Chapter 2: Definitely A Game.

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"Mmm... Chuck..."

"You like that?" He chuckled against my skin and pressed his lips to my newly exposed neck. The turtleneck I had worn to our father's brunch had quickly been ripped off the moment we stepped foot inside an empty room. The only clothing item I actually had on was a black skater skirt. My stockings, which were keeping me warm... Well... It's safe to say they had been literally ripped off. I could see the fabric out of the corner of my eye, Chuck had been too impatient to take it off like a normal person. No, he just had to rip the fabric apart and get to what he truly wanted. I mean... I'm not complaining. As long as he gets me new ones.

I nodded eagerly as he grabbed a fistful of my hair and tightened his fist. My head snapped back from the action and I moaned. I had been waiting for him to just lose it and give in. Guess I won.

"Hello? You're gonna be late, Princess." He took me by the shoulders and started to shake me. What made him change his mind? Or was this all a part of the game?

"Hello! Aury wake up! You're gonna be late." I groaned as I heard the sound of Ellie's voice. I was not just dreaming about Chuck...

"I'm awake, please stop." I groaned and dug my head into my pillow. If only I could just sleep some more. Half of the reason being I was so tired and just wanted a good nights sleep. And, no shame, the other half was because maybe I actually wanted to see how my nasty little dream ended. I just couldn't help the fantasies of concurring a Bass.

"Good. You know it wouldn't be so great if you woke up late. You need to find a dress for tonight." Ellie smiled and I felt the bed shift as she got up from my bed. Now if I could just sneak a couple more minutes. It's not like I had to be at school or someplace important... It was just shopping with Serena. I really didn't understand why we had to go shopping the day of the Kiss On The Lips Party. Well... It's mostly my fault for waiting so last minute. Everyday after school I would just go home and sleep. I had to avoid all this drama. Besides... Serena didn't even want to go and Blair had yet to actually invite her. I thought that maybe Blair still felt resentment for her after all. Either way it was a Saturday morning and all a girl wanted was some sleep. Is that too much to ask for?

Thanks to Ellie and her cutting my sleep short; yes it was too much to ask for. In the next second I had expected to be left alone but really I had gone blind. The sun shined through my full length windows as Ellie pulled apart the white curtains. I covered my eyes and groaned.

Why me?

"Why do you hate me?" I angrily grunted and gave up. The only way to avoid this is if I just got up and did it. I may have had no energy or desire to get up from bed but I couldn't bear to keep my eyes open. In the bathroom it would be a lot darker and maybe I could sneak a quick nap in my bathtub since Ellie wouldn't follow me in.

Slowly but surely I got out of bed and proceeded to pull myself together. I decided to wear a cute little black dress along with some nude wedges. I set my outfit on the bed and tied my hair up to make sure it wouldn't get wet in the shower. I couldn't wait to release my sleepiness into the steam of the shower and let it evaporate away. Hopefully it would also evaporate the nasty thoughts of Chuck.

Seriously... What was wrong with me?

"How did you know it was Ms. van der Woodsen if you didn't read it and if you are not a guest at the hotel what were you doing there?" I had stepped into the Palace in hopes that Serena would have already been down at the lobby. But the concierge seemed to be interrogating some guy I've never seen before. He had black brown curly disheveled hair and look stressed. I saw Serena's phone in his hand and got really confused. What else could she possibly get into?

"What?" The guy looked just as confused as I felt.

"Um, look, when Prince Charming found Cinderella's slipper they didn't accuse him of having a foot-fetish." I had to bite my lip before I started laughing. They both looked at me but the concierge continued, he wouldn't go down without a fight.

"And you are Prince Charming? Well, there is Ms. van der Woodsen now..." As he said that Serena popped out of the elevators. She instantly smiled at me and I waved. The altercation with this boy and the concierge was quite the entertainment. Serena seemed to be the only topic this week.

"Hey, S" I gave her a hug and nudged her to the concierge. She hadn't mentioned losing her phone but maybe she'd be able to clear all of this up. Did she know him?

"No, no, no, no..." I heard the guy say under his breath. When Serena faced him he turned bright red. Hmm, had I seen this guy before? He was starting to look a bit more familiar.

