A/N: So I don't own Glee or any of the characters. They belong to Ryan Murphy and Glee. I also don't own the song used, that all belongs to Scouting For Girls.

This takes place during season 3, set a few days after The First Time.

Song used: .com/watch?v=11mkTm0WpBU

Summary: Blaine can't stop thinking about Sebastian

Blaine didn't show up. Blaine Anderson, the golden boy didn't even fucking show up for their coffee date. He didn't text Sebastian back that night, so Sebastian took his whole day off to wait like some love-sick puppy for Blaine to show up. Only he didn't. He never showed and Sebastian was let down, again. He'd prepared a song to play when Blaine came in. They were better at communicating through music than actual words.

Only Blaine never came in, he never replied to Sebastian's numerous texts either, texts asking, What time? and Where are you? At six Sebastian left, he'd been there for at least six hours and he wasn't waiting anymore. He should have known not to trust Blaine. He had the guts to sing to Sebastian in front of his fucking boyfriend but not to actually show up and talk to Sebastian. "Well fuck him," he thought to himself, "I don't need Blaine Anderson. Let him go back to his own stale relationship, I have my own life."

Sebastian was out the door now, heading towards his car. He was going to go get hammered and head of to Scandels. That's when he saw Blaine, getting out of his car and starting to walk to the Lima Bean but wait, that's when he saw the other boy getting out of the car as well, laughing and smiling with Blaine,

Kurt.

"Oh." He thought to himself. Blaine not only ditched their date, he waited until he thought he'd have given up and brought his boyfriend along instead. He didn't know what he was thinking but he couldn't think of any reasons not to do it. He didn't want to show Blaine that he'd gotten to him, Blaine didn't know how long he'd been waiting so he could play this game however he wanted to. He stopped walking right in front of the two, forcing the boys to acknowledge his existence instead of ignoring him like they'd been trying to.

"Oh Hey Blaine and if it isn't your little boyfriend Gayface" he grinned smugly as he addressed the two boys never letting his confidence fall. Blaine deserved to have the awkwardness thrust upon him but Sebastian would never let him know that he was genuinely upset but being stood up.

"What do you want Sebastian?" Kurt replied, clearly not in the mood for the many insults Sebastian was ready to throw at him.

"Well, I was just leaving after having a lovely day chatting up a guy in there, who showed his feelings by giving me a blow job in the bathroom stalls," he said lying through his teeth and feeling satisfaction after seeing the disgusted look on Kurt's face and the mixture of anger and jealousy on Blaine's. "Anyway, I decided I'd leave after that only to bump into you to in the parking lot."

"Who was this guy?" Blaine suddenly questioned, Sebastian found his smile broadening at Blaine's expression, he was never too great at hiding his feelings. Jealously, Blaine's face was painted with jealously and Sebastian couldn't help but feel like he deserved every second of it.

"Oh, you want a name? Never got it. All I know that this guy was begging for it." He took in their expressions, Kurt looking like he was about to be sick and Blaine looking quite, well, upset. He heart started to feel heavy at his, but Blaine deserved it. He put Sebastian through hell and Sebastian didn't take shit from anyone, especially people who sang him love songs and then stood him up. He brushed off the angry glares and decided to leave, without saying goodbye he got into his car and drove off. Not throwing Blaine Anderson or his stupid boyfriend a second glance.

OOOOO

It had been hours since he left the Lima Bean and he was only just arriving home after spending the past time at Scandels, sat at the bar drinking, dancing and eventually getting a blow job from some blond haired guy he met after his 4th vodka and coke.

He didn't know how he got home safely but he did, his parents weren't in, again. Wait, were they? "No." He muttered to himself after finding the note on the fridge.

Sorry Sweetie, I know we've only been back a week and have barely seen you but we're working on a very important client and I know you understand, we put more money on your card so you can buy everything you need you. You know our number in case of emergencies. Not sure when we'll be getting back, we're in France in case you need us. I've left the number for our hotel so if we're not picking up there's an alternative. Be careful, we'll be back before you know it.

Your Mother.

Since he became 14 that was the story of his life, his parent's would go away on an important business call or holiday leaving him behind with childminders or housekeepers, but since he turned 15 they didn't bother with them anymore. So he would be left on his one for a few days, his parent's would return with gifts for him, they would stay for a few days and then when we got home from school the only thing that would be waiting for him would be a note taped to the refrigerator.

When he was younger he used to cherish these notes and keep them with him to remind himself that they would be coming back and that they loved him, even if they never said it. Now he barely glanced over them, they were always the same. Apologising for leaving, saying that they were working or that they needed a break, saying they had left money, mentioning numbers and then Your Mother. No love Mum, no kisses or hugs and only a number in case of emergencies never, if you want to talk call us or you'll call you when we land or we miss you, ring us anytime. He was only allowed to call if there was an emergency, not if he missed his parents.

Sighing to himself he started to look through the fridge, upon finding nothing he liked he decided that he wasn't hungry. It was now 10 and Sebastian thought it was time to watch some tv. He went through his father's alcohol and found some red wine, and that's what he did for the hour, drink while watching some soap opera. The realised he hadn't checked his phone that evening.

1 missed call

1 new text message

Both from Blaine. Oh. Now he wanted to talk? Too fucking bad. Sebastian opened the text.

I'm so sorry for not turning up. Really, I'm so so sorry. How about tomorrow? Please just here me out.

Sebastian instantly replied.

Fuck off Anderson. Take your boyfriend instead.

Sent. That should get Blaine off of his back. Or so he thought. 8 minutes later, just as he was drifting off to sleep he got a phone call.

"What the fuck do you want?" he snarled into the receiver.

"Oh. Sorry"

"Is that it?"

"I.. um.."

"Spit it out Anderson."

"I'm sorry, can I make up for it? I'll take you to lunch tomorrow. I'll pay."

"As terrible as that sounds I'm busy." Sebastian lied.

"Oh. Doing what?"

"Better things than getting stood up two days in a row."

"Sebastian I'm sorry, I was ready to go and then Kurt showed up on my doorstep. I tried to say I was going somewhere and he insisted he come along but I didn't want to take him to where I was meeting you so we went clothes shopping until he made me take me to the Lima Bean, I thought you'd be gone by then."

"Well, I was about to leave. You treated me like a joke Blaine, like shit. Fuck off."

"Sebastian please!"

"No. I had everything arranged, when you walked a song was going to play and you-y-y.. Shit." He'd said too much, fuck.

"What? What song. Please Sebastian, I'm begging you, please."

"I've always wanted to hear you beg me," He said suddenly changing his voice to a silky tone. "Fine. I'll meet you tomorrow. Text me the location and time."

"O-okay. Send me the link as well."

"Link?"

"To the song, please."

"Fine."

And with that he got the link from youtube and sent it to Blaine.

(.com/watch?v=11mkTm0WpBU)

Oh.

Blaine had finally gotten his message.