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Wednesday. God I loved Wednesdays. Relaxing further into my sofa I watched as the clock ticked away, completely relaxed and happy to watch the time float by slowly. Today could go as slow as it pleased because today, I got to see him; I had called in sick today, purely because it had been so long since we'd got together. Yes Wednesday was 'meeting' day, so Sakura thought Sasuke was working late when really he was with me. Ha. A sigh slipped from my lips and I could feel a smile light up my face. I was perfectly content lying here on the sofa in my boxers waiting for him. I yawned and closed my eyes; he'd wake me when he arrived.

The first thing I became aware of as I groggily woke up was hot breath on my lips making them moist and warm and the heat radiating off another's body hovering over my own. I cracked open my eyes which were slightly bleary from sleep and smiled when I saw the familiar pale, flawless face hovering mere centimetres above mine. I shifted my body to be more comfortable under his and a smile spread across his lips as I began blushing from the position we were in. It was a rare thing to see, Sasuke smiling but he tended to smile at my idiocy or embarrassment. He was comfortably lying between my legs; his arms resting either side of the arm rest behind my head and his face not close enough to my own.

"Sasuke," I whispered breathlessly as a greeting.

"Dobe" He smirked. "I'm glad you got some rest, you'll need all the energy you can get for tonight." He winked and ran his tongue swiftly over his lips.

"Oh? I'll hold you to that." I smiled and leaned upwards to meet those sinfully pleasurable lips.

He met me halfway our lips moulding together as one, moving in perfect sync. I closed my eyes once more as I felt whole again, all week I'd had an empty sinking feeling and now as soon as his lips touched mine I felt completely whole and ecstatically happy. He didn't need to ask from entry as I opened my mouth letting his tongue explore the depths of my mouth before his tongue wrapped around mine, encouraging it to play with his own. My arms wrapped around his neck and I buried my hands in his silky locks, pulling further into me. I moaned as our tongues played together, my breaths coming out it harsh hot pants. I pulled back to regain my breath as his mouth moved to the familiar canvas of my neck, sucking, licking nibbling. It sent me wild! I threw my head to the side, exposing more of the flesh to him. I gripped the sofa in my hands, trying to hold back the moans as he sucked on the particularly sensitive spot on my neck just below my ear.

Gently and slowly he began brushing his hips against mine, our erections barely making contact, I groaned in dissatisfaction and bucked against him. I could feel the smirk forming on his lips which were still glued to my neck as he began to grind against me, fast and hard, I bit my lip, trying to hold in the screams of satisfaction. He pulled back momentarily to whisper deep and huskily in my ear.

"Don't hold back on those delicious sounds, baby, you know I love them." Which only made me blush and try and hold them in harder.

I could feel his thrusting and grinding getting harder and harder, I couldn't help but let out a needy moan, my erection was becoming painfully restricted by my jeans. God, I needed him. It'd only been a week or so and I was already desperate for him, the fact he was with her only made me need him more and more.

"Sasuke! Bedroom, please!" I whimpered in the most innocent voice I could muster knowing what it did to him.

He groaned into my neck and grabbed my legs wrapping them around his waist and shifting me comfortably so he could stand. As he did so I moaned loudly, his erection was now pressed against my ass, hard. He snorted with laughter before walking towards the bedroom, all the while I moaned as his erection kept brushing against my ass. I began sucking and licking his neck as we walked, tempted to leave a love bite, but deciding against it. The walk from the sofa to the bed seemed to go on forever, the slow torturous teasing of Sasuke rubbing against me and the soft vibrations; which made me tremble, as Sasuke groaned while I sucked and nibbled on his neck and collarbone. Finally he dumped be very ungracefully on the bed, following gracefully soon after. I was sprawled with Sasuke between my legs, smirking down at me with that predatory glint in his eyes. God I loved when he looked like that. Usually I put up a fight, I fought for dominance over everything, but with Sasuke, when we were like this, I liked him controlling me. Something about him made me submit, I wanted to be dominated by him and he rewarded me for it every time.