"Serena. Do you know this young man?" The concierge pointed at him and I took my chance to observe him. Whatever he was wearing looked wrong. Like how hard is it to put together a nice outfit... How do you mess up clothes? It wasn't fashionable at all. How did Serena know this guy? Did S even know this guy? I hope not.

"She doesn't know me. Nobody knows me. It's cool, it's fine." The guy mumbled and started to walk off. Ugh, what a loser. Seriously you're not getting anywhere with that kind of attitude about yourself.

"Um, from last night, right? I'm sorry about that." She smiled nervously. Last night? From what I recall all she did last night was knock back martinis at the Palace and tell me allllll about her night with Nate.

"You remember me?" As he said that he turned to the concierge. Why is he so surprised? I mean... I guess he has a point because I can't seem to remember where I have seen him before. The guy's a loser.

"She remembers me." He smiled and held out her phone. She looked down at it and gasped in realization. Okay maybe I was wrong...

"Well, he claims he found your cell phone." Clearly he had. But how did she lose it? What did she do after her confession to me? At that moment it hit me. Nate and Serena had sex! I know it was the betrayal of the century but Serena made me promise I wouldn't tell Blair. Of course in this "eye for an eye" world I made her promise that eventually she would confess to Blair...

With Nate

"Oh, you found it. Thank you." She looked at him and took the phone from him. Nervously the guy looked between Serena and I, clearly expecting something else. As he was about to say something, Serena's mother walked into the Palace and spotted us immediately. She took a look at me and gasped. Since Serena had left, I really hadn't seen much of the van der Woodsen family. I was too involved in my crazy summer.

"Aury, how are you? You look beautiful as always." She smiled and then glanced at Serena, holding out the cloth bag in her hand. With her brows raised she handed it over to her.

"Oh Serena, I found you this dress... for the Kiss On The Lips party. I saw the invitation on your nightstand." Serena looked at the bag and then back at me. I shrugged, meaning I wasn't going to get into this.

"Oh... I'm not going to that, mom." She nervously laughed and looked at the guy and I. Why was he still there? Was he expecting something for being a decent human being? Wait... maybe I have seen him before at school...

Hmmm... Who is this guy?

"Why not? It's Blair's party..." She turned to me and laughed in a "Is my daughter okay?" way. I scoffed and S gave me a look.

If only you knew, Lily.

"Well... I already had plans..." She bit her lip and avoided eye contact with her mother. She had something up her sleeve and I'm sure it was to get out of this party. I, on the other hand, wanted to party. I'd love to see all the cute boys who actually have something to provide in a relationship. A relationship with no strings attached. Yes. Just what I wanted.

"With whom?" Lily scoffed. I was asking myself the same question when I saw Serena's eyes gleam. She is not... Like really? This guy? He was a total dork.

"With my friend..." She pointed at the guy and I looked at her shocked. I rolled my eyes and laughed. This is why we are here now because Serena does things without even thinking.

"Uh, yeah, hi, nice to meet you Ms. van der Woodsen. I'm Dan... Humphrey."

Humphrey... Hmm..

That sounded very familiar.

"What are you and Dan doing, Serena?" She folded her arms over her chest and raised a brow. Serena was clearly lying but she held her ground. When I was sure her excuse had failed, Dan pulled out a flyer and smiled.

Humphrey... Oh wait. Jenny Humphrey. He's little J's brother. Wow. Makes sense, TBH.

"It's my dads concert. Lincoln Hawk. 'Rolling Stone' named them one of the 'Top 10 Forgotten Bands Of The '90s'." He looked at Serena and she smiled excitedly. Lily looked at all of us suspiciously and gave up.

"Well, this party would have been the perfect opportunity for you to announce your return but I guess I'll just keep the dress for myself." She bid her goodbyes to us and walked off. Serena's plan had surprisingly worked.

"Thank you." Serena smiled at Dan. Her eyes still gleamed as she looked at him. Was there something I missed? Maybe Serena was hiding more than I thought.

"Yeah, no, I... it's not a problem, really." He nervously mumbled out and began to finally walk off.

"So pick me up at eight?" Serena raised her brow and I nudged her. I had definitely missed something! By ten billion miles...

"You'd really go out with some guy you don't know?" It's almost as if I hadn't been here this entire time. It must be nice living like Serena. Blonde babe who's always the topic of interest.

