no, I can't be with this man because even though I loved him more than anything something inside me was terrified of him"
Blaine gave him mother a look of disbelief and sat up pulled the cover up with him.
Clair took a deep sigh and continued "I was scared of the unknown; vampires were something that only existed in books and movies and in the back of people's minds, but here I was totally in love with one. As you can tell I came to my senses, I couldn't be without him and realised that that we could be together forever if I finally gave myself to him. He turned me much to his despair and I had four children and I have been happier than I ever was before"
Blaine looked at his mother confusingly "So you're saying for me to be with Kurt I have to change him. No I won't do that, I can't"
Clair put her hand through Blaine's curls "No, I am not saying that at all, what I'm saying is give Kurt time. I have been in his situation and it's not nice to be in. Kurt will still love you no matter what but the only thing that this situation needs is time"
Blaine rolled over and closed his eyes wanting everything be the way they used to be.
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Kurt had little sleep that week. Blaine was constantly on his mind; the boy that just last week was his loveable boyfriend was now a vampire that drank human blood. Kurt spent hours Google researching vampires and trying to find out every known legend and story about them, that day Kurt had been to the movie store and picked up every vampire film he could find, each one portrayed them differently and Kurt was torn on what was real and what was fake. He knew his questions could easily be answered by a family just miles away but that would mean seeing Blaine which right now did not seem like an option.
Kurt was halfway through his third movie when Burt walked in "Kurt I was just…wow, I didn't think you were that keen on horrors Kurt" said Burt as he looked at the pile of DVD's on the dresser
Kurt paused the movie and looked up at his father "Yea thought I would have a change"
"Ok then IL take your word for it, why don't you go see a friend or Blaine; I haven't seen him in a while. Is he ok" asked Burt
Kurt looked down and then out the window at the gloomy looking sky "He's fine" he replied, he truly didn't know if Blaine was Ok because after that night he looked so heart broken, Kurt desperately wanted to make sure the boy he loved was Ok but something was holding him back.
Burt sat on the end of Kurt's bed and looked at the DVD's that were also scattered on the bed sheet, he noticed every single one of them was vampire related which he thought was a bit odd for Kurt "Are you and Blaine Ok?" asked Burt his tone a little worried
"Me and Blaine…were fine dad, we just had an argument that's all" Kurt replied feeling bad for lying to his dad but he knew that Burt could never know the truth
"Well I'm sure you two will work it out eventually, he a good boy Kurt, I never told you this but I'm kind of happy you two are together. He's good for you because he seems to make you a lot happier" said Burt as he stood and left the room
Kurt instantly made a decision, he quickly slipped on some shoes and grabbed his car Keys heading out the door to his car.
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Kurt pulled up on the Anderson driveway. That's right he had finally given in over his need for answers. He got out of the car and took a deep breath before heading up to the door and ringing the bell.
The door opened to reveal Mr Anderson "Kurt, I have been expecting you"
Kurt looked puzzled
Mr Anderson grinned "A gift that I have" he said and let Kurt through into the house. Kurt wondered into the living room
Mr Anderson took a seat "so why have you come here Kurt is it to see Blaine?"
Kurt felt the glare of his eyes on him "I need answers"
Robert Anderson lifted his chin and smiled at the boy's forwardness, he liked that even after finding out what he really was Kurt still had his bitchy tone. "What do you want answered?"
Kurt thought for a moment "One; vampires in almost all movies cannot go out in the sun, how come you can"
"If we have enough Blood intake then we can survive up to certain point, but after a while it will start to take effect on us and make us weak ,but if you took the scenario of a heat wave, you would never find us out in one because we most certainly would not do well in one" replied Robert
"Two, what actually kills you?"
Robert raised an eyebrow at him "A steak through the heart, exposed to high amount of light, not feeding on blood and I think heartbreak is one too" He said sarcastically at the end
Kurt stared at Mr Anderson and got the hint "Look I haven't heartbroken him, I just need time that's all and plus I'm angry because he never told me" replied Kurt
Robert gave a the boy a death glare and stood up "You really have no idea do you Kurt"
"Of course I don't I have only just found out vampires exist of course I have no idea"
Robert snapped he couldn't bear to see his son in any more pain "This is not to do with being a vampire Kurt, this is about what he feels in his heart for you, we are not these cold hearted animals all of a sudden Kurt. My son loves you more than anything; I have never seen him so happy. Sure I find the gay thing a bit hard to understand but if it makes him happy then fine but at least talk to him, he hasn't eaten or had a night's sleep since last week"
Kurt was shocked at Mr Andersons outburst and stared down in his lap "do you think I don't love him, because I do he is the most important thing in my life. This is just a very hard thing for me to come to terms with"
Mr Anderson took a seat next to Kurt and put his hand on Kurt's shoulder "I am fully aware of that, I can't imagine what it's like to be in your situation because it was me who put my wife in the same situation as you but all I'm asking is for you to please not ignore my son"
Kurt nodded and looked into Mr Andersons eyes "I'm sorry…can I see him"
Robert stood up and smiled at Kurt "you know where his room is"
Kurt nodded and walked out the room and up the stairs to Blaine's room, he slowly opened the door to and peeked in, Blaine appeared to be asleep, his head lost amongst the pillows and his body buried beneath the duvet and blankets. Kurt realised; here was his vampire boyfriend/ex-boyfriend (he wasn't quite sure after last week's event) asleep in a huge bed, he was expecting them to actually sleep in coffins or somewhere damp and dark, this made Kurt realise maybe they are just like the rest of us except the whole their actually dead part. Kurt crept up slowly slipping off his shoes and climbed under the covers next to Blaine, he stared at the beautiful boy in front of him still not able to believe what he actually was. Blaine shifted a little and opened his eyes a little squinting to see who was next to him
He realised who it was and immediately sat up "K-Kurt, you're here" Blaine said excitedly like a child who just been given candy
"Kurt thank god, I thought you was never going to speak to me again. I love you so much Kurt please stay" Blaine rambled on and Kurt smiled at how adorable he was
Kurt sat up as well and took his hand "Calm down okay, I know I have not spoken to you in a week but we needed that, I love you too but we have a lot of talking to do and a far way to go yet…if we have somewhere to go"
Blaine looked puzzled "what does that mean?"
