Renesmees P.O.V.
I couldn't' believe what I was hearing. Don't get me wrong I love Jacob but I'm not in love with him.
"I guess what I want to know is…..if your feelings have changed"
I stood there speechless feeling as though my voice was trapped, I managed to choke out "I don't know".
He looked as if someone had just thrown his heart in a wood chipper. He just looked at the ground. I didn't want to hurt him…I couldn't.
I placed both of my hands on either side of his face forcing him to look at me.
"I do love you Jacob it's just…
"Not the same" he said finishing my sentence.
I could feel the tears well up in my eyes as he stood before me with this hurt expression. He turned his gaze away from my eyes as he tried to break free from my hold. I firmly pulled him into an embrace and he sighed and wrapped his arms around me. Tears were threatening to spill over my eyelids and before I knew it I was sobbing in the crook of his neck.
"Ness, don't cry"
"Oh Jacob, I'm so sorry"
"Don't be" he said sadly
"I don't want to hurt you"
"I know" he said quietly
I sighed and placed a kiss on his neck as we held each other tightly.
"It's going to change"
"What is ness?"
"The way I feel about you"
I pulled away from him slightly so I could place my palm on his cheek. I showed him images of all the good times we had together and of us holding each other now. He just smiled and I tried to smile back but guilt was still weighing heavily on my heart.
He whispered "Don't worry" and kissed my cheek.