"Well, you can't be worse than the guys I do know." I rolled my eyes and took her hand. I was not just gonna stand here and listen to them flirt. I had dresses to find, dollars to spend, and Chuck Bass to dream about.

"She'll see you at 8. Thanks for the help." I shot him a fake smile and walked out the doors of the Palace, dragging Serena behind me. If I didn't cut it short then Serena would stay and flirt for hours until they decided to get married.

"He's cute right?" She asked me and I rolled my eyes. I needed to shop. Not talk about teenage boys who have no idea what they're doing. But yet here I was... having sexy dreams about Chuck. I would have liked to discuss my feelings for him. But I wouldn't hear the end of it with S or B. It wasn't feelings feelings, it was just lust. It had to be. Can you imagine if I actually had feelings for him? Gossip Girl would blow quite literally blow up.

Aury Winters in love with Chuck Bass.

I shivered at the thought of having to go through that humiliation. Whatever I felt for him was strictly sexual. And if it ever went past that, someone better stab me in the chest with the sharpest knife they can find.

"He's alright." I huffed as we passed the shops. It would probably take me all day to even find something that would remotely fit my taste. I was too picky to save my life. Literally... I would rather die than settle for something that didn't fit my various guidelines.

"Look, A..." Serena sighed and I already knew what she was about to say. I knew it was eating her up on the inside but I had had enough. A girl needs to breathe without drama constantly circling around. I just wanted a couple of hours of peace and quiet before Blair's party.

"Serena... You're my best friend too. I know that what happened with Nate would absolutely kill Blair but she's not going to hear it from me. She has to hear it from you and Nate. And until you and Nate figure out a way to tell her together, I don't want to hear about it. I just want some peace and quiet. And to just shop with my best friend, who, may I remind you, I haven't seen or spoken to in months." I snapped and looked at the shops behind her in search of some dresses. Out of the reflection of a shop window, I spotted something shiny from the shop across the street.

Bingo.

"What do you think?" Thankfully, the first dress I had spotted was exactly what I needed for this party. I was currently at Blair's, getting ready and making sure I looked ready to eat. I showed off my sparkly dress to Blair and stepped out of her bathroom. She gasped and took my hand, spinning me around.

The dress I had bought had very thin straps for the late summer weather. It was a champagne color with very fine sparkles all over it and it stopped right before mid thigh. It hugged my body but not like a body-con dress, I still had space to breathe properly. Last but not least, my ass looked fantastic.

Duh!

"I can't believe you're gonna look better than me to my party." I squealed and hugged her. I just knew tonight was going to be good. Hopefully I'd find a cute boy and get rid of whatever it is I've been feeling towards Chuck.

"You're overreacting." I rolled my eyes and looked at what was hanging from the bathroom door. It was a strapless, black satin dress that would compliment her body so well. It would also look so good with her hair color. We both would look better than anyone even ten miles from the party.

"It's gonna look so good on you. Especially with your hair all wild and free." She laughed and shook her head, letting her curls bounce around. I had taken the time to perfectly curl her hair and of course I decided to go with my signature pin straight hair. I really couldn't bother to do something else.

"You know... maybe Nate and I will finally... tonight." She smiled and suddenly I remembered what Serena had told me. There's no way Blair would ever forgive herself for finally having sex with Nate, after years, and then finding out what a great boyfriend he's been the past year. I had to convince her not to. Can you imagine if she lost it to him and then she finds out?

"B-Blair... I really think you should wait a bit more... Don't you want to be sure?" She scoffed and rolled her eyes at me. I wasn't one to talk since I lost mine our freshman year on the roof of a party with Carter Baizen. But this was completely different... her boyfriend had sex with her best friend.

"Really? Nate and I have been together for years. You had known Carter for only three hours." She raised her brow and crossed her arms.

She wasn't wrong...

"I know! I know I'm not one to talk but I also know you guys have been together since forever. But seriously B, think about it and don't rush it. I know how you love to plan things and maybe you could plan something more special." Blair sighed and turned her head. She knew I had some reasoning.

"Okay, fine. Let's just have fun tonight. I won't even think about sex." She sadly looked down at her hands and my heart sunk. My best friend had no idea what her lover of years had been up to last summer.

