Impossible
Chapter 2
Bella's POV
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I sat up straight, clutching my stomach and
praying I could keep whatever was in my stomach down until Carlisle
explained.
"No! No, Carlisle, that's impossible. I've gone
through too much pain, too much… everything, just to give it all
up. NO!" I roared finally. Edward looked over and me and
immediately ran over to the couch, sitting beside me.
"It's
ok love. It's just an idea," Edward offered the advice. I took
his hand and held it firmly, afraid that I would cry and push the
theory further.
"Bella, some people's bodies don't accept
certain things. Kind of like an allergy, ok? Well, my theory is you
are allergic to your new form. Instead of breaking out in hives or
choking, your body simply rejects it and reverses the process back
itself," Carlisle finished. I let out a low cry and threw my head
into the blankets.
"Shhh… Bella…
it's ok," Edward whispered. He held my body up and kissed my face
before looking at Carlisle.
"What will she go through?" I
heard him whispered. Carlisle swallowed and looked around, pausing
before answering.
"At first, her body will go things it hasn't
done when she was a vampire and what would have happened if she were
human. She will cry, vomit, go to the bathroom, get cramps, get
headaches, maybe a cold, and her period will come. Then, she will
start changing more. Her eyes will come back to original color and
her hair will frizz more easily. She'll gain back the color in her
skin and smell of blood. Finally, when it's all done, she'll be a
complete human and the bite mark won't likely be there," Carlisle
finished.
"How much pain will there be?" I breathed through
my lips.
"I'm not sure Bella," Carlisle murmured.
"Is there any other
explanation?" Edward asked hopefully. I squeezed his hand and felt
that I was losing some of my strength.
"There could be multiple
diseases, but once again, why would she catch them? I could try to
run tests, but if she is going through this change, everything will
be unsure," he whispered back and walked over to me, getting down
on his knees. Carlisle plucked some hair from my head and I didn't
really feel it. That was a good sign.
"I'm going to need you
to pee in this cup," Carlisle told me strictly and handed me an
empty clear cup. I suddenly felt my urge to pee and took it without
an argument. Edward released my hand and let me leave. Managing my
way into the bathroom, I flicked on the light and did my business
before flushing the toilet, which actually took a few attempts.
"Here," I awkwardly said and handed Carlisle the cup, who was
now standing in the kitchen, smiling.
"Thank you Bella. I
advise you get some… ahem… sleep," Carlisle told me. I wiped my
eye where a tear formed and crawled over to the couch. Edward
immediately threw the blanket over me and adjusted my head on the
pillow.
"How do you feel love?" he asked me. I shivered and
he threw a huge quilt over my body. I opened one eye and looked at
him.
"Water?" I asked. He laughed and vanished, returning
within seconds with a glass with water. After sipping it, I put it on
the ground and reached aimlessly for his hand. I felt a soft,
slightly chilly hand touch my hand and grab it.
"Go to sleep,
love. It's going to be ok," Edward whispered. With that, my eye
closed and I drifted into my first sleep in two years.
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I woke up to see no
one in the room, but quiet voices coming from the kitchen. It was
3:05pm. Holy crap, had I slept that long? I rubbed the gunk away from
my eyes and sat up, trying to identify the many voices.
"Nothing,
I got nothing," a voice murmured. It was Carlisle.
"Please,
is there any reason?" another voice said. I immediately knew it was
Edward.
"Poor thing," Alice's voice chimed.
"Did
you see this, Alice?" Carlisle's voice echoed through the
kitchen.
"No," Alice replied after a few seconds.
"So
what can we do for her?" Edward's voice asked softly.
"Make
her comfortable and support her. I'll keep looking for answers, but
I think this is it. I'm so sorry," Carlisle's voice said. Three
pairs of feet left the kitchen.
"You're awake,"
Edward suddenly said. My body shook and I faced the side of me, to
see Edward with a glass of water.
"Thanks," I whispered and
took the glass, sipping it.
"I wish I could do something,"
Edward mumbled. I looked up and frowned.
"What is happening to
me?" I asked softly.
"Carlisle's not sure yet," he lied.
I heard the lie in his voice.
"I heard you talking," I
replied, setting the glass on the ground. Edward groaned.
"He's
not sure, Bella," he whispered. I was getting angry.
"Just
tell me, for god's sake. It's my body!" I exclaimed. Edward
took in a long breath through his nose and faced the wall.
"He's
just not sure, Bella. I don't want to lie and say I know," Edward
whispered. I hit my hand against the couch and let out a frustrated
sigh.
"Tell me what he
thinks then, for crying out loud!" I screamed at him. Edward's
eyes wondered across the room.
"I don't want to," he
plainly stated and glanced at my eyes.
"THEN GO AWAY! LEAVE ME
ALONE!" I screamed and then let a stream of tears travel down my
face before sniffling in. I turned and faced the side of the couch
that wasn't exposed to the rest of the living room.
"Bella,"
he whispered and I felt him touch my arm. Sniffling in, I pushed it
off with my shoulder before clearing my throat.
"Go," I
whispered. Before I knew it, I heard soft footsteps leave the room. I
let out a cry and suddenly felt so alone. I felt like a little kid
who got his toy taken away. I felt stupid and useless and not good
enough for anyone. With that, I wiped my eyes and closed them, hoping
another short nap could take away all the pain.
And I knew it would.
