So I got surprised to even have reviews, idk, me and my pessimistic self. Anyways I'm glad you guys liked how the story was going and happy cuz of the alerts too. I finally had a bit of time off, teachers think you have all the time in the world when you don't and that's why I write stories in THEIR time. I'm looking forward to reading more of your reviews, say what you like and didn't. I already have five chapters written but I started modifying this one so that'll probably happen to the others.

Chapter 2: I'm Gonna Lose Him

I got hungry and came out of my room. First thing I saw was Penelope hovering all over James while he cooked; no wonder I got hungry.

"Mmm, smells amazing." She said 'smelling the food' over James' shoulder. Either she has a super nose or she was smelling him. I'm going to go with the second one.

I made my way over to the fridge and got a couple of brownies out on a plate, but I saw his hand put them back on the container.

"No dessert before dinner." James said in a playful tone.

"I suggest you step away and let me eat my brownies in peace." I said in a harsh tone putting them back on the plate. I was walking towards my room and I could feel James looking at me.

"So James, are we still on tonight?" I heard Penelope say. That comment got me so angry that I slammed my bedroom door and locked it.

I heard keys giggling on my bedroom door. Right then I saw Camille walk in. Ever since Jo left for New Zealand (and never came back) we had gotten really close. She was the only sister figure in my life. She was also the only one that knew James and I were dating; I needed to share it with someone. She locked the door behind her and I let out a sigh of relief. She came close to me and hugged me. I started to cry, letting all my tears out. After 15 minutes of silence she spoke.

"You had all the boys worried last night. They called me when you came back. I thought you were with James. Where were you?" She asked handing me a tissue from the nightstand.

"James wasn't here?" I asked.

"No, he went out to find you. But where were you?" Camille asked again.

"Cami-" I broke down, crying like there was no tomorrow. "I'm gonna lose him." I tried to explain but the tears and my sobs wouldn't let me.

"Shh, calm down sweetie. I don't understand you." She said rubbing my back but I couldn't help to cry more.

After a while I had calmed down enough to talk.

"I'm gonna lose him Cami." I said still sobbing, but less than before.

"Why do you say that hun? James loves you." She said still rubbing my back.

"If he didn't break up with me before because of Penelope and my jealousy, now he has a valid reason to."

"What happened Kitty?" Camille asked using my least favorite nickname. It happened when she found out my obsession of Hello Kitty and Chococat.

"I'm not a virgin anymore." I said in a whisper.

"You cheated on him?" She exclaimed in a whisper.

"Kyle raped me."

I couldn't take it anymore and cried my eyes out.

"When did this happen? You have to report it. You haven't taken a shower, have you?" She asked in a panicked tone.

"Cam, I'm not gonna report it. I don't want to see him again or go to court."

"Hun, when did it happen? Do you know if he used protection?"

I looked at her like she was a moron. Was she seriously asking me when did it happen? Isn't it obvious that it was the stupid reason that I wasn't here last night?

"All I remember from last night was being at the park. The idiot sent me a text this morning letting me know what happened last night." I replied angrily.

"Come on Kitty, lets got to the pharmacy." She said grabbing my hand.

"Camille it's way too early to even know if I might have gotten pregnant."

"I know. We're just going to get you the plan-b pills and hope they work." She said pulling me out of my room. I saw all the guys looking at my door and I quickened my pace outside the apartment dragging Camille with me.