"Blair... I have something to tell you." I know I had promised Serena but it broke my heart to see Blair like this. Serena had left, not bothering to pick up her phone to even ask how we had been, and on top of that she had sex with her best friends boyfriend... I had to tell Blair, she had a right to know and I was going to tell her.

"Is it about Serena and Nate? I already know. He told me." She faked a smile and I cocked my head. Oh.

"And you're not mad?" I was shocked. She'd been so calm and she hadn't told me anything about her and Nate breaking up. If they even broke up... She's literally still planning on losing her virginity to him. C'mon B, you're smarter than that.

"Well... We talked about it and he said it was in the past." She smiled again and got up suddenly. Her face brightened up and she hugged me. Sometimes I really wished Blair wouldn't just put things to the back of her head and save it for revenge. Life would go so smoothly.

"Look I know you're concerned but I'm fine. What they did... it's in the past and let's just say Serena is up for social destruction. And I'm honestly fine." I laughed and shook my head. She took her dress and went into her bathroom to change into it. I was confused and at a loss of words at how calm Blair was? Was she truly okay?

Maybe all is forgiven and she just needed to get her revenge on Serena.

Oh, Serena.

As Blair stepped out of the bathroom, we put on our red bottom heels and applied some lipgloss. Dorota, Blair's housekeeper, let us know that the limousine was downstairs. Excitedly we rushed down and on the way out of the lobby I bumped into something large and very firm.

"Ugh!" I grabbed my head and looked up at whatever it was I hit. It was a boy.

A cute boy.

"Oh my god! I'm so sorry I didn't even see you!" His voice was soft but low. The shirt he was wearing had wrinkled up and I shot him an apologetic smile. His green eyes looked into mine and I blushed. If only all boys were this pretty.

"Uh... I-It's okay. I should've been looking." I nervously giggled and I heard a scoff from behind him.

Oh... I forgot about Blair.

"I'll see you around..."

"Aury. My names Aury." I smiled and walked past him, following Blair as she took hold of my arm and dragged me to the limo. I'd rather skip this party if it meant I could spend a night in mystery boys apartment. As I stepped into the limo I sighed, already daydreaming of this boy. And how tall and strong he was. He could pick me up with one finger if he really wanted to.

"I know that sigh." Katy slyly smiled at me and I gasped mockingly. Whenever I'd have a fling or some kind of interest on a boy, all I ever did was daydream and sigh happily. There might have been a lot of those. What can I say? I can't resist a cute boy!

"Oh please." Blair scoffed again and shut the door to the limo as she plopped down next to me. "You don't even know his name." As if!

"Look just because you can't get some doesn't mean I can't." I smirked and flipped back my hair. As I did just that, I spotted a scarf wearing dick and Nate right next to him. I blushed bright red and looked down at my hands. Blair laughed at my embarrassment and proceeded to sit next to Nate, instantly kissing him.

"Perhaps I can help you get some." Chuck leaned into me and whispered in my ear. His breath smelled of alcohol already and when I felt it on my neck it sent shivers down my spine. All I could picture was my dream and Chuck Bass below my waist.

I shook off the thoughts and pushed him away. Katy and Is were handing me a glass of something and I took it without hesitation.I didn't shy around the drink and just knocked it back in a few gulps. I would need this if I wanted to avoid Chuck. There was no way that stupid dream would become reality. Let's be real here for a second... there was no way I would want to stay away from Chuck if I was drunk. All drunk me wants is some dick.

The closer we got to the party the more drinks I'd chug back. My body was already growing numb from it and I was delighted to see Chuck pull out a perfectly rolled joint. Okay... maybe he isn't so bad. He lit the joint and took a few puffs, his eyes closing as he inhaled the smoke. The way his pretty pink lips wrapped around the filter and blew out the smoke had me mesmerized. Soon enough I could feel the heat of the alcohol travel down to my stomach. Was it really from the alcohol? Or was I actually feeling butterflies?

Ha! Yeah right. It's definitely the alcohol.

"Didn't daddy tell you it was rude to stare?" He smirked and carefully handed me the joint. I looked at it and once I took it from his hand he rested his hand on my thigh. A little too close to home, mind you... Before answering I took a few hits and inhaled, taking my time to actually feel the effect it had on me. I could see the way he was looking at me so I passed it to Is. He took a deep breath and raised a brow, waiting for my disgusted reply. Instead, I decided to start the game.

