Chapter 1
End of the World
BPOV
"Finally Angela, today is the day, the day that I become Mrs. Bella Marie Black." I could tell that my face was glowing with excitement. I hadn't been this happy since the day I first kissed ….. Bella your no longer allowed to think about that he didn't love you like that. Whoops
" I'm so happy for you Bella" Angela cried as she went to pick up my dress from off the door .Carefully she unzipped the bag and took it from its silk hanger.
" Wow Bella this dress is perfect for you,Jacob will love it."
She then lifted the dress up and over my head. As she let it go it fell perfectly onto my body and with caring hands she zipped it up.
" So what do you think , Angela" I said grinning from ear to ear.
" I think that dress isn't going to last long after the reception , that's what I think Bella." Angela said smiling.
All I could do was was a pretty dress almost like Cinderella's but cream instead of blue with a slit in the side clean up to my
Hip. She was right , this dress definitely wouldn't last long after the reception. After , I was dressed Angela left to go make sure that everything was ready. I was so glad that she accepted. Being my maid of honor. I honestly didn't know how I would have pulled this off with out her. A few minutes after she left I found my self staring in the mirror, thinking about how happy I was going to be. How Jacob and I would buy a house, Have kids, and live out the rest of our lives together in bliss.
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JPOV
" Jacob , you know I can't let you in there it would be bad luck Jake" Angela hollered.
" I need to speak to Bella NOW Angela so please move out of the way." What am I going to say to
Her? Oh my god this is going to kill her? I gave her my heart and now I have to take it back on the
Day of our wedding . She's going to hate me after this? Why did this have to happen now ? We were
Finally both so happy. Why did I have to ever meet this girl , this girl who with just one look cut all the
Ties that held Bella and I together? I hate myself. How am I supposed to live with hurting Bella this way?
After a few moments Angela backed away and I opened the door.
" Bella…" My voiced trembled a bit. "Bella we need to talk."
At First she jumped up and smiled to me as she ran over and gently kissed my lips wrapping her arms around my neck. She looked into my eyes with her big brown does and whispered
" I love you Jacob. Don't have cold feet."
Then suddenly she stepped away and tears started swelling up in her eyes as she realized what was happening.
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BPOV
I heard Jacob ask Angela to let him enter ,I thought that it was because he just needed some reassurance .
So when he opened the door I ran to him and kissed him , but then I noticed his eyes, he had been crying .
" I love you Jacob. Don't have cold feet." I stepped away , instincts told me that something was very wrong. Tears started swelling up in my eyes. "Jacob what's wrong ?" I asked.
Pain flashed across Jacobs face and after a deep breath he started to speak the words that I didn't ever want
To hear. " Bella, I'm sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen . Not now , not ever. Bella please forgive me but….."
"But what Jake, what's going on ? What happened ?" I shouted . I tried to prepare my self for the worst
Case scenario, but that just seemed to make the tears build up faster in my eyes.
" Bella It happened !"
I just stared at him as my heart ripped in two and I fell to the ground . He looked worried and he came to pick me up but I pushed him away. The tears were falling now one by one they left a trail of mascara
On the front of my dress. Jake took another breath and started to talk taking in ragged breaths . I knew
This was killing him too, I knew that he loved me, and that he never wanted to ever hurt me like this, I knew that in that moment when all was said and done that I would have to forgive him, for this was truly not his fault and I only wanted him to be happy
" Bella, I saw her and at that very moment I knew my life with you would be over.I can't marry you. I'm so sorry. I never wanted this to happen especially today of all days, I never wanted to hurt you like this. I was suppose to protect you and love you and live forever with you. Not tear you in two. I never wanted to be a werewolf and I never wanted to Imprint on anyone other than you. But when I saw her it was like the whole world went black and the only thing that mattered was me and her. I'm sorry Bella.. I know you … hate ..me…but Bella please forgive me" he said his whole body started to shake and tears streamed down his face .
He was trying so hard not to phase . I couldn't take seeing him in this much pain so I collected my thoughts and stood up. I wiped away my tears and smiled at him with the most loving smile I could give at the moment looked straight into his eyes and said " Jacob I could never hate you, I love you way to much. I
Always knew this could and probably would happen . I'm just glad that it happened now rather than later .
Please don't worry about me I'll be fine, I just want what's best for you and for you to be happy no mater
How much it.. " I couldn't say the rest I knew it would kill him so I stopped.
We just stood there staring at each other until finally he spoke. "Bella, please say that you forgive me and that we can still be friends." he paused for a minute then spoke the rest " promise me that you won't me that you will stay and let me protect you."
" Jacob I forgive you and we'll always be best friends I promise but I really need to be alone." I could feel the waves of pain coming . I didn't want him to see me like that over him.
" Love you Bells and I'll take care of everything." He said to me and then turned around and ran.
As soon as he left I fell to pieces, tearing the dress trying to get it off as quick as possible. and then throwing it out the door. I was alone again , torn in two, with waves of pain crashing over my body and tears drowning my cries.
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This is my first story please go easy on me. I'm up for suggestion.
Thankyou for reading.
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