Made for each other
Chapter 2
Edward's POV
Brandon had asked Bella out and she was happy. I dont know why I felt jealous but I did. Did it mean I liked Bella more than a friend...No.I cant like her like that she was my best friend nothing else.
Keep telling yourself that.A tiny voice in my head said. I immediately shut the voice .I had been feeling different about her for sometime now. Was it possible...I shook the thought out of my head.
I went to Bella's house with her. We did our home work and talked but it was different now. I dont know but I couldnt stop thinking that now that Bella and Brandon were going out she won't spend much time with me. Our other friends already had either a girlfriend or a boyfrien but Bella and I were single...and now only I was left alone in the singles category.
I felt a pang in my heart as I realized that Bella wont need me pick her up for school, she wont walk with me during classes, she wont sit with me during lunch and wont spend all day either texting me or talking to me on phone.
And as realization hit me it felt like I had lost everything. I knew she would spend time with me but it wont be the same anymore...she was not gonna be there completely,a part of her mind would always be with him.
I couldn't deny it now...I was in love with Bella and I had lost her.
What if she fell in love with him...he was better than me in every way. He had better looks, he was more athletic than me, he was an A+ student...he was good in every way but even he did'nt deserve so what were my chances.
Even if Bella didnt love him...I couldnt tell Bella that I loved her because if she didnt feel the same way...which was true...it would ruin our friendship. I knew that I couldnt live without her so I couldnt lose her. If being friends was the only way I could stay with her than I would bear it.
" Edward...Ed...Ed...Hello earth to Eddie..." Bella snapped me out of my daydream.I looked at her beautiful smiling face and my lips formed a smile on their own.
" sorry...what were you saying...I zoned out..." I said. She started to laugh.
" the look on your face was just so cute...you looked like you were thinking about someone..." she didnt finish her sentence but I knew what she meant. Thank god she didnt know who I was thinking about. She would never talk to me if she knew. Just the thought of no Bella to talk with was terrifying.
" So are you gonna tell me about her or not?" She prompted. What was I supposed to tell her...Yeah sure it's you...now that was so not possible. I nodded
" Tell me please please...PLEASE...I wont tell her if you dont want to...just please tell me I wanna know which girl has my Edward wrapped around her little finger without having the knowledge of it." She said. My heart jolted at her ' my Edward' indeed I was hers and she didnt even know it.
" It does'nt matter Bells she already likes someone else and I cant tell you about her because...just ugh" What was I going to do now. I cant live without her and I cant tell her. My life was so screwed up
" Well she doesnt deserve you...anyone who cant see what a catch you are is literally STUPID...so no need to think about the bitch who doesnt like you." Her words should have comforted me but they only pained me more seeing as she was talking about her and she didnt even knew about it.
" Bella...please dont call her a bitch...its not her who doesnt deserve me...it's the other way around...please just dont call her bad."
I said
" You deserve anyone you want...so just go out and tell her about your feelings." she said. Her words gave me hope. i would tell her but not quite yet.
" I will but not yet ok...its five you should go get ready for your...um date." I said . Even the thought of letting bella go with another guy was painful...but I had to do got up kissed my cheek and ran upstairs.
Half an hour later she came down. The sight took my breath awy. She was wearing a knee length blue dress with a black and siler belt at waist. She had painted her eyelashes black and eyelids blue but so subtly that it made it more beautiful.
" wow you look beautiful." I said. She blushed. Suddenly there was a knock on the door. Charlie was home. Bella opened the door and Charlie stepped in
" Hey Charlie.." I greeted him. He just nooded and eyed Bella.
" Why are you dressed up Bells?" He asked her eyeing me . But why in the name of hell was he doing this I had comletely no idea.
" Because dad I'm going on a date" My heart broke into pieces on her word. How desperately I wanted to kiss her and tell her my feeling but I couldnt.
We all talked like always. Charlie was like my second dad. Half an hour later there was another knock on the door which was my cue to leave. I stood up just like Bella we both opened the door. Brandon stood there smiling looking at Bella.
" Bye bells have fun." I said and moved out and started to leave when Bella caught me by my arm sending electric shocks which I had recently been feeling alot.
" Well mister you are not going without a goodbye kiss..." she said faking anger. Brandon stood there with his mouth hanging open.
" It's not like that" I told him before kissing Bella's cheek and hugging her. She did the same and then I said bye to both of them.
As I went to my car I started to feel the gaping hole in my heart that was formed due to Bella's absence.
It is going to be a long and painful night. I thought to myself as I drove towards my house.
A/N
Hey guys. I hope you liked the chapter. I know its a bit instant that Edward fell in love with her but as mentioned he has been feeling weird about her for sometime...so its not instant and I wanted one of them to realize their feeling and I love Edward that is why it was him to realize it first.
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