"No. You haven't really told me much."

Did I just insinuate, to Chuck Bass, that he's 'daddy'?

Yes. Yes, I did.

Just make it worse for yourself Aury.

His grip on my thigh tightened as he chuckled. I shifted in my seat nervously. The heat of the alcohol or maybe the weed, doesn't matter. Whatever it was, I could feel it go south. I can't believe Chuck Bass really has me under his spell like this... I closed my eyes and pictured the most disgusting thing I could possibly imagine and could only think of Chuck. I mean he was the most disgusting thing I could imagine. But as disgusting as I thought he was I still wanted Chuck have me right then and there.

Just think about frogs and how slimy and gross they are. Frogs. Frogs. F-R-O-G-S.

Yes, I'll be the first to admit that I have a terrible phobia of frogs. Just thinking about them makes me want to gag. Thankfully, I didn't have to think about them too long because as soon as I opened my eyes I had another glass of whatever it was in front of my face. With a deep breath I took the glass from Is, downing it in one gulp. It isn't a party if I'm not drunk before even getting there. And let's just say I was kinda already drunk...

"You can keep your hands to yourself, Bass." As I said that he smugly smiled and put his arm around my shoulders, pulling me even closer to him. Already feeling my head spin a little, I laughed and tried to move away. He was making me anxious by invading all of my personal bubble. Pfft, me nervous? When I looked at them; Blair and Nate were too busy talking to each other to even realize what was going on around them. Katy and Is were also quite busy with their noses in their phones. Probably reading Gossip Girl.

"You can't tell me what to do, Winters." His hand went further to the inside of my thighs and I closed them shut. I simply grabbed his wrist and placed it on his thigh. When I say no, it's no... What's so hard to understand about that? Who am I kidding? If all my friends weren't in the back of this limo I probably would've lost the game already.

Just as he was about to say something the limo came to a stop and I couldn't be more glad. To get away from Chuck. I was the first to open the door and rush my way out. It was so hot in there I couldn't breathe. The New York night air hit me and I felt relieved. I brushed back my hair and looked at Blair as she stepped onto the sidewalk. I could already hear the music thumping and the people socializing. Now this is a party.

"Your party is quite impressive, B." I giggled and linked my arm with hers. The sparkle of my dress was a magnet for people's attention. As Blair and I walked in I could see everyone in our path break their necks. I was already kinda drunk so I tried my best to walk as straight as I could. This dress was the perfect choice for this party, all of the little sparkles reflected the many lights and there wasn't a guy who wouldn't look my way.

After ordering a couple of martinis Blair and the girls followed me to the dance floor. I raised up one of my arms, with glass in hand, and started to move my body. Letting the music take control of it. The way I moved my body from side to side wasn't helping my already very short dress. Every time I moved my hips side to side my dress would ride up and I was starting to feel a bit of a breeze. But who cares? I was having the time of my life with only a few minutes into the party. The girls obviously couldn't resist seeing as I was having so much fun so they joined me. Every now and then grabbing each others hands and dancing together. I could feel my body getting warmer and warmer the more I moved. At the same time I couldn't feel anything, my entire body was numb. The alcohol had consumed me and I was craving something way more different than dancing.

"I need some water. Do you want some?" Blair said into my ear, trying to talk to me over the music. I held up my martini to her face and giggled.

"I'm hydrated! And drunk! Woo!" As I said that I chugged back some more of it. She rolled her eyes and walked off for some water. Katy and Is followed behind and I was left alone on the dance floor. I rolled my eyes and finished my martini. I wasn't gonna wait for them to have fun. Blair had a thing for ruining moments with her brattiness.

Just as a new song came on I felt a pair of hands grab my hips from behind, making me gasp. I quickly stopped dancing and turned around to look at who even dared touching me without my consent. I was surprised to see those pretty pink lips only a few inches from my face. Oh no.

"Chuck." His arm wrapped around my waist and pulled me closer to him. The alcohol was getting to me for real now. I couldn't think straight and the room was spinning. He held my hips and his lips pressed against my neck, his breath fanning over my collarbones.