"S'uke." I whimpered as he continued to just stare at me, I was aching for his touch; my whole body was hot and needy.

"Mm, what na-ru-to, baby?" He purred accentuating the sections of my name while running his fingers smoothly down my chest; I arched into his touch automatically.

My fingers moved down to the hem of his shirt shoving up, implying I wanted it off, I don't like being the only one mostly undressed. He smirked and stripped off his shirt before leaning down and liking down my neck, to my chest before taking one of my nipples in his mouth, rubbing the flat of this tongue against it. I gasped and squeezed my eyes shut, the sensual torture Sasuke was inflicting upon my body always sent me insane. His hand tweaked at my other nipple, making me moan, load, as always. After both nipples were perked to attention he licked a path from my nipples down my torso. He dipped his tongue in my navel and I bit hard against my bottom lip, stifling a scream. The tattoo on my stomach seemed to make the area around it extremely sensitive and Sasuke knew this and often used it to get his way. I could feel his lips curl into a smirk against the sensitive skin of my navel and a shiver ripped through me, he then began to do what could only be described as making out with my navel.

This time I couldn't hold it in I threw my head back, my back arched and screamed, load, really loud. Thank god no one really lived nearby; I'd get so many complaints. Sasuke moved down pleased with my reaction, licking kissing and sucking as he went until he reached the hem of my boxers. I groaned displeased and hitched myself up on my elbows staring at him through cloudy eyes and probably an extremely flushed face, he smiled at me and I could feel my heart flutter so I smiled back still panting heavily. He leaned up and cupped my face kissing me softly, my eyes slipped closed as the kiss got more and more passionate. I leaned back against the bed, he followed and I pushed my hands in between our bodies with much difficulty and began undoing Sasukes belt clumsily, ripping it off and throwing it somewhere in the moonlit room. I started on his trousers fumbling with the buttons momentarily groaning as Sasuke sucked on my tongue encouraging me to go faster, I finally popped open the buttons and yanked down his zipper. In reward Sasuke sucked on my tongue again before pulling away and shimmying off his trousers. He reached out and began rubbing my throbbing erection through my boxers, making me growl. In response to my growl he began palming my erection hard but slow.

"S'uke, don't tease!" I moaned squeezing my eyes shut.

"You like it really." He murmured huskily in my ear before biting it softly making me moan.

But he began to slowly remove my boxers, making sure to slow down so they brushed roughly against the heated sensitive skin of my aching erection. When they were pulled all the way off, he moved his torture back up my body and I gazed at him light headed, he smirked and moved forward; to whisper huskily in my ear again.

"On your hands and knees." His hot breath caressed the shell of my ear making my whole body pulse with heat.

I obliged to his wishes and got on my hands and knees, my whole body was shaking with anticipation, it had been too long since we'd had sex, our last meeting was cancelled when Sakura decided to surprise him at work and take him for dinner. I was jolted from my thoughts as I felt something hot and wet against my ass. I turned awkwardly and watched as Sasukes spread my cheeks before lowering his head and licking the tight ring of muscle which was now exposed. I gasped and my body shook harder as he licked around my entrance over and over, before he suddenly thrust his tongue inside me. I moaned loudly and my arms gave out, my ass being held up my Sasuke, I nuzzled my face in the sheets below trying to stifle the screams and he continued to thrust his tongue in and out, mimicking what he was soon going to do soon, with a much larger organ. I couldn't take anymore, I could feel the heat pooling in my stomach, twisting like a coil ready to spring.

"Sasuke! I'm going to cum!" I screamed into the sheets, making him immediately halt his actions, his tongue still deep inside me.

He swirled his tongue inside me one last time before letting go of my ass making me fall, sprawled across the bed face down and panting. He gently pulled my shoulder so I turned on my back; I was painfully hard and just needed him inside me right now. I couldn't take anymore teasing or foreplay, it was a miracle I'd lasted this long. He settled in between my legs once more, before leaning over to the bedside table and taking the cherry lube from the top draw. He removed his boxer swiftly throwing them somewhere then he poured a good amount of lube on his erection, moaning at the cold against his heated skin. He poured some on his fingers and moved them towards my entrance before I grabbed his wrist.

