The Darkest Day Chapter 2: A moonless night, a twilight fanfic

The Darkest day
Chapter One
A moonless night
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"Never loose faith Bella. I will always love you. Please move on." It only made me want to die. But I cried my little heart out as proceeded to curl up farther and farther into the darkness.

B.P.O.V.

I sat there while the pain just over whelmed me. I no longer had any family. It was hard that they would leave. I guess Edward, the Cullen's, and I were just now meant to be. The only I have ever wanted was to have a happy family. I knew there were going to be things wrong with the relationship I just knew it. I really didn't spend a lot of time with Edward but I can't do anything about that when really my job is to protect.

The moon was bright and full but I was only covered in a dark, moonless night. There was too much pain in my body to do anything but weep. I know my father wouldn't like to see this.

"Bella..." I heard a soft whisper. I didn't want to look for fear that I would only be hurt more. I knew it was someone that wanted to help but I didn't want the help. I wanted to shiver away and die. The pain was too much for me and no assassin should feel this. I am a disgrace to be an assassin. We don't have and or show feelings. We are cold hearted but it comes with the job and you learn to live with it.

"Bella..." The whisper said again. I still refused to move. I didn't want to look up for fear that it was one of the Cullen's or even some how one of my friends.

"Bella..." I only cried. I think who ever was saying this was getting mad.

"Bella Marie Hanson Swan look at me this god damn minute!" The whisper(which wasn't a whisper now) yelled at me. I sat up and saw my father looking at me in pain.

"Father..." I just couldn't face him so I turned away. The next thing I know he was sitting next to me forcing me to look at him.

"Daddy...I...just...I don't know what to do anymore." I broke out in tears again. Some how he was a full ghost and was able to touch me like he materialized right in front of me.

"Bella my dear, this can happen. I am sorry that it had to happen to you. I never wanted you to feel this. It was hard for your mother and I but I will never know how we made it last. I never want to see you like this. It kills me to see you like this. Please don't feel the pain. There is a way to bloke it out." He said hugging me.

"Dad, this is just too much. I want to shiver away and die. The pain is too much and no assassin should feel this. I am a disgrace to be an assassin. We don't have and or show our feelings. We're cold hearted and it comes with the job and you just learn to live with it. But why? Why is it that I'm the only disgrace when it comes to being an assassin? Why is it that I'm the only one who can't control her feelings? Why am I the one who is always hurt? Why daddy? Why did it have to happen to me?" I said crying even harder.

"Bells you aren't a disgrace. So you're a soft hearted assassin. It does help. Being cold hearted isn't good. I know that you let your mother die and trust me if you knew some of the things that she has said then you wouldn know that she doesn't hate you. Bella please stop. It happens to everyone. Edward is just...he doesn't know what to do with a girl like you because he has never ever had to protect you. For once Bella, let some one else protect you. It doesn't show that you are weak. No more tears." He said. I looked at him.

"I let my own mother die because she hates the fact that I took after you. How is that not being cold hearted? I let the one I love slip away because I had to get whoever hurt you and killed you."

"Bella, your mother is really hurt that that was the last thing she told you. Please if you could hear some of the things she has said. Now she sees you like this...please talk to her." He said.

"Dad, she's dead. How can I?" I asked. He smiled.

"Same way you talk to me." I looked at him confused.

"You come when I need you, not when I call you." I said. He looked at me but at the same time past me.

"You're right but right now you need both of your parents." He smiled and pointed to my other side. I looked over to see my mother sitting next to me crying. I can't believe that she would actually want to see me.

"Mom..." I said. She was smiling.

"Bella...I never meant to hurt you. I didn't know that you were serious when you said for him to kill me. I was shocked at the fact that you are an assassin and the fact that you probably have more knowledge then anyone I know besides your father. I never wanted to see my little girl grow up to be what her father is. I'm really sorry for what I said. I know I hurt you bad." She started crying and it only mad me cry even more. We were hugging and I just... I don't know.

"Mom, I'm sorry for letting you die. I never meant to do that. I love you so much and I need you more then ever." She looked at me in confusion.

"I love you too baby but what's wrong? The strongest girl I know shouldn't be in tears." She said. She was now the mother that I loved.

"Edward and the whole family left." It only made me hurt more and now the tears were thick.

"Why? Did they tell you?" I shook my head as I just hugged her tighter.

"They didn't really say much just that they were leaving. Mom I have never hurt so much in my life. Please mom, make the pain go away." I said.

"Oh dear." I knew she was looking at Charlie with a look of concern on his face. I knew he would be shrugging because he was never really good with stuff like this.

"I know Edward loves you. Call him and try to talk to him. If he doesn't pick up then just leave him a message. It will get across if you do it just right." I knew my father was smiling because it has happened to them once before. My mother left my father before they really left and she felt really bad so she sung him a song saying that she was sorry and that she wished that he would forgive her and he did. That night they made me and I didn't need to know that but oh will what can I say.? They're parents.

"Okay I will." I said. I felt my mother slip away. I looked over at my father and he was fiding slowly too.

"Bella we love you but we have to go now. We will always be here when you need us. Don't be afraid to call." And with that they were now a cloud as they left.

I sat there and the next few hours I cried. Cried for my mother, for my father, for my friends, and for Edward. I finally decided to make that call.

It was around three in the morning and I knew I had to do it some time. I called and he didn't pick up. There wasn't any messeage or anything just a beep. I took a deep breath and almost broke out crying and hung up but instead I calmed down and left him a message.

"I know you don't want to talk to me but please hear me out before you go and delete this.

You fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy for you
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do." With the end of the song I hung up hoping that he got the whole message and that he could forgive me. I crawled on the couch again and went slowly to sleep...dreaming a sleepless night...

Okay yes it was sad.
Song that Bella sang to Edward was Almost lover by A Fine Frenzy.
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