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So this is chapter two, hope you guys enjoy it, it took me awhile to write because i didnt really know how to develop the story. Special thanks to my beta edwardandbellabelong2gether for her work on this chapter!

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Tuesday: Day 2

Green. That is all I could see behind my eye lids. Cold. Why was it so freaking cold? So much green. There were intense shades of green, light shades of green; 'in-between' shades of green. Fuck, why all the green! I peered down at my hands and guess what color they were? That's right, fucking green.
I must be having a bad trip because my hand had just morphed into a figure. 'Mmhh, day javu?' Oh no, heaven cannot give me a break this week can they? My hand just morphed into him! His messy brown and copper hair resting on his head grew from my fingers. And his eyes. Oh my god, his eyes were just screaming 'fuck me'! "To bad you don't know how to," he answered my unspoken question. I can't stand this anymore!

There it is again, my white ceiling. While having my nightmare I had managed to rip off my covers. They were now lying in heap on the wooden floor. "Well that explains the freezing temperature," I grumbled incoherently. I turned to my alarm clock: 3:11am. It was the second day in a row that I had nightmares. And what's a nightmare without a monster? A green eyed monster in my case.

I stood up and stretched my arms and back. All the sleep was gone from my eyes and there was no chance of being able to go back to bed. I made my way to the bathroom. I went about my typical morning routine, except it was three hours early, thanks to him.

This would do wonders for my under eyes. 'Was I always this sarcastic with lack of sleep?' I couldn't bring myself to care. I checked my nose in the mirror. Luckily, I had no visible bruise marks or inflammation.

So there was a god after all, eh? An audible gasp escaped from my lips, fury built up in me. I can't believe that he is affecting me this much. Two and a half years of high school and having Edward Cullen in most of my classes and living in my second home was bound to have some effect on me. Only it was one that I loathed. I think I'm the only person in the world who hates someone so much that they fell in love with them. That's right, I'm in love with the prick! What a twisted heart I have. Well clearly, I must be a masochist.

I sighed.
Who am I kidding? I get the chance to meet the human Adonis and all I do is make my life miserable. I should get over him. All this thinking and obsessing over him is making me sexually frustrated, a bitch and my self-preservation is lowering significantly. That hit yesterday could have broken my nose, maybe an arm with my luck. On the other hand though, I couldn't just get over him. Sure he might be a bastard. But if you search deep enough, Edward is a nice guy.
He has the perfect grades; he is a selfless person when it comes to his family, musically talented, popular, and athletic. What more could a girl want?

Alice and Rosalie knew about my high school crush on their brother even before I did. They were excited about it and had no problems pointing it out to me. Those two would always try to help me, but I refused. I just don't have what it takes.
But that reaction I got from him yesterday was amazing. I went on a power trip, took it out on him and left him speechless. I would have to try that again soon.

I walked back to my room and lay back down at my bed. It was now 4:15am. I made up my mind about what I had to do. I wanted to break out of my shell and show to Edward that I'm he girl he needs.
The attraction had to be there already, I mean 'little Edward' came out to play and everything. And let me tell you, he is not so little. Ugh! Did I mention that I am sexually frustrated?
Before I could change my mind I grabbed the blackberry that Alice and Rose and insisted they get me for my birthday since it was the "new trendy thing", whatever that meant.
I skillfully typed a short message which I'm sure Alice would understand.

Fine, you win. I'm in.

Only a minute and 45 seconds later my cell phone rang. I was impressed. I knew how long it had been because I timed it on my blackberry. It was a nifty little thing to have. I put up a fuss about it when Rose and Alice bought for me but I secretly loved it. I didn't have to look at the caller ID to know who was on the other end.

"You're serious about this, right Bella?" the chirpy, overly excited voice sounded through the phone.

"Yes, Alice, do with me what you will. Just help me out. I want this. I want him. I w-want your brother."

"Ok, Bella. You know what you've gotten yourself into. You cannot back out!" By the sound of Alice's voice, she was probably jumping around in her bed, or on her way to wake up Rose. Or maybe she was jumping up and down ON her way to go wake up Rose.

"ROSE, WAKE YOUR GORGEOUS WHITE ASS UP!"

I held the phone away from my ear as she yelled that.

"It's 4:30 in the goddamn morning Alice! Go take some fucking Benadryl and go back to sleep, pixie"
AHH looks like option three was correct. Hearing this was certainly much more fun than watching television.