"No. No prep, I can't wait anymore!" I cried hopelessly, we'd done this so many times, I was used to him inside me, and sure, it always hurt at first prep or no prep.

We fit together perfectly though so the pain soon went away. He threw me a disapproving look but wiped his fingers around my entrance before lining himself up. He threw me a 'are you ready?' look and I nodded vigorously, the anticipation killing me. He thrust in fast and hard and I gasped in pain my eyes closing as a few tears slipped from them, I took deep breaths and Sasuke wiped the tears and kissed every piece of available skin. I opened my eyes as the pain eased off and nodded, laying my arms on his shoulders. He pulled out and thrust back in and I gasped in both pain and pleasure.

"God Naru, you're so tight! Nngh!" he moaned fairly loudly.

He pulled out slowly and then thrust back in setting a slow pace, each thrust ebbing away the pain, I clutched at his shoulders as his thrusts became slightly faster. He was doing it on purpose, Sasuke was a huge tease. I moved my hands to his hair as he continued his thrusts, agonizingly slow.

"Nhhuh! Sasuke! Please!" I fisted his hair, pulling it hard, he moaned low and gruff.

I always knew he was a masochist, mmm; I'd have to use that later. He smirked and stared directly into my eyes as he thrust directly into my prostate. I threw my head back in a silent scream and squeezed my eyes closed so hard it hurt. He began thrusting faster and harder every time hitting my prostate dead on, I thrust back and soon we were moving against each other in perfect sync. I was so lost in the bliss I couldn't tell my moans from his, my arms were raking down his back, there'd be claw marks, and I'd probably made him bleed. It only seemed to increase his pleasure.

"S'uke! Harder!" I screamed feeling my climax approaching, I was clawing violently at his back and I could feel the blood pooling under my nails.

His thrusts became erratic, fast and hard, I could feel the spring curl tight in my stomach ready to burst and my eyes were tightly closed ready for it. Sasuke moaned my name loud and huskily, it was rough like diamonds but smooth like silk, as he came against my prostate. This pushed me over the edge and I screamed his name louder than before, the spring releasing and the stars appearing behind my lids. I felt his weight fall on me, but I was too high to notice. I opened my eyes as the pleasure subsided and he pulled out and rolled off me to lay by my side. We were both panting heavily, our bodies shining with sweat in the moonlight, his eyes were still closed but he entwined our fingers. I turned my head away from him as sadness washed over me.

A single tear slipped from my eye, I couldn't ever enjoy the afterglow of the amazing sex with him because now it was over, he had to get back to her. Soon he'd pull his hand from mine, redress, kiss me and lie to me before leaving to go and sleep with her. I was just his bit on the side. I rubbed my cheek against the bedding wiping any residue of the tear away before turning to look at him once more. He was watching me intently with those beautiful onyx eyes, I smiled at him but it was forced and false, he didn't seem to notice that though.

"Why do you always do that?" He asked, confusion lurking in the depths of his eyes.

"Do what?" I asked, praying he hadn't noticed my pathetic sadness.

"Turn your head away from me after we've had sex?" He stated as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

"Oh. I'm not sure. I didn't realise I did." I lied flawlessly looking down at myself, unable to lie to him when I looked at him.

My body was covered in fresh hickeys, I wish I could call them love bites but they weren't a product of love, I always had trouble explaining them when they were occasionally spotted, I couldn't tell anyone about me and him. They'd call me stupid, tell me he'd never leave her for me and they were right, but having some of him is better than having none. He didn't press the point any further; he seemed satisfied with my lie. He got up, breaking our linked hands and searched the room for his clothes; I slipped inside the sheets of the bed, feeling the cold now his body heat had left. While he redressed I turned on my side and stared out the window, the only source of light in the room, the stars were twinkling away as always. Everything was as it always is, I searched for a shooting star, I needed a miracle. I was drawn from my star gazing as Sasuke sat on the bed next to me, his body blocking the window from my view. He was now fully dressed and looked perfectly presentable, it was only a matter of minutes before he would leave and I'd be all alone again to cry myself to sleep trying to convince myself he loves me like he says he does.

