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Summary: "Kise, They say that…" "You don't know what you've got until its gone…" His senpai's voice trailed off as Kise stared at Erika walking, smiling and happily holding hands talking with him. A guy. That should be him… "Erikachi" "Kise? Kise!~" 'Kise huh?' He thought.
Title: Never the Same Love Twice
Chapter 2: I guess?
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I ran away from Ryota.
Away far away from him.
"Haaa~" I huffed as I stopped and grasped my knee as I rewind all the things that happened a while ago.
I felt my heart twitched a little.
I bit my bottom lip bracing myself as I felt my whole body tremble.
"Maybe I'm used to it…?" I mumbled as I stood up straight exhaling as I ran a hand through my hair.
It must have just been the adrenaline rush.
Right it's always been like this.
Always…
I'm not in the mood to tell why.
I shook my head as I gazed at the sunset.
What a beautiful sunset it would have been nicer if…
"Ryota…" I whispered.
…Yeah nice if it we saw it together.
Enough about him.
He doesn't want anything to do with me anymore starting this minute my life would not revolve around him and so on.
Another new beginning.
I feel so frustrated.
Always praying and asking myself that when will true love come to me? But nah its always been like this anyway. Maybe I'm not destined to be with someone of the opposite sex.
I may be better off alone.
"Love huh?" I mumbled smiling a little bit bitterly as I walked home with my head down.
I waited and waited as I walked. Waiting for it to fall and be broken.
Maybe? I'm…
As I wait for tears to fall but to my surprised I didn't shed a single tear.
…I'm used to it? Or..
Is it because it always hurt so much that I got used to it?
Feeling numb and getting used to it?
Or am I hurting its just that I'm no aware of it anymore?
Whatever.
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Kise's POV
I sighed as I propped my chin up my hand as I pouted in class.
Still wondering why that happened?
But it's all cool since she's ok with it right?
And I don't have to deal with the crying over me and she maybe trying to keep the relationship with me.
So odd but I did it.
I then yawned and closed my notebook its time for basketball practice.
"Kise!" someone bonked my head making me whined and pout.
"Kasamatsu-senpai!"
"We don't have practice today coach said he will be treating us since we did good in yesterdays game" My eyes shined.
"Honto?! Yatta ikou!" I said jumping in glee.
"Quiet baka! Come on let's go!" Kasamatsu senpai said slapping me.
We walked through the halls outside school and some of my fans mostly girls waved to me.
Kasamatsu-senpai rolled his eyes cause it's always been this normal.
"Kise-kun ano ne~ ano nee… ano… ne… Please accept this and I hope you would reconsider my feelings" A girl said coming up to them handing a love letter to him blushing hard with Kasamatsu-senpai looking like wtf?! To the girl then to me.
"Look did you know that—" He started as he blinked at the girl in front of us.
"I heard Kise-kun. Ummm… He broke up with Tsukushi-san so it's my chance!" She said shyly yet brave as I saw Kasamatsu's eyes widen at the sudden information as he stared at me with killing eyes.
"Maa~ I—" I said stuttering at the sudden turn out of events as I saw Erikachi walking to our direction.
Why the hell?!
I mean mou! Come on suuu! Damn, fan girls! Do they realy have to know everything?!
"Oh~ Kise, Kasamatsu-senpai~" She greeted us normally then I saw her eyes averted to the girl that was obviously confessing her feeling to me and she just smiled and walked away.
"Erikachi…" I said awkwardly.
"Tsukushi" Kasamatsu-senpai awkwardly said.
Kasamatsu-senpai was over with his shock and started giving me a death glare.
I gulped as my fans started to have bigger hearts in their eyes as the news was out. Shit. Damn it stalker crazy fans now they know that I'm single and back in the market. Ugh!~
I relaxed myself.
"I'm sorry but… I'm not interested in relationship as of now my focus is on basketball but I really do appreciate your admiration towards me" I said smiling at her as I touched her hand gently.
"Kise-kun your so perfect~" She fainted.
"Eh~? Eh! Did I do something wrong ssu~?" I said panicking as the girl fainted in front of us as I started jumping in fear.
"KIIIIIIISEEEEEE!" Kasamatsu-senpai bonked and grabbed my ear dragging me out to school.