"Rosalie Hale Cullen, if you shut up for 15 seconds you'll know exactly why I woke you up. I promise, you will NOT be disappointed."

"Fine, what is it Alice?" Wow, Ms. I-never-forgive-anyone-for-disrupting-my-beauty-sleep gave up that easily? Stupid Alice and her infectious good mood.

"Bella has agreed to THE offer." I was imagining her smug smile and Rose's eyes opening wide due to the discovery. I heard static on the phone and I was then met with another familiar voice.

"Bella have you showered yet?" Rose's voice was stern.

"Yes Goldie I did." Rose hated that name. I snickered to myself. Short spouts of revenge for what they were going to put me through were better than nothing.

"Don't get dressed; Alice and I will be there in ten." After that, the call was ended and I was left alone to revel in my fear of what was to come.

It was now 4:50am and was getting sleepy once again. Not a good thing when in a few minutes day two of hell week would begin. Stupid life.

A&R (another nick name for the pair) are most likely planning, or overlooking the plans they had already made ages ago, about how to get me into 'tip top shape'. Whatever that meant.

At 5:00am, A&R came strutting into my room. "How did you guys get in?" I was mystified at how I didn't even hear them come in. Maybe their 6 inch heels scared the lock away. A chuckle escaped my lips, I crack myself up.

"The spare key under the door mat silly." Alice answered as if that was the most obvious thing in the world. She probably sensed my questioning glance. She had great Bella-sense meaning she somehow was always able to know what I was thinking or anticipate my every move. "You're so predictable Bella. But that will ALL change by Saturday." An evil gleam sparkled in her eye. Rose stayed oddly quiet. They must be very serious with this whole thing.

Alice looked under my bed and pulled a suitcase twice her size from beneath it. Uh oh, she found all the clothes she bought me in past shopping trips. Again, how does she KNOW?
"Again Bella, you're really predictable." This time it was Rose who spoke. Both girls had a smile on their faces. They stalked forward as a predator watches their prey. And so the torture begins...

By 7:15am, I was at Forks high school and, as requested by Rose and Alice, parked in the middle on the parking lot.

Alice kept saying it was for my "coming out. Stupid Alice and her vocabulary. But, once again, I cannot complain. A&R glammed me up pretty well. I was wearing dark skinny jeans with the high heeled version of Chuck Taylor's in navy blue and white. The shirt was a long sleeve navy blue that had a low v-neck cut to expose just enough cleavage and white accessories. They even lent me a cool white tote bag with the band "the Bravery" on the front. This is now officially my favorite outfit. My hair was curled slightly, just to give it some shape. And to complete the outfit I had some light powder, blush, mascara and lip gloss. I don't know what I was so scared about!

Everyone complimented me on how I looked. Stupid Mike Newton told me I "looked good for a change." He was smiling and obviously thought he had given me the best compliment any guy has given to a girl. Stupid Newton.

My classes passed by in a blur. It was soon lunch time and I was a nervous wreck... I hadn't seen Edward since yesterday during biology, and he didn't he look at me because he would start laughing!
And now I had to face him once again! I needed to get a power trip and fast.

I can't let him know I'm intimidated by him. I took a deep breath and strolled into the cafeteria. Outside, it seemed like I was poised and ready to conquer, but on the inside, my mantra went from 'I can do this' to 'please don't trip'.

I made it to the table safe and sound and ended up next to the monster himself. And he was looking quite delicious too. He was wearing low Levis that hugged him in all the right places. He was freshly shaven; he had a button down black shirt.
He left the first two buttons undone to expose a sliver of his fantabulous chest to the world (Oh dear lord, did I just say that? I need new friends with better vocabulary). His sleeves were rolled up in typical Edward fashion. God, I wanted to jump him right now, so very badly.

I looked around the table, Alice next to Jasper (her long time and awesomely cool boyfriend), Rose next to Emmett (huggable teddy bear who was rose's boyfriend). I said hi to all of them, and then let my eyes wonder over to Edward. He was staring at me, open mouthed. I think that's a good thing. Uh oh, power trip has arrived.

"Like what you see? Or are you so dumb that you can't stop yourself from drooling?" Alice was shocked that I had said something like this. She was proud, I could tell, for I also have a bit of Alice-sense. Edward snapped out of it and shifted in his seat. "Wow Swan your insults have now entered into the '8th grade' zone."