I looked up at him and he smiled at me as he ran his hand through my unruly hair, I nuzzled back into his hand. I sat up as he removed his hand, letting the sheets pool at my waist.

"I have to go." He stated as he stared into my eyes.

"I know." I replied sadly staring back at his once again emotionless onyx orbs.

"I love you baby." He whispered as he cupped my cheeks, moving forward to press a gentle kiss to my forehead then my eyelids, one at a time, down to my nose, each corner of my lips and finally he pressed a soft kiss to my lips.

He never used my name when he said he loved me. I figure that way he can imagine I'm her and of course when he dumps me he can claim he never actually said he loved me. I could feel the tears welling in my eyes, I was at breaking point, this has been going on for just over 6 months now and I can't take much more. I never let my emotions get like this in front of him before. And I couldn't let him see them now. So I closed my eyes and kissed back softly, willing away the all too familiar prickling sensation overwhelming my eyes. When he pulled back I kept my eyes closed, even when his hands moved from cupping my face. I hate how soft he is with me, he acts like he knows how fragile I really am, I wonder if he knows just how close to breaking point I am.

"I love you more." I whispered, afraid if I raised my voice any louder it would crack and shake.

I opened my eyes and stared at him as he smiled softly, emotion shining in those twinkling eyes once more.

"Impossible." He whispered back, his voice smooth like silk.

My heart fluttered at the word but I knew it would only hurt even more when he contradicted his words and left, left for her. I turned my head away and lay down.

"I'll see you Friday okay?" He spoke like we were talking about the weather, not him arranging another date to cheat on his girlfriend and use his best friend.

"Bye S'uke." I murmured and nodded before burying my head in the pillow I was cuddling, which smelt of him and me, but mainly him.

This wasn't have things usually went. I usually shoved on my boxers and some trousers or pyjama bottoms and walked him to the door, kissed him goodbye while I begged him in my head to stay. We usually went more than one round. Usually I stand at the door in whatever weather and watch him drive away, then just stare after his car, before heading inside and curling up in bed to cry myself to sleep. I could only hope he'd just ignore my strange behaviour and leave.

"I can see your losing your stamina." he joked.

I peeked out from the pillow as his weight left the bed, stalked to the door way, in his usual I'm-better-than-you manner and turned, his eyes and face void of any emotion as he spoke his parting words.

"Bye Naruto." They were whispered and if I hadn't have peeked out from my pillow I wouldn't have heard them.

Then he just walked off, everything in the house was silent, all I could hear were his footsteps. Down the hall, down the steps, across the hall, the soft click of the door opening, him leaving, the soft click of the door closing, nothing, his car engine, fading, nothing. Nothing. Nothing. That's when I loosened my grip on the pillow and the tears began to spill out. My heart was torn open again and sobbed loudly and hopelessly.

Was it really that hard for him to just leave her? He told me he loved me, said he'd leave her for me, told me I was his world and I believed him. I love him. He loves me. He does. He promised me he does. Why would he bother if he doesn't? Maybe I'm just a hobby, maybe he's sleeping with loads of people, maybe he tells them what he tells me? The worst part is it used to be me and you. What changed? You hated her, absolutely loathed her! It should have been me, I could make you happy. I've always been there; I've always made you happy. It's so hard to hide it, when we're all together, in public we're best friends like always. But it's so hard to act like I'm not head over heels for you. I can't do it anymore, it hurts so much. More than anything I've ever felt before and I've gone through some vicious beatings. I just want you for myself. I love you. Why do you do this to me!?