"You look so sexy in this dress. I can't wait to see how sexy you look in my bed tonight." He whispered into my ear and I grasped his arm. Some idiot trying to get to the bar shoved past the crowd and pushed me even closer to Chuck. The alcohol was making me feel so warm but I just wanted to get warmer.

"Let's get out of here." I told him and kissed the skin right below his ear. His grasp on me tightened and he immediately started pulling me away from the crowd and towards to exit.

Was this really about to happen? Me? Aury Winters leaving a party not even five minutes in with none other than Chuck Bass.

The butterflies in my stomach more and more intense as we got closer to being alone together. Butterflies? Really? We made our way outside, his hand in mine, and the cool air instantly made me have seconds thoughts. I had to think about this. But before I even had a chance to think about my options, the town car was there.

"Get in the car, Princess." He held the door open and I smiled, taking his hand and getting into the car. Chuck followed behind me and shut the door. The dark tints made it so much darker and I sat there biting my lip.

"It's so hot in there." I wiped off the hair from my face and put my head back on the chair as he studied my body. Taking in every inch before moving to sit right next to. He smirked and took something from his pocket, he struggled to get the little bag out but atlas... Two white little capsules fell in his hand. I knew exactly what this was and to his excitement, I took one of them without hesitation and swallowed it. In an hour or so I would feel like I was on cloud nine. Chuck proceeded to take the other one and chased it with some scotch. After we both had fully swallowed it he looked at me and his eyes trailed down to my sweaty body.

"Ready to roll?" He smirked and I giggled at the pun. Tonight was going to be even more fun than I expected. This obviously wasn't the first time I've rolled but it had been a long time since I last took a molly. Whenever I rolled I would feel calm and as if my emotions were taking a break. It was like being so content with everything and just wanting to indulge in it all. The few weeks after were always a bit depressing but it was all worth it for a couple of hours. I nodded and bit my lip, glancing down at his lips. All he did was smirk and sip his drink.

He knew it. He just knew I was so eager and ready to give in but it was a game after all. And the game had to be played.

Looks like little A might end up with more than a hangover. Be careful what you wish for, A. It seems like things are heating up with a certain Bass. Serena was spotted making an heroic exit from B's party. Too bad for her there's school on Monday. So, until next time.

You know you love me...

Gossip Girl.

After hopping a few bars through the city, drinks after drinks, it was safe to say we had only just started rolling. It would always take me about two hours before I'd even start feeling much. But when it happened I just knew it. The moment I had taken a shot and put down the glass to look at Chuck, that was it. I was definitely rolling. I smiled at him and took his arm, dragging him outside.

"Are you feeling anything yet?" I asked, unable to contain my own excitement. My body was starting to feel everything and more. I looked at him and touched his chest, feeling the soft cloth of his suit. My hand trailed to his tie and it was as if I could feel every single thread and the importance of each and every single one.

He would look so much better without any clothes...

I was pulled out of the trance when I heard him laughing at my question. The sound of his voice was different, it didn't sound as it usually did; all quiet and smoldering. Instead it sounded rich and full of content, something I've never heard from him before. My heart skipped at the sound and I pouted when I actually realized he was laughing at me.

"Why are you laughing? I was only asking you something." I felt embarrassed as my cheeks flushed. How could he laugh when I was being completely serious? Maybe it wasn't a good idea to roll with Chuck. My brain would probably fry trying to figure out what it is I truly felt for him.

"Princess... I wasn't laughing at you." He pursed his lips and looked down at my face. His hand cupped my cheek and I held my breath, waiting for what was next.

"We should get out of here and go someplace a bit more quiet." His fingertips softly slid down my face and traced my lips. I wanted to feel more of him. Being somewhere alone with Chuck in this state probably wasn't the best idea. But I was already too consumed by the drug and all the euphoria to even care.

He grabbed my wrist and made me follow him into the car he had called for. As he opened the door for me, I climbed in and let my head roll back onto the seat. I closed my eyes and sighed quite loudly. It felt so good to sigh. My body felt so good. I just wanted to lay on something soft and roll all over it. I guess that's why it's called rolling.

"You know... Since your father isn't home maybe we can end the night there." I giggled at my thoughts and opened my eyes to look at him. He wasn't looking at me but outside at the lights passing. I glanced down at his pretty pink lips and suddenly the feelings were overwhelming me.

