"Edward…EDWARD! ST-STOP…S-S-STOP!"
I managed to get out in between laughs.
He stooped only to have his lips come crashing
Down into mine.
Now this is where I loved to be.
Once he pulled away, we started into each other's
Eyes for what seemed like no more then a half
A second.
I heard a sigh escape from his perfect lips.
"What?"
"Its just that my life is so perfect with you in
it…and nothing can ever take that away from me."
He flashed his amazing smile in my direction.
I had felt the same way for so long…I cant even
Imagine my life without him.
"Good thing nothing can tare us apart." I smiled.
************
Today seemed off for some reason.
As soon as the gravel in the school parking
Lot moved beneath my feet, my whole world
Seemed unsettled.
I slammed my car door shut and headed off
To my first class, which was with Edward.
With that thought in mind, a small smile
Formed on my petit face.
************
"Hey love." He smiled at me with ease.
"Hey." I leaned down to kiss him before
the teacher turned to face the class.
The lecture that he spoke seemed to drag
On for hours.
The bell rang and it was lunchtime, which
ment I could talk to Edward finally.
I decided to skip out on eating, my stomach
Was still feeling on the unsettled side.
"Hey…so how was your day been?" I asked
in caution.
"Its been alright." He seemed distracted with
a thought. There was a long pause. "Can I ask
you something?" he said hesitantly.
"of course." I had a feeling he had seen how I
was acting.
"Is there something you need to tell me? Are
you okay?" he paused again. "You seem very
distant from me…from everyone." You could
hear his voice crack on "me".
"Edward…im not really sure what's wrong with
me…I just get the feeling that something's not
right." I paused. "The whole world seems off to
me today." I sighed.
He looked confused, as if he felt nothing wrong.
We both sat in silence for another passing minute.
"im sure its nothing okay…its just me, you know how
I let things go to my head." I faked a smile.
This was one feeling I knew was not going to go away.
"Alright." He said a little unsure himself, as if maybe he
felt off too.
Of course, Edward being Edward, he was not going to say
Anything.
************
The day ended slowly.
As Edward and I passed by everyone, they all seemed to be
Moving in a slow motion, as if everything was coming
to a stop.
I turned to face Edward, in all his beauty, capturing all of
His features as if it were my last time looking at him.
I smiled a little as I turned my attention to the front of me
As we headed out the school doors.
"Want me to take you home?" I asked…I knew he hated driving
with his brother, he was crazy.
"Nah, ill be over around 5 though…tell your dad that his team
is going down!" he laughed a little.
He started to walk away, but my hand caught his sleeve in a motion
That I did not even feel.
"I love you." I said as if someone was dragging the words out of me.
"I love you too." He smiled, and placed a gentle kiss on my lips.
For the very moment, it felt as if I was kissing him for the very last
Time.
As I watched him walk away I felt a single tear slip down my
Cheek.
No why the hell was I crying?
This day just keeps getting weirder and weirder.
I started up my car and got into the line of traffic that was leaving
The school parking lot.
I was a few cars behind Edward and his brother.
I let my mind wonder as time passed aimlessly.
Nothing made sense…my feelings, thoughts.
It all seemed like one big blur.
************
When I stepped inside my nice warm house,
A chill was sent down my spine.
My dad was not in the living room like he normally
Was, and he did not greet me as well.
"Dad?" I said in a shaky voice.
"In here." He said with a low voice.
When I walked into the kitchen I saw him watching
The news, his face seemed very hard.
"What's wrong dad?" I felt a lump form in my throat.
"Its Edward…him and his brother…have been involved
in a…car acid-" and before he could finish I was already
out the door and on my way to the nearest hospital.
It was hard to see with the tears fogging my vision.
I drove recklessly, probably endangering my own life,
But at this very moment, the only thing that mattered
To me was that Edward was safe and that I could see him.
************
I searched from room to room, getting yelled at by
Other doctors, but at this point I did not care.
"You cant be in here!" I heard a doctor chasing me
down the hallway.
"Where is Edward!?" I shouted back, my face red
with furry, and tear stained cheeks.
He dropped his hands…obviously feeling my pain.
"Fallow me." He said as he led me down long hallway
that seemed to go on for miles.
We finally approached a room, and there he was…lying
lifeless and helpless.
"Edward?" I said approaching his bedside.
He did not even budge.
His heart rate was decreasing by the second, and I heard
A males voice from behind me, he looked at me with sadden
Struck eyes.
"I don't think he's going to make it…im so very sorry."
Well just punch me in the face why don'tcha.
"wh-what? N-n-no, he cant! PLEASE! There has got
to be something you can d-d-do." I said in between
sobs.
"Im sorry." He said wheeling Edward out of the room
and down the hallway as fast as humanly possible.
"EDWARD!" I screamed as I saw his face flash before
mine, and he was slowly out of site.
What doctor Carlisle was in such a hurry for, I
Probably will never know…but he could have at least
Let me say…goodbye.