By the time I had got all my bottled up emotions off my chest, hours had passed. I had tossed and turned, screamed and cried. It was late, well early; the sky was lightening up outside, the stars fading into the light. My throat was raw and scratchy, my eyes were tight and it hurt to keep them open, my hands hurt from being curled so tightly into fists for so long and my whole body ached, I was exhausted both physically and mentally. I lay there staring out the window, watching as the night turned to day. I watched the sun rise, the dark night sky turning to a soft pink and orange sky, which turned slowly to a vivid blue. I didn't hear my alarm clock go off, nor did I hear someone knock at my door or my phone ring. I just lay there, staring out the window in a trace like state.

When I finally managed to tear my eyes away from the window I realised how long I'd lay there for. Checking my alarm clock it was 12.35 in the afternoon. I picked up my mobile and flipped it open, 2 missed calls, both from work, they'd called at 9am and 9.30am. Shit. I dialled back as I sat up, wincing in pain, caused by last night's activities.

"Hello Naruto nice of you to finally call back." I heard Ino chime down the phone. "Are you going to be coming in at all today?" her tone turned cocky.

"I'm, erm" I sounded like hell, my voice was almost completely gone and my throat was dry as.

"Whoa, Naru, are you okay?" She asked in a softer tone.

Over the years Ino had gotten over her Sasuke obsession and had grown to like Shikamaru . Our relationship had blossomed and she has become like a big sister to me, she was the only one who knew about me and Sasuke. She knew why I had called in sick yesterday, which was the reason she sounded so cocky earlier. She didn't nag me to stop seeing him, she simply said to me when I first told her, 'Naru, he's going to break your heart, please, don't do this to yourself' I ignored her. She was right though, he breaks my heart every time he walks away after we have mind blowing sex.

"Erm," I cleared my throat trying to make my voice sound less raspy and broken. "No, I've not slept and I think I'm," I coughed rather violently and cleared y throat again. "Losing my voice and stuff."

I heard her sigh on the other side of the phone as I hobbled on shaky legs to my chest of drawers.

"Look, grab some ramen then get some sleep. I'm coming over after work and don't worry about the boss, I'll tell her how sick you are, you hardly ever have days off, so she'll be okay with it." She sounded worried but authoritive at the same time.

"'Kay." I said as I slipped on new boxers and some sweat pant bottoms from my chest of drawers.

"And Naruto?" She said her voice very serious now.

"Yeah?" I replied closing the draw.

"Please. Please. Just stop." She sounded so desperate and sad, it made my heart ache.

"I can't. Bye." I whispered hanging up before she could say anything else.

I threw my phone on my bed and hobbled down the stairs slowly, my body was tired, from last night's events and the lack of sleep. I stopped at the bottom of the stairs and hobbled to the door, picking up the mail. I bent down and groaned in pain, grabbed the mail and hobbled on the kitchen. I dropped the mail on the counter and grabbed an instant ramen from the cupboard before sticking on the kettle for boiling water. I leaned against the counter top and grabbed the mail flicking through. Bill, advertisement, new restaurant, advertisement, bank statement, pretty envelope. I picked up the expensive looking envelope and opened it up to find a lavish looking wedding invite. Ohh. I wonder whose getting married. I bet its Kiba and Hinata, they've been talking about it for ages! Opening it up and staring at the names my whole body went rigid.

The envelope slipped from my fingers and fluttered, like my heart when he smiled, gracefully to the floor, floating slowly. It landed face up, so the names still screamed out to me. My whole world shattered around me, the kettle clicked off behind me and the house phone rang, but none of it registered in my brain. All I could understand was the words on that card, which seemed to torment me, enjoy his pain. So it was all a lie. I feel to the floor, my body finally giving in on me, my world faded to black as I hit the floor but the words seemed to be engraved behind my eyes lids.

Dear

Naruto Uzumaki.

You're invited to

Sakura Haruno & Sasuke Uchiha 's

Wedding!

We'd be honoured if you'd be

Sasukes Best man.

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