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Chapter 2
Today is Monday, and a shitty one is will be. I woke up at 9 am as usually to get to work, people to see,
pictures to be taken a book to be written, the usual. I shower, dress my self with some sweats and a
tank top, didn't really matter what I wore because they're just going tell me to put on different clothes
when I get there. I take the elevator downstairs, I now had a much better apartment instead of the
shitty one I bought 2 years ago, life's good. I walk down through the lobby smile at the doorman as
always, get in my car and drive to work. But first I always stop by this cute little deli and get my coffee,
then continue to work. I get there at about 10:25 park my car, take another elevator up to the 6th floor.
And I see my boss Jessica, she's a sweet lady, you know when she's not yelling at me for not posing right
or not being on time, she comes up to me and hugs me kisses me on each cheek as I do the same, as she
does every day. "Hello darling! Ok, today we're shooting pictures for this new line of clothes called
"simply elegant" go to dressing room #4 and your clothes will be there, then just come out here and
smile for the camera or Javier, Ha Ha!" Jessica always joked around because it was obvious that Javier
had a thing for me, he's liked me since he's come to work here and that's been for about 4 months. He'd
repeatedly asked me on dates and I had politely said no. I mean Javier wasn't bad looking he was ok and
normally I would go for it, I'd have my fun with him for a little while and leave, that's just how I was. But
Javier was a really good guy, and a co-worker, I wouldn't want to break the poor kid's heart, I was just
too nice to do that. Ever since Robin and me had ended I hadn't really let anyone in romantically. Yea I
mean the guy was a horrible person who played with my heart to get in my pants but he did teach me
something very important , Don't trust anyone, not your best friend not your lover, no one. And so I
hadn't… yea, I had friends, a lot of friends actually but none of them knew about my past or anything,
yea they were like family to me the people I loved, but yet I never really let them in, they just think I
have. Snapping out of my little blast from the past I remember Jessica was there "Ha Ha your funny
…and ok I'll see you in a bit." Jessica smiled at me before I walked away to change, I tried to keep Robin
and the Titans out of my head, and avoid thought of them and their huge impact in my life. Sometimes I
forget they even exist until I have moment like this when I let my mind wander. Did me no good to think
about them , the past was the past, nothing I can and will do to change it. So I poised for photos as
Javier looked at me in amazement, at 6 pm I got my stuff together and was on the way out when Javier
asked what I was going to do for the rest of night and I give him the same reply as I always do, "I'm
busy." And don't even bother looking at his disappointed face, I didn't need guilt from him. I walk to my
car and check my phone while walking 5 missed calls 2 of them from kyle 1 from Eric 1 from Rob and 1
from Kayla. Texts from Kayla :Wana go clubin & the gang? Texts from Kyle: hey gorgeous wana
meet up up 2nite? Texts from Eric :hey baby Imy call me bak Texts from Rob: hey wats good you free
l8r? Times like this It makes me extremely grateful to have unlimited everything . Hmm…who to choose,
I could always hang out with Kayla another time, I saw Eric the other night, Kyle sounds like he's getting
attached, Rob sounds like fun tonight. This is just typical everyone texts to make plans, I make a
decision, go home put on something hot, drive to where ever I need to go, this is an everyday thing. I
figure I can go home really quick and change and meet Rob up, go back to his place, then I'll probably
leave at 10, 11 latest, then go clubbing with Kayla. Yea…that would work. I love my life, don't get me
wrong I could still be Starfire stuck here not knowing anyone or having any friends, or I could be
homeless or something. But I'm getting kind of …predictable, and not in the good way in the boring way.
I need some excitement, I need to do something…different. But now the question is …what could I do?