Smug bastard.
No, better yet, Stupid bastard.
"Very funny caveman, remember we're staying after school to work on our biology project. I'm not getting stuck with it this year once again" Edward just saluted me, army style, "Yes 'mam!" Emmett and jasper couldn't stop laughing after that, no doubt planning on the next round of Bella-nicknames.

The conversation at the table started off again after the several minute long laugh attack. Emmett was talking about football, Alice was talking about about how ugly the team's uniforms were and Rose was checking herself out in the mirror. It was a typical day in the cafeteria for us.

Edward met my eyes when I looked toward him. I held his intense gaze. The electricity was starting up at full force. His green eyes were darker today and I'm sure my brown eyes were probably darker also.

I pulled my hand into a fist to keep myself from reaching out to grab his face. He was struggling internally too. He opened his mouth to say something, but of course, Ms. wouldn't-you-love-to-shoot-me walked up behind Edward, causing him to look away from me.

"Hey Edward!" Well, wasn't she over excited. Edward hated over excited, this should be fun to watch.

"Hey Jessica." His voice was... un-annoyed. In fact it was almost, as if he was flirting with her! In front of my face. The bastard!

Jessica giggled and I visibly flinched. "I just wanted to come over and say hi, and that you looked awesome today while you were presenting your French project."

Wow, she is such a kiss ass. Edward just gave her his crooked grin, my crooked grin. I cleared my throat trying to stop this horrendous flirting. Edward turned around only to glare at me, and faced Jessica once again. "Hey Jessica, you want to go grab a coffee after school" THE BASTARD! He just can't stop hurting me can he?

"Oh my God, that would be super cool, Edward. I'll meet you by your car after school! Bye!" She bent down (intentionally showing Edward some boobage) and planted a kiss on his cheek. She was trying to be cute or sexy; I'm not sure which one. She looked more like 'whorish' to me. Jessica walked away swaying her hips more than necessary while Edward stared at her ass. He is not getting away with this one!

I banged my fist on the table. Everyone turned to stare at me, shock written on their face. "You are such an ass! Did you forget already that I need you to help me with the project after school?" My voice was stern and demanding, filled with rage.
"Bella, the project is not all you need my help with."

"Can you stop trying to insult me and be serious for one minute Edward? You always do the same thing! Some skanky bimbo comes around and you ditch me for them. I'm tired of this game, Edward! When will you just put your focus on me"
My rage was coming with such incredible force. I couldn't control it. I was done with him leaving me for last.
He was always taking advantage of my feelings for him so I would finish the tedious projects. I was tired of how an air-head would catch his attention more than me, someone with a functional brain. I was fed up.
"Do your own project then, I'll talk to Mr. Banner regarding your new arrangements!" I got up and bolted out of the cafeteria. Alice called after me, but I paid no attention to her, I just kept running until I was in the fiction center at the school Library.

I put my back against the wall and slid down, hands tangles in my hair and my head between my knees.
Tears were running down my face. I let myself be engulfed by self pity. I knew I should have expected something like that; it wasn't rocket science to decipher Edwards's actions.

Something hit me then, the memory of my furious words replayed in my head, 'When will you just put your focus on me'
Oh sweet lord, what did I say? This is just giving Edward what he wants. He wants to drive me crazy; his ego feeds off of that!

'This is just great.' Stupid anger! By the time the bell rang for me to get going to my next class, I had somehow managed to calm myself down. I had cried myself dry, and I liked it that way. Feeling numb was better than feeling anything at all. I stood up, wiped my eyes and headed towards biology. I was going to ignore him. He would have no more power over me.

I got to class about a minute after the bell rang. Edwards's eyes flashed to mine. I failed to look at him. Instead I stared into nothing. His eyes, though, were still on me as I walked down the aisle and sat next to him. He gave up trying to grab my attention. He finally turned towards the teacher and started to take notes, and I did the same. It did not escape my notice though, that Edward's eyes flashed back to me every so often.
As if he was checking up on me.

The bastard and his mind games. The class passed by fairly quickly, no words were uttered between us still. When the bell rang signaling the end of the day, I stood up to leave, but I felt shock of electricity around my wrist. I looked down to see Edward's arm reach out, his hand clutching my wrist. His head bowed low and he was still sitting in his seat.

"Bella," his voice sounded hoarse. "We need to talk."

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ok so that was a cliffy, i think. sorry about that. I promise to update as soon as i can this week, i have FCAT sooo i wont be that busy jejeje.

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