Hi again.. second chapter of the fanfic! :)
Fanfic: You, Me, He and She
Chapter 2
Natsu thinks about the strange feeling he has.
I own nothing.
I, too, have somebody on my mind, and I have told you this many times as well.
"You'll never get a girlfriend like that!" Lucy scolded him when he had upset Happy. A certain white-haired girl flashed through his mind.
Giving a grunt, he hissed venomously, "why don't you just shut up?" The pinkette didn't see her pained expression as he stormed off.
What right did she have to say that? The way she said it too.. she didn't have the right to remind him of Lisanna! Lisanna.. there's only one Lisanna Lasagna. Lucy could be his Lushy, but not Lisanna. Rude, insensitive friend he has! Doesn't she know?
Doesn't she know?
Doesn't she know?
Realization struck Natsu, hard, and he remembered. Lucy didn't know about Lisanna. A pang of guilt was felt in his heart, but he didn't want to go back right now.
He just wanted some alone time.
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What did she do?
Did she say anything to offend him?
Did she insult her.
Lucy still stood in her place stiffly, her confused and hurt look plastered on her face. She was a goddamn idiot. She should've thought before she spoke.
The blonde shook her had sadly to get the thoughts out of her head and went to where Happy was sulking. Lucy took a seat next to the blue cat and sighed gloomily. "Happy, you alright?" She asked worriedly.
Happy gave a quiet sigh and nodded silently.
"That's nice to hear," Lucy muttered quietly, "I think I upset Natsu somehow.."
Happy rose a thin and nearly imaginary eyebrow, "really?" He sounded surprised. "What did you say to him?"
Lucy bit her lip, "something about not being able to score a girlfriend if he kept upsetting you like that.. or maybe something else.." Happy rose an eyebrow in surprise and gaped at her.
"You must've reminded him of Lisanna."
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"Natsu?"
"Luce! Sorry, I wasn't thi-"
"Wanna tell me about Lisanna?"
After that, he could talk more about his deceased friend. Natsu chided in at the mention of Lisanna, and pointed out what reminded him of Lisanna. The pinkette enjoyed talking about Lisanna, what she was like and how they had raised Happy together. She sounded like a really nice girl..
..And for some reason, there was a pang in Lucy's chest.
But around these days, we no longer talk with one another.
Lisanna was dead, and he knew that. He missed her a lot, and he really liked describing her to Lucy, who nodded with every word he said. He missed the squirming she did when he mentioned her because he was too into what he was saying. He didn't catch the saddened gleam in her eyes because he was looking up at the heavens, where she was surely at. He didn't hear Lucy mutter some heartbroken words because he was chattering too excitedly.
But he was happy. Why? He finally got to talk about the old friend he missed. Around these days, years, he didn't talk to her anymore.
Because she was gone.
Nobody could change that.
Natsu wanted to touch her again, to sleep with her again, to tease her again, to be friends with her again.
But every time these words entered his mind, he felt guilt wash over him, and when he looked to Lucy, who now looked fine, he kept on wondering.
Did he only want her to join because she laughed like her?
Did he only invite her to join because she acted like her?
Did he only ask her to join because she reacted similarly to her?
Did he ask her to join only because he could sleep with her?
Was Lucy Heartfilia a replacement?
Every time, he denied it.
Because, he didn't feel the feelings he had for Lisanna for Lucy. It wasn't the same.
Natsu Dragneel denied it with all his heart, but somewhere..
there was a small voice, echoing out his true feelings.
He stomped out the tiny flame, refusing to give into his honest thoughts.
A more serious chapter, and it's shorter than before..
See you all next chapter~ :)