Disclaimer: I don't own twilight
Epov:
"I love you my angel." I whispered in her ear.
I looked at her and she began to cry.
"As do I, I am terribly sorry." Her creamy brown eyes were red from crying and pained.
"Don't be; just think that you'll never feel pain ever again." I kissed her cheek softly.
We looked at each other, she gave a week smile then sighed closing her eyes. I could hear her heart weakening,
"Edward I'm tired, please sing me my enchanted lullaby." She whispered.
I nodded and began…
Seconds later I could no longer hear my lullaby, her heart had stopped beating.
All these years I asked myself and god WHY! She meant the world to me, no, She is the world to me.
We planned our lives to be together, but then it happened and she was no longer in this world, she was no longer with me.
I wanted to cry every day and just drown in my own tears and to be with her… but I couldn't, cry.
I've basically spent the years locked in my room, being quiet, and isolate myself from everybody.
Even my family.
"Edward Honey" Whispered Esme on the other side of my door.
I got up and grudgingly opened the door.
"Oh Edward!" my mother gasped and hugged me tightly.
"I'm okay Esme it's been 182 years. Please…" She let go and kissed my head.
She looked at me; 'my poor baby'… She thought.
"Edward…" Esme began, but then got cut off by Carlisle.
"ESME!" He called out. She kissed me once more and made her way downstairs.
Sighing I went back inside my room and slammed the door.
I groaned and laid on my couch, and let the memories flow in.
"I LOVE YOU!" She cried out and kissed me.
"I love you too, my heaven." I breathed after we kissed.
I remember the letters she use to write to me when she was out of town.
Dear My Edward,
Oh how much I miss you!
My heart aches for you as do my lips! Every time I hear your name
My heart skips a beat and I begin to cry. I will be returning home soon!
I Love you my dearest Angel,
With Much Love,
-B.W
TO: My Beloved!
Edward how much I truly miss you! I hate not being around you, it's very uncomfortable. I am looking forward to coming home so I can be with you once again.
I love you more than anything, even my life!
LOVE,
-B.W
Dear Edward,
I truly miss you, I hope you miss me too; I have news for you… They are not the best of news you will receive, in your return home please meet me in our secret spot, where I will reveal my deepest secret.
I'm sorry, My Heaven.
With So much Love,
-B.W
The last letter she wrote, she revealed the end of my life that she was dying…
I missed her every time she wasn't close to me, all these letters I have kept them.
Her letters are hidden deeply in my room, where no one will find them.
She IS the most beautiful woman I've ever met, her mahogany brown wavy hair, her chocolate brown crème eyes and her smile.
OH her smile! The smile of hers is the most pure and loveliest thing I could imagine. Her lips were always soft and warm.
"I love you" I whispered in her ear when she had slept over my house.
"I love you too" She would whisper back.
Having her in my arms felt good and perfect, like a jigsaw puzzle. I felt like I could protect her from harm… well at least from her outside….
I opened my eyes to an annoying pixie.
"Edward get UP!" Alice shouted and jumped on me.
"You know for a short person you're really annoying" I mumbled.
"Yeah, Yeah, Yeah." She laughed, "You tell me this everyday now get up!"
"Alice please just leave me alone." I whispered.
"Nope!" She smiled popping the P.
I pushed her off and turned the other way so my back would be facing her.
"Fine then I won't tell you what Carlisle planned for you."She sang
Carlisle?
I stood up and faced her, she started giggling and danced.
"ALICE WHAT!" I shouted.
She stopped dancing and smiled.
"Well let's just say there's going to be someone new in your life." And she was gone.
What does she mean 'someone new'?
And right on cue Carlisle called me.
I made my way downstairs and saw Carlisle and Esme looking at me with serious expressions.
"Edward I need to tell you something" He began, I tried to listen to his thoughts but he was blocking me off.
"I went to go see someone," He continued.
Esme walked next to me and hugged me from my shoulders.
"Where did you go?" I started to grow impatient.
"I went to go see someone who could…" He stopped and looked at me. UGH!!!
"Who could?" I asked.
"Help you Edward." He sighed out.
Anger filled me I shook my head.