"Senpaaai!"
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"Stop please senpai!" I whined.
Too much domestic violence. Seriously I might be on the top list of being violated domestically.
"Focus on basketball huh? You can fool your fans but not me! Baka! You playboy jackass blondie!" Senpai stopped as he crossed his arms.
"So ready to tell me why you broke up?" he huffed.
"I'm ready but you just so happened to be hitting me suu yoo hidoi senpai!" I pouted as I rubbed my arm.
"Whatever don't tell me you broke up cause—"
"Hai, senpai…" I said my voice serious as I sighed.
"I thought she was different? And the truth is that I even ship you with her it's like she's perfect for you baka! But yeah things sometimes goes wrong when you think it is right. Did you even tell your side why? And did she tell her side?" He said sighing.
"No she didn't tell me her side but she just know that I want to break up with her and I didn't need to explain anything. I thought too but… I got fed up it's always the same thing everyday I'm surprised that I lasted 3 months with her what's got me confused is that she's the one who initiate breaking up with me and maybe my actions looked like I was about to break up with her. She didn't even cry or fight for me which I found weird cause girls were usually like that with me in my past relationships " I explained sitting on the bench on the park as I sighed pouting as I put my chin on my hands with elbows resting on my knees.
"Maybe she doesn't want to hear my lame reason of breaking up with her maybe it would only hurt her more? If she knew that I broke up with her cause I was fed up of being with her and doing the same things over and over…" I mumbled pouting as I begin to wonder why didn't I ask her? Why didn't I explain properly? Why didn't I? I shook my head enough. We both broke up smoothly with no drama and I should be glad and not thinking about those things now.
I wont be fed up right? If it's really the person I would love to be with the rest of my life right? Even if we do the same things over and over again everyday as long as we love each other and sparks fly we'll be together forever right?
Maybe it's just not with Erikachi…
Yeah maybe we are just not meant to be that's it I said feeling my heart clenched a little at the memory of us breaking up. I shook my head I just felt pity that's it cause everyone got out on a relationship usually were a bit sad right? Or upset?
Enough. No more! I shook my head violently as I heard senpai's voice.
"Baka…" Senpai just said and just simply and I closed my eyes ready for the impact but nothing came.
Huh? Isn't he supposed to hit me now?
"Senpai?" I asked unsure.
"Well I cant help it if you felt that way with her and strange that she took it in a different kind of approach usually girls you break up fight for you and cry endlessly for god knows but at least you got of the hook easily no need to deal with a bad break up that for you to shoulder on" He said nodding as he imagined it weirdly.
I guess? As I heard a familiar charming laugh around the park making me feel relax and I glanced and saw Erikachi! Smiling and talking to a guy that was not in our school as they eat ice cream.
I looked closely at the uniform and saw it's from Rakuzan.
Akashichi's school?
I wiped my head back not interested anymore. I didn't even feel a thing jealousy?
Or some sort maybe its because I didn't love her?
I felt my heart clenched. Haha I just felt pity that's it! It's the post break up syndrome maybe?
I shook my head to stop thinking about stupid things.
I am now a free man. I didn't loose anything. I am a model, an ace basketall player of Kaijo member of Generation of Miracles. I can date any girls I like again. I can see and meet new girls to test my compatibility with. No more limits. No more holding myself back again. No more Erika..chi…? No more…
Silence ssu. Huuuu~
"Kise…" He started as he scratched his head.
"Hmm?"
"I don't know about love or shit but all I can say is that one man's trash is another man's treasure Kise" He said closing his eyes making me confused.
"Eh~? Nani? I don't really get it huuu~ Japanese language please ssu!" I said turning to him as the wind blew around us as then I heard couples giggling and holding hands happily strolling in the park.
"Baka… whatever just let's just go we'll be late and I want free food! I judging by your looks and Tsukushi you both seemed to be doing fine I guess?" He said standing up.
"I guess ssu~?" I said unsure standing up as I followed senpai and cant help but secretly glanced back at Erikachi before turning around following senpai.
"Faster!"
"Hai hai gomen senpai~" I said chuckling as I moved forward.
That would be the last.
Yeah, forward. No more…
No more turning back.
Onward to a new me and new adventures…
Without her…
Erikachi.
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END!
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