I looked at the blonde and smiled excitedly "PAM!" I yelled and she was in front of me within a second and hugged me close and I hugged her back excited "its been so long….what are you doing here?" I asked and then I looked around myself confused "the better question is what am I doing ehre and where am i?" I asked and pam smiled at me.

"your at fangtasia and here are some clean clothes" she said handing me a strapless black sundress I like with black silk and goes to above my knees I pulled on some lacey arm warmers that goes up my wrist to just below my elbows and a pair of black boots to my calves. I sighed a bit and I cleaned the blood off my face and put on some eyeliner, eyeshadow, and some mascara and pulled my hair half back and it curled naturally. I walked out with pam and she put a black choker around my neck I smiled at her and I got myself a shirley temple. I sat down and drank it for a while and remember how I became what I am.

-Flashback-

I was walking home from a friends house in a flappers dress my hair curled and with a feather I was a singer and a witch I was supposed to be going hunting but I skipped it to go with my friends.

"wow..look at the crazy man handing out papers of fish and looking for money…how gross" marla said in her own flapper dress that's blue and shimmery with a matching feather.

"I know.." I said rolling my eyes a guy grabbed my dress and looking at me.

"please ma'am I need some money…please I beg of you" he said I kicked him aside and he grabbed my arm whirling me into a wall.

"you…are such a rich brat…you think you have it easy….trying living forever watching everyone die around me. To have no money because you have to pay for everything without anyone knowing your there" he said his hair wild and tangled his eyes crazy.

"i-i-I im sorry" I whisperd he laughed and whispered some word I couldn't understand "please don't do this" I writhed in annoyance and he laughed at me.

"you care CURSED to live forever staying the same age and with your powers…stuck inside you…never able to find true love that will live as long as you can…have fun with it" he whispered licking my lips and kissed me I struggled when I tasted copper going into my body. He pulled away and smirked "one last piece" he whispered slicing his hand with his teeth then he did the same with my hand and fused our blood forever. "good luck" he whispered pulling back "and next time…don't you dare say no to a needy begger"

I went home and thought about what happened but ten years later I haven't even changed and it kept going till now and I killed werewolves and had left my house after ten years. I have walked the earth alone except for a vampire friend of mine pam.

-End flashback-

I sat there with the look on my face and I saw someone waving their hand in my face it was a blonde and I noticed everyone staring at him I gulped a bit shocked his shoulder length blonde hair frames his face nicely. His eyes were very blue I like it a lot and he raised an eyebrow holding out a hand toward me.

I took it after a second of hesitation and he pulled me up to the dais and I sat with him for a while and he looked at me closely "your friends with pam aren't you?" he asked and a girl walked up with a phone looking nervous.

"can I take your picture?" she asked nervously and I smiled a bit behind my hand and eric let his fangs out and smirked at the poor girl.

"of course" he said and long shadow is behind the girl I raised an eyebrow and just as she took it her phone was taken and smashed I rolled my eyes.

"No pictures" longshadow said smirking and she looked at him annoyed and was acting preppy.

"well I was told by him I could take it" she said snootily making me laugh a bit.

"he never said you could keep it" I said arms crossed over my chest rolling my eyes she stalked off after sneering at me and I smirked a bit.

"now about my question" he said I looked at him with a small smile.

"I met pam a century ago and we became good friends" I said smiling "I saved her from a pack of werewolves" I said shaking my head at the memory.

The night ended and I went home and then I went to see eric again but fangtasia was closed I heard erics and sookies voices. I frowned and went inside and eric saw me and raised an eyebrow I lit a cig and stood there with a smirk on my face taking a drag.

"that's a nasty habit smoking along with coming inside when not asked to" Eric said looking at me I smirked and flicked ash into the ashtray.

"yeah I know but when I am not told about something like this especially dealing with my best friend I get a tad worried" I said looking at him levelly he glared and I glared right back pam smiled at me and I smiled at her "you oaky sook?" I asked looking at eric still

"yeah I am fine" she assured me I snapped my gaze to her and nodded straightening my off the shoulder black sweater and looked at my skinny jeans and calf high high heel boots. I took another drag and leaned against the wall. I watched sookie interrogate everyone and soon I put my cig out and ran without thinking and squinted my eyes and longshadow flew into a wall and I stood by sookie looking at longshadow and he tackled me down and I whipped my belt off remembering it was silver and put it around his neck. He stopped moving and I glared at him and eric towed him off sookie hugged me freaking out and I stroked her hair glaring at eric angrily and hissed.

"bill take her on her date and then home I need to talk to eric" I said a couple beer bottles burst and he took sookie away.

"what lily?" he asked I snarled at him and stomped my foot .

"you asshole you didn't even try to stop longshadow at all!" I yelled at him and sookie along with bill stopped as I yelled at eric. "he could have killed her! All you care about is yourself your pathetic!" I yelled my eyes going darker with each word.

"don't talk to me like this come into my office" he said I followed him storming off and eric stopped "stay bill sookie please" he said they nodded and sat down. I stood in the office and he shut the door I paced back and forth and he watched while sitting in his chair.

"will you stop staring at me like that!" I yelled he sighed and rolled his eyes at me and sipped a glass of blood.

"I will stare at you however I want.." he said "and would you relax okay…she is fine and that was amazing what you did what else can you do?" he asked casually

"I can be telepathic, I can regenerate as well" I said looking at him and with tears in my eyes "and I am immortal.." I whispered the last part "I am cursed to walk the world forever never finding love, never being happy until I saw sookie and became good friends with her.." I said holding myself together it seemed with my arms around my stomach like I was falling apart at the seams I felt a tear roll down my face. "I always realize how alone I am everytime I go home to my apartment with all of my memories from my family..i still have clarity and my greatest nephew Alec but…its not the same" I whispered looking away.

"really…you could always work with me…" he whispered standing up and walking around hi desk I glared at him and felt a few more tears fall free. I looked away and wiped my eyes laughing at myself.

"this is priceless…okay…no I don't want your pity" I said going to walk out he grabbed my arm and whirled me around into his arms making me put my hands on his chest to keep a distance between us.

"its not pity…its more along the lines of…understanding what your going through I wanted this…you not so much but I do know how it feels to be alone" he said and he leaned down putting a kiss to my forehead.