"I don't need or want help Carlisle, you already tried that!" I growled.
Therapist, physiatrist, councilors! How pathetic.
"Sweetie please, we just want you to be happy." Whispered Esme. I shrugged her off and shook my head, "NO"
"Edward please try this one, it's not like the other ones." He pleaded.
I closed my eyes and thought; they must really care for me after all those disappointing imbeciles who call themselves "therapist" but I guess I'll just try to prove them wrong.
"Fine" I muttered and ran to my room.
Bpov:
Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward!!!!!!!!!
UGH!!!! Why the hell does his name sound familiar.
After meeting with Dr. Cullen his son Edward! Has been stuck on my mind.
"Earth to Bella!" Jasper yawned.
I blinked twice and looked at him "Huh"
He shook his head and laughed "I don't know what's going on with you; you've been like this the whole night… Well I'm going to bed. Night Bells" He kissed my head and made his way to his room.
"Ring, Ring, Ring" My cell rang.
I looked at the caller ID, Blocked Caller?
"Hello?" I greeted questioningly
"Hello Ms. Swan, this is Dr. Carlisle Cullen "He greeted.
I looked at the clock on top of the T.V, 1:00 in the morning! Don't these people sleep?
"Oh yes, hello Dr. Cullen" I tried to sound cheerful, but I highly doubt it.
"I am truly sorry for calling so late, but I needed to make an appointment so I could… sleep well"
Sighing I slowly made my way to my room, turning on the computer I told him not to worry about calling late, that I never had a good night sleep.
I opened my 'Schedule Manager' and tried to see an opening.
"How about Wednesday, It's my only free day."
"This Wednesday, Perfect Ms. Swan." I could tell he was smiling.
"Where do you live Mr. Cullen?" I asked with a pen and paper.
He chuckled seeming embarrassed "I'm sorry, I don't live in Phoenix"
"Then where do you live"
"Forks, Washington, it's a small town." Hmmm Forks? Why does that sound familiar too? Cheesus!
"Oh, I am very sorry" He apologized.
"Don't worry about Dr. Cullen I'll be there, but it will only be for one day because I have other patients to attend to" I told him.
"That'll be fine" after seconds of silence something hit me.
"Ugh Dr. Cullen not to be rude, but how did you get this number" I asked, for sure I know I did not give it to him.
"Your secretary… Jessica, I'm sorry for that as well , does it bother you?"
"No, No, Dr. Cullen I was just curious. It does not bother me at all, Well Dr Have a nice night."
"You too Ms. Swan" Then the line clicked.
JESSICA STANLEY YOU'RREEEE FIREDD!!!! I thought I remember telling her to never give out my personal number.
I shook my head and rubbed my temples; I would do this whenever I was deep in thought or was stressing, at this moment stressing.
How the hell am I supposed to be in Forks by Wednesday?!
Forks, Forks, Forks...
OH CRAP ROSALIE!! SHE LIVES IN FORKS!
…
OH CRAP I FORGOT TO CALL HER TODAY!
…
She's going to kill me.
I flipped my phone and went to my contacts. Rose,
The phone rang once, Twice, Three times… I let out my breath thanking god she didn't answer until it stopped ringing.
"Well, Well, Well, look who is calling." Rose smirked.
"Oh My Gosh I am soo sorry, I've been busy the whole day and my mind been…" She cut me off.
"Bells, It's okay I'm just messing… Breath!" She laughed. I took her advice and took a deep breath and let it go.
"So, What's up" She asked.
"Oh Rose, do you mind if I come over your house on Tuesday. I have a new patient that lives in Forks there." I yawned.
I heard a squeal in the other end of the phone and calling out Emmett.
"EMM! Bella is coming! YEAH I KNOW! Tuesday." She was laughing now.
I cleared my throat.
"Oh Bells, of course you can come! Okay now go to bed, I could tell you're exhausted." She was right. All I heard was 'of course you could come' the rest was a blur.
I 'mhmmed' and hung up.
"BED!" I called out, and fell on it.
EDWARD!
"Edward" I sighed, I then felt myself smile and drift off to a dreamless sleep.