"I need water." I looked down at my hands and didn't know whether my hands were shaking or my eyes were shaking. "Am I shaking?" I looked at him alarmed and he chuckled. I had never experienced anything like this.

"No. It's only your eyes, don't focus on anything just let it happen." He handed me a bottle of water and I chugged most of it. It was refreshing to feel the water going down my throat and cooling down my brain. It's almost as if I could feel all the hardwares in my brain twisting and turning. Just overworking in my skull.

The rest of the ride home I kept my eyes closed, trying to focus on everything that was real. I fidgeted with the hem of my dress, touching all the small glitters and noticing how they were all different shapes. My breath was soft and steady as we approached to a stop. I'd be okay with staying here for hours.

After finally arriving to my father's apartment, I took off my heels and massaged my feet. Still feeling the sensations of the molly, I laid back on my couch and stared at the buildings just outside my window. It was so beautiful to be able to live in a world like this. To see everything that humans had made and how everything contributes to another. One thing cannot work without the other. Just like I can't function without this game.

"What's on your mind, Princess?" Chuck sat beside me and I could feel his eyes staring intently at my body. Taking in every single inch once again. Can't say I blame him really...

"I'm just... thinking." I said softly. I could feel his cold hands gently tracing shapes on my legs. My entire body was frozen in whatever trance he had me in. I must admit, I was avoiding him a bit more than if anyone else was here with us. As I thought that, flashes of last nights dream surfaced and I shifted my legs, making sure we weren't in contact. I had to get this dream out of my head. Chuck and I were strictly frenemies. With sexual tension...

Please no.

"What's wrong with you?" He gave me a look and as soon as our eyes met; I couldn't hold it anymore.

"What are you waiting for? You bring me here, on a molly, and you really expect me to be okay with us just sitting here?" I scoffed and got up, walking away to my room. I needed to be away from him before anything crazy happens. I immediately heard him get up and follow a few steps behind me.

"What exactly is it that you want me to do, Princess..." He was leaning against the door frame, biting his lip as his eyes trailed from my face to my chest and finally all the way down to my legs. Suddenly I could feel the same heat from before start to accumulate in my stomach it was much hotter than before. Maybe after all this time it was just Chuck Bass turning me on.

"I think you have an idea." I slowly stepped closer and closer, grabbing hold of the soft silky tie around his neck. I didn't know whether I wanted it off or around my wrists, tied to the bed as he fucked me.

That's it. That's exactly what I wanted.

"You know if we do this that means you lose." He smirked, his husky voice in my ear sent chills down my spine. I softly tugged on his tie and pulled his face closer to mine, slowly undoing the knot of his tie.

"But really... It means I won..." I smirked and took the tie from around his neck. The cologne he wore was driving me crazy and all I wanted was for him to take me already. The rush of the molly was rolling through my body and I took a deep breath. I didn't expect for it to feel so amazing that when I let the breath out, it came out as a soft moan. My eyes closed from the sensation and I took soft little breaths to hold back from moaning any longer. I was finally peaking and it felt so so good.

Without a word he grabbed my hips firmly and lifted me up. Instantly, I wrapped my legs around his waist and felt his cold hands grip my ass. His mouth met mine and I was truly in heaven. The feeling of his lips against mine sent a jolt through my body as I gave in and kissed him the way I've been truly wanting to for so long. My hands ran through his hair and softly pulled at the longer pieces. I wanted him all over me.

"Chuck." I softly sighed into his ear and his lips trailed down to my neck, softly nipping and kissing. He laid me down on the bed and I sighed again as he took the freedom of touching all over my body. It all felt so good.

"Why don't you take off the rest?" He mumbled into my ear and I eagerly nodded, moving my small hands down to his chest. I took my time to undo each and every single button, touching the soft skin under his shirt. Finally when I reached the last button, he ripped off his shirt and I bit my lip, smashing his face into mine and slipping my tongue in his mouth. I wrapped my legs around him as his hand massaged it's way up my dress. His fingers slowly traced around my panties and I only kissed him harder, edging him to keep going.

"God. You're so sexy." He growled into my ear and that's all he had to say for me to be completely under his trance.

This is all I wanted and more.