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This is chapter 2. I hope you like it. I know I know I hate Will too….
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Jennifer
JJ arrived home late at that night. She had cried until her tears ran dry in the car. She wished there had been another way she could have done this. God. She loved Emily. So much. They had already planned on starting a family! They had tried twice on Emily now. Now all this was gone. Why did this have to happen? Really this was all her fault. She ran away from her feelings for Emily long back and chose Will. Now she had broken Emily's heart and that hurt her so much. She knew how hard it was for Emily to open up. She knew Emily had trusted her with her heart. Now she had broken it and it broke her. What else could she do? She could not lose Henry. Henry was her world but so was Emily.
She found Will waiting for her. She did not even look at him. She couldn't. She hated him. Hated him for taking away her happiness. She went to see Henry who was in his room. She caressed his head and kissed him softly not wanting to wake him up. He did anyway and looked at her sleepily. His face lit up with a smile and said "mummy!" hugging her. "I missed you." She smiled at him and said softly "I missed you too baby." caressing his hair. He leaned back and said "mummy where is mommy Emily? I want her to read me my story." JJ's heart broke. How was she going to explain to Henry that Emily was not coming? That she would never play with him. That she will never read him his favourite story and tuck him in bed? That she will never make him his favourite cookies. That this was all her fault that she chose will over her. It took her every ounce to not cry.
"she couldn't come today sweetie. You will see her tomorrow ok." she lied.
"ok." He said satisfied. She kissed him one last time and closed his door. He was asleep soon. She went to the bedroom and found Will asleep. She got in bed and just lay there. She felt his hand wrap around her drawing her closer. She sighed. She had to have strength. She could do it. She knew she could do it. She failed to sleep at all.
Emily
Emily woke up feeling sore. Her head felt like she had been hit by a brick. Her eyes were sore and she felt like someone had hit a brick on her head. She stumbled out of bed and went to the bathroom. She looked at herself. She looked like hell. Her eyes were red and swollen. Her face was red and she just didn't look like Emily. She splashed water on her face and stretched out her hand and picked up a towel. She brought it to her face and inhaled. It was JJ's. Her scent was still there and she had to hold herself so as not to cry. She knew she was not ready to face the world, the team and worse JJ.
She called Hotch and asked for a day off. She knew they didn't have a case so it would be fine. She didn't know how she was going to spend the day though she knew she could not stay in the condo. The hell every room reminded her of JJ. All the fun they had. Sex in the kitchen. When she had taught JJ to cook. When they had played with Henry in the lounge. When they had just held each other on the couch after a bad case. The guest room was full of Henry's toys and stuff. every room was full of Jennifer and Henry. The 2 people she loved the most. No she could not stay here. No. she had to leave. Maybe she will return when JJ comes back. She knew she would never stop crying and hurting if she stayed here. She called a hotel and checked in. she will stay there till she decided what to do next.