Kurt sighed "it means I'm not sure about what's going to happen Blaine"
Blaine looked like someone had kicked his puppy and more tears seemed to dwell in his eyes "Oh…okay…but your hear now so that's a good thing"
Kurt smiled "I'm here"
Blaine positioned himself so that he was leaning against the leather headboard of his bed "so what does this mean, you don't know if you still want me?" Kurt's heart broke at the last sentence, Blaine was managing to get hold of Kurt's heart even more when deep down he really didn't want him too
"No, I will always want you Blaine but you're a vampire; you won't age, I'm technically food and I just find this entire thing so complicated and worrying but at the same time so amazing and everything is just so confusing" replied Kurt his he then positioned himself opposite Blaine
Blaine looked away from Kurt and out the window "technically food" he mimicked "Is that really how you think I see you?"
"No, but it's true, I want you to answer this truthfully…have you ever bitten someone" asked Kurt
Kurt had caught Blaine's attention again and they were staring each other in the eye "No Kurt I haven't, I know that's what we supposedly do but I'm not some kind of monster, I'm Blaine your boyfriend who loves you, I'm not any different from who I was last week" Blaine spat back obviously angry at Kurt now
They both sat in silence not looking at each other, Kurt could tell Blaine was hurting, this killed him inside but what was he supposed to do; run into Blaine's arms and accept the fact that the person he is madly in love with is a vampire and eventually lose him because of the age difference. No. He couldn't do that.
Kurt took Blaine's hand and took a deep breath "I just…I don't see how we can be together"
Blaine's grip tightened "We can be Kurt, all we need is love which I know we have, I will love you no less when you're old, and I will always be there for you"
Kurt let out a laugh "Yes, when I'm in my nineties it won't look odd that I'm still dating a seventeen year old, face it Blaine we can never be" Kurt said letting out a sob
Blaine also had tears running down his face and just held onto Kurt's hands, they stayed that was for a while just taking in what could be their last moments together. Kurt then broke the silence "I need to speak to you mother, in private"
Blaine looked confused "Why?"
"Just, please Blaine, I just need to speak to her" replied Kurt as he stood up and made his way to the door "Where is she?"
Blaine stood up and looked puzzlingly at Kurt "Probably in the study"
Kurt walked out the door closing it behind him leaving Blaine alone to his thoughts; he walked back down the large staircase and back through the lounge into a hall that led to study. He paused outside the door and knocked, he waited until he heard Mrs Anderson call
He slowly walked into the study and found Mrs Anderson sat on a couch by the fire, she put her head and looked at Kurt.
"Kurt, what a surprise what are you doing here, have you seen Blaine?"
Kurt looked down "Yes we have been talking but I wanted to talk to you actually"
Mrs Anderson sat round properly and motioned for him to join her, Kurt sat on the other end of the couch "What can I help you with sweetie; I know you must be having a tough time with this…situation"
Kurt smiled a little and sighed "Mr Anderson told me about you being in the same situation and I was wondering…how did you deal with it, I mean I know what happened in the end but I was just curious to hear your story"
Clair Anderson nodded "where should I start"
Kurt looked deep into her eyes and blinked a few times "I want to know what it like…to be turned"
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Ok, don't panic, there is a lot more angst and they are not suddenly going to be together (Obviously they will be at one point, you all knew that). I can't see Kurt just being ok with it or being turned because he is so confused and is doing his research on everything still. I'm not sure how old Blaine actually is, I can't decide, but in this story they are all biological family so I find it confusing as to how he would get to 17 and not age after that – if someone has the answer please let me know lol. I kind of just accepted the fact that it is really confusing and is what it is.
Thank you so much for your reviews they mean a lot to me, and don't worry I will make sure I will stick to what you all said (not to have Kurt be instantly ok with everything). Just wanted to add that I have just pulled myself back together after melting when Blaine told Kurt he loves him!
