Emily watched, mesmerised by the girl who was dancing in rhythm to every song the DJ had played so far. It wasn't necessarily the music; it seemed kind of blocked out. But she wasn't. Her hips swayed as her feet moved, and her hands were pointing to the heavens. There was no doubt she was drunk enough to think God might pop out and give her a high 5, but not so paralytic to the point where she couldn't stand. Even now Emily couldn't put her finger on it what it was about this girl that made her feel the way she did by just watching her move. Her palms were sticky, and she had an overwhelming feeling in her heart that she couldn't control. She could it feel it race in her own chest, hear it even. It seemed to gain pace and her breath halted when the pouting female caught her eye. A smile crept up Naomi's face as she extended her hand towards the redhead. Emily rose, drink in hand, and made her way over.
They were best friends really, but neither of them would ever admit it to one another. A bit like a secret, a bit like the secret Emily had. But that was for her, and her only... for now.
The small girl couldn't help but chuckle at the moves her friend was inventing, as Naomi's body was slowly getting closer to the twin. Emily's eyes flashes up and met the blonde's once more, transfixed with one another. 'You're so beautiful, Em ...' the twin couldn't quite decide if the comment was sincere or just another effect of the vodka Naomi had been drinking all night. After all, she wasn't one to open up. She smiled in reply, only slightly, as to not let too much on. 'You know I mean it, don't you? You could have any one here but you're ...standing with me...' Slowly the tips of the blonde's fingers moved slightly to touch with her friends, not once breaking eye contact. The brushing of hands sent a tingle up her arm and through her body.
'I'd rather be with you, than anyone else...really' Emily's reply couldn't have been more perfect. Naomi bit her bottom lip as she edged closer. Every part of her existence was screaming no but her heart had taken over from her head.
The dance floor began to clear as the 2 girls moved closer to one another.
'I know I'm going to regret this in the morning Em...but you need to know... I, like, have these feelings .I don't understand them, really...But, it's like, I want to kiss you. Here... and now' Naomi looked towards the floor not knowing what to expect when her eyes were met once more with Emily's.
'...It's okay. I feel it too... I'm gay Naomi' the little ones heart felt like it was going to explode through her chest. This was it. The moment she'd been waiting for since middle school. She took in a sharp breath of air before feeling Naomi's lips brush hers. A smile swept across her face. This was it, finally this was it. Everything was perfect, Naomi was so perfect. Nothing could ruin the moment now.
'What the FUCK do you think you're doing ' Katie's words were short and harsh. It took a very drunk Naomi to register what had just happened.
'Stupid lezzer, I knew you would try to feel her up' Katie's eyes shot at the blonde's like daggers. If looks could kill then Naomi would most likely be 6 feet deep right now. A wave of confusion covered her face. What just happened?
Katie grappled Emily's arm whilst forcefully pulling her away. The younger twin felt powerless and could only present a look of pure sadness on her face to the obviously disappointed girl left on the dancefloor.
'What the fuck was that Em's, she had her dirty hands all over you' Katie spat out before shooting Naomi another look.
'Well... you know... she's drunk' Emily muttered, searching her head for a rational excuse.
'Yeh, and fucking delusional by the look of things' her eyes pinged back to her sister, who still had a mixture of confusion and hurt slapped across her face.
'Why the fuck are you looking at me like that... it's not like you did anything wrong. Is it' her words were more like a fact than a question. Emily didn't reply. Katie stood for a few seconds before her brain began to work and cotton on to what might have really happened. 'IS IT, Emily...' The older twin didn't want her suspicions of her sister to be true. The younger twin felt her heart beat strong against her skin, and through fear took the easy root to please Katie's doubts. And lied.
'No... You know what she can be like... A...a bit of a slag. She just...touched me. She just wants attention, like always' A wave of guilt spread through her body. In a way she was right, Naomi had just touched her. But the way she spoke to Katie indicated she didn't like it, when deep down, she really did.
'Yeh, proper lezzer slut that one' Katie giggled at her own statement.
A drunken voice cut in 'Charming Katie. Get you knickers down for anyone and I'M the slag. Okay.' Naomi shot a look at Emily 'You never really do know who your friends are, do you Emily' she shoved past the twins, knocking shoulders with Katie on the way past.
'Naomi.... NAOMI' Emily called the blonde, beckoning her to listen.
'Sorry Emily, but wouldn't want you sister to think I was trying to gay you up. Oh... but wait, I don't really have to try, do I' And with that she was gone.
'What was she fucking on about? God She's such a tosser' Katie popped back 2 pills as she said so.
Emily searched the crowd for a glimpse of bright blonde hair, unfortunate in her efforts.
'I don't know Katie. I really don't' .
