It's been a month since the girl with the broken smile came in that rainy night and I still couldn't get her out of my mind. Lately I've been throwing myself into my work. The bar was still doing great and there were still many stories that were told.
One night there was guy name Rob, he lost his girlfriend of ten years to a guy thirty years older than him… but the thing was, Rob was a millionaire and the older guy had nothing to his name. He asked me what I would do in his situation and I had to think for a while. My answer was that it was better to know that she wasn't in love with you before it got serious and now he can find the right one.
He also asked me if I had found the right one yet. I couldn't help but say yes and think of Bella at the same time. I wished I knew her last name or even her fucking number… my mind is going crazy. Every few seconds, I watch the door and hope she comes back in… but it staring to look like she was just a one nighter. I also told the guy about my ex and how she left me. It was for the best, if she didn't leave it wouldn't have opened my eyes and I wouldn't have gotten this bar.
I was in my office when I heard someone yelling for me. The door flies open and Jared walked in smiling like a jackass.
"What up fuckers?" he asked as he sat on my sofa.
I hold up some bills and other paper work for the bar. "What the hell does it look like I'm doing?"
"You know, you're no fun anymore." He said as throw pillow at me.
"Well one of us needs to be." I sighed.
"That why we have Sam" he said with cocky smile.
It was true Sam was more grown up then Jared and I. Sam always keeps us in line…Well try to for the most part. But there's times when he said 'fuck it and lets join in the fun.' Like the night we were all put in jail. You never let three drunken Rez kids with a car. It doesn't end to well at the end night. The cops were still trying to find out how we got the car high in the tree without killing or breaking the tree or us.
"So where is Sami boy? I thought he was coming in tonight to?" I asked.
"He's out there talking to Seth about school or something." Jared said as he waved his hand towards the bar entrance.
We walk out to the bar to see Sam sitting at the bar drinking a beer with Seth. There was hand full of people in the bar. On Friday night it can get busy. Mostly Fridays were guys' night. Jared and Sam come and hang, have some beers and goof off like old times.
"Hey Sami boy how is the wife and max?"
"They are good. Still coming to Max birthday next weekend?"
"Nothing would keep me from it." I said with smile.
Max was my little buddy since the day he was born. I think Jared and I was freaking out more than Sam was that day. It's probably because Jared and I were there when her water broke. Sam was helping Billy Black with his roof.
"I can't believe Max going to be three." Jared said taking drink.
Sam just got a smile on his face. Sam was born to be father. He is one the best I ever saw, maybe because my own was never around. Sam allowed me to move in with him when I was sixteen and soon after Jared moved in when he was eighteen. We lived together for two years before Sam met the love of his life, Emily. She was the girl next door; kind, sweet, smart, great cook and knew how to put Sam in his place. Later that same year, Jared met Kim and I met Rachel. Rachel came back from her first year of school. We met at a party and really hit it off… She was the only girl I ever loved.
"Yea I know but you see how fast it goes when Madison is born." Sam said as hit Jared on the back.
When Kim told him she was going to baby. He the happiest I even saw him. Then when he find out they was having a girl. He couldn't stop smiling…hell he still smiling. He said he was the luckiest guy in world because he has both his girls by him.
"When will she start dating? Uncle Paul is going to be there and scare the shit out the guy." I said with a laugh and took a drink.
Then I heard the door open and I stopped what we were talking about and looked to see that maybe it was her, but it was just Bill and Joe.
"Paul... What the fuck?" Jared yelled
"Don't worry about him. He's seeing if it was that girl from month ago." Seth said.
"What girl?" Sam asks cocking his eye brow.
"It's just some girl, it nothing." I said trying to play it off. I 'm going to kill Seth for telling them about Bella.
Since Rachel dumped my ass, they were trying to fix me help with girls, so I can be happy like them and start a family but I don't want to be tied down... I was tied down enough with the bar.
"No fucker there has to be more to it. The Paul I know wouldn't turn into a school girl every time that open." Jared said as he points his beer as me.
"He does have point Paul. I never saw you like this…well beside Rachel." Sam said in his dad voice.
"Fuck off, Okay she some girl that came in when it raining hard that one night." I growl at them.
"Not this bull shit with the rain again!" Jared said throwing his hands up in the air.
"Hey dumb ass, don't start!" I hiss back.
"Since the old man told you about that rain thing. That all you been about and I think you been holding out on this rain thing to bring in the right girl, then looking for yourself!" Jared yelled back at me.
At this time everyone get quite and is looking at us. Sam gets up from where he was sitting and get in front of us.
"Okay guys come down or I'll make you both go outside and fight it out!" Jared and I look at each other for long time.
Then started to laugh and hug each other. Even those I wanted to kick his ass, we are brothers and I can't be mad at him. I know he was just looking out for me, and he just want me be happy like him with a good girl and kids. In the back of mind I kind of have the feeling I'm never going to have it but that might change.
The rest the night got better. We just mess around and act like we was teenager again. I got home around two. As I pull in my drive way and see there no light on and no one waiting there for me. Makes one think about what Jared said. Maybe I'm waiting for the damn rain to bring in the right girl for me.
I got undress and jump into my bed and pass out. Only to be woke at 7 for my morning run. I put on some short and my shoes. I put my head phone on and run out my door. I ran about hour until I saw Lilly wave at me. Lilly and I hook up here and there for over year. She was nice girl she moved to the Rez when she seventeen. Never talk to her until I woke up next to her after a bbq.
I pull out my head phones as I run up to her. "What up Lil?"
"Nothing… just been busy with work and stuff. How is the bar?" she said eyeing me up and down. I knew what she wanted.
I get close to her and get close to her ear.
"Do you really care about the bar or this?" I move some the hair on her neck and give her kiss then bite.
When I hear the moan from her lip I knew what I was into for. We hit every wall as kiss going to her bedroom. As we reach it she was just in her panties. I have to say the girl have great assets. I pick her up and lay her on the bed. I start kissing her all over until I reach her underwear. I pull them off and enter her fast and hard. One thing I like with Lilly I don't have to do any of that for play shit.
As I go faster and deeper in her. She keep moaning my name and running her nails down in my back. As she cum I did too little after. I put my boxer and short back on and say bye to her and ran back to my place. That how my sex life go any more get in there fast and out fast.
Around five I head to the bar. I was the first one there like always. I was sitting in my office doing some paper and stuff as Seth and Ben came here. We get everything set up for tonight. People started to come in around seven.
Around ten Ben came here to ask if he can take break. I walk out to the bar was almost full like it is on Saturdays nights. Seth was hitting on some girls trying to their numbers. Hour went by I was talking to Jack and his friends went Ben came back of his brake.
I said good bye to the guys and started to walk into my office. When I heard the door open I knew better than to look. I kinda gave up hope for Bella to ever come in again. When I put my hand on the knob I had the feeling to look so I did. There was she was looking round then her eyes land on me. There was the broken smile that I couldn't stop thinking about.