"Did you ever think about how bad it would be that Hamilton was killed, just so you could be Head Boy" said Blaise as he, Draco, Crabbe, Goyle, and Nott walked through the halls.
"Shut it Blaise, anyone hears about that...and I'll find a way to bring you four down with me" hissed Draco.
"We weren't even a part of this" said Theodore.
"You know of it, and you have not told...that makes you part of it" said Draco.
"That's not fair" said Crabbe.
"If you haven't noticed Crabbe, life isn't fair" said Draco.
"I get the muggle thing Malfoy, but why Hamilton? What he ever do to us" asked Goyle.
"Us? There was no us, it's what he did to me" said Draco.
"What exactly is it he did, Malfoy" asked Crabbe.
"None of your dammed business Crabbe" said Draco, then going alone down the hall to the Head Boy & Head Girl Tower.
"What did he do Blaise" asked Goyle.
"Made him realize something, he chose to ignore...it wasn't a good reason though" said Blaise then turning around, and beginning to continue down the hall to the Slytherin Tower.
Draco sat down on the couch in the center of the room, and chose to ignore the different colors in the room. He lay his head back, and thought of when he'd last spoken to Hamilton:
Draco had been looking around the bookstore, he had found it quieter then he remembered. However, he hadn't cared, he'd been glad it was quiet.
"Evening Malfoy" said Hamilton.
"Hamilton" said Draco, once he'd sat on a bench in the bookstore.
"I noticed your interest in Alison Black" said Hamilton sitting beside Draco.
"Interest" laughed Draco. "You're bloody mad, I annoy Alison...I don't fancy her" finished Draco.
"You're lying Malfoy, you annoy her because you do like her" said Hamilton.
"Oh yeah, and so what if I did...what's it to you" said Draco.
"Nothing, perhaps if she knew you fancied her so much...maybe she wouldn't act like, what you and your friends call. A bitch" said Hamilton.
"Watch what you say Hamilton, you'll end up with a broken nose" said Draco.
"See, you do fancy Alison, you just won't admit it" said Hamilton standing up from the bench, and walking out of the store.
Draco hurried after him, and stopped as he saw Hamilton turn around.
"Don't go blabbing your mouth either Hamilton, I'll kill you if you do" said Draco.
"No need to worry Malfoy, your secrets safe with me" said Hamilton smiling, and then walking away.
He reopened his eyes. At least he wouldn't ever have to admit that secret, that secret disappeared along with Hamilton. Blaise didn't know, no one knew. Why would he let anyone know? He was living the dream, fucking a girl half the time; while still being able to do his schoolwork.
Draco refused to let anything get in the way of that, sure...he didn't like Pansy, he used her to block any other feelings he had for any other girl. She was like a piece of healing spell...it still left a scar, but he'd never have to feel any pain. He chose not to have to feel anything, but when the time came he'd choose a girl to marry have few kids...but that was it, that would be him.
To some, his life may sound lonely...to him, it was a dream come true. He would never have to please anyone except his father, perhaps he longed for something more. However, how would he get that something? Probably not through Alison...it was easier to